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Eileen

Endless words for a few, nothing to say to most.

About Me

Hopeless romantic in search of all comsuming intensity. Psychoanalytical. Taurus sun/Scorpio moon/Leo rising. Stoic when uncertain. Uber passionate when confident. Detailed which lacks the luxury of forgetting easily. Tangibility and words are comforting. Walking and riding are therapeutic. Hoping for endless moments in synergistic bliss, staring into soulful eyes. Love planning outtings, endless hours in bed, long showers, rain in los angeles, my nieces and abuela. Can't live without books, cuisine, music. Frustrated artist. Dream house- shack on the coast of a foreign country, b&p with the one.

My Interests

Traveling, cultures, art history, design, music, human patterns, yoga in the park, hiking, movies, collaborations, samurai arms.

I'd like to meet:

Open-minded, inspiring, friendly, culturally diverse, dreamers and explorers, aggressive in fulfilling their dreams, not faced by other's ideals. Strong belief in relationships.

Music:

Ben Harper, Broken Social Scene, OutKast, MosDef, Bloc Party, the 88, Cat Power, Old Bjork, Portishead, Muse, Starsailor, Verve, Radiohead, Stereophonics, White Stripes, Animal Collective, G-Love, Jack Johnson, Citizen Cope, Frou Frou, Shins, Handsome Boy Modeling School, Blonde Redhead, Kelis, Jay Z, Method Man, Interpol, Billie Holliday, Spik James, Beck, Mars Volta, The Kills, Kings of Leon, M Ward, Elliot Smith.

Movies:

Don't Move, Last Kiss, Vanilla Sky, Eternal Sunshine, Garden State, I heart Huckabees, Memento, The Princess and the Warrior, Waking the Dead, The End of the Affair, The English Patient, Great Expectations....

Books:

The Fuck-Up, Adventures of Kav and Clay, Count of Monte Cristo, The Alchemist, Art of Travel, Shakespeare.

My Blog

no merit chapter 2 ( dec 8, 2005)

10 months agoFisherman,Your boat caused this tidalwave. Awaken doledrums carried me off to shore. Agitated and gasping for air.I craved to be in your boat again.Destined for your plate.Yet it seems I&...
Posted by Eileen on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:02:00 PST

no merit chapter 1 ( may 4, 2004)

Terminals like vans transport oceans of fears and dreams. Every stop capturing a ripple of one’s presence and the essence of the journey.The maps we choose can simply lead us through the scenic ...
Posted by Eileen on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:03:00 PST

no merit chapter 3 (jan 22, 2006)

moving soulsImagine that I believed. Imagine that I died a slow death. Dreaming of time to repeat itself.Dreaming of the end of me.For I felt in one glimpse the unification of souls.In that same glimp...
Posted by Eileen on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:01:00 PST

no merit- chapter 4 (may 4, 2006)

it’s been so long, it never existed. lacking controversy, experiencing synergy. your voice soothes my spirit. your presence gives me hope. the past sends chills down my soul. yet your energy it&...
Posted by Eileen on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:00:00 PST

no merit-chapter 5 (june 6, 2006)

Jubilee LanternsEventhough I grew tired of calling your name.I have found answers in your eyes. I have seen signs in your presence. We have unfinished stories to write. Take your time they have to be ...
Posted by Eileen on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 05:59:00 PST

no merit chapter 6- june 19, 2006

never ending life’s dilemnasyou came at the right time. left without a word. i’m still wandering who you are, yet you still fill my days. i feel you all around, but you refuse to let me in...
Posted by Eileen on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 05:58:00 PST

"you guys...."

yeah, these two words together are fucked. rain brings a lovely aroma, gloominess worth tons of movies and hours in bed, hot tea, yummy soup and for the sucker home owner of a fixer upper---bloody lea...
Posted by Eileen on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 04:12:00 PST

nothingness

nothing that seems it is. everything it feels can be. all it will eventually be already is. take your mask of and see that it is.
Posted by Eileen on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 09:33:00 PST

it’s meaning

flanuer....for the perfect flanuer, it is an immense joy of set up house in the heart of the multitude, amid the ebb and flow. to be away from home, yet to feel oneself everywhere at home; to see the ...
Posted by Eileen on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 07:39:00 PST

counting the days till we exist

do we exist to exist or do we exist to belief? wonderful to belief. empty to exist.glimpse of you fuel my existense. thoughts of you fill my days.dreams of you feel my thoughts.loving me is loving you...
Posted by Eileen on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 06:49:00 PST