dream to live, live to dream

About Me

time to update.. well to start off im megan nothing more and nothing less then the average person. life is so complicated but i live exactly for those complications it gives to me. i believe everyone changes because of what they have been through and it only makes them stronger even if they begin to hate the person they became. you have to live with yourself so be the person you wish to be. everything happens for a reason and sometimes you don't know why. my friends mean everything to me, and it hurts to lose someone you care for but sometimes you have to let them go. i may act tough around people so ppl dont take advantage of me. ppl dont usually know whats going on with me unless i really trust them enough to say something too. i can be a no bullshit kind of person but i think i put up with it alot more then i do realize. in general im a good person i love helpn frends. ive made some mistakes and everyone has as long as u dont regret them ur golden. im a deep person and can be complex sometimes. i have a passion for english and poetry, also cars and motorcycles. weird mix i know. i also love nature i perfer it way more then the city most of the time. i just love broadways plays like obsessively =].. im a vegetarian and basically an animal activist lol but im not one of those ppl u cant eat it around your choice

My Interests

LivingShadow1223: if only life were much easier SuRf 4 LiFe x3: im with u on that one LivingShadow1223: yess.. then i could tell everyone the things i know i cant SuRf 4 LiFe x3: yay LivingShadow1223: hhmmmm....**floats off into dream land** SuRf 4 LiFe x3: YAY SuRf 4 LiFe x3: lmao SuRf 4 LiFe x3: my fav place LivingShadow1223: id live there if dreams one day were able to turn into reality SuRf 4 LiFe x3: lol u can make them a reality LivingShadow1223: how? LivingShadow1223: tell me tell me i must know LivingShadow1223: haha SuRf 4 LiFe x3: jus put ur heart to it =] SuRf 4 LiFe x3: :-D LivingShadow1223: but what happens when your heart is too confused and selfubsorbed to make a move SuRf 4 LiFe x3: hmm u find what u really want nd ur mind is just as strong as ur heart put them together nd use ur inner strength LivingShadow1223: if only i could... but ive come to find that with each passing day my heart grows weaker and my mind wonders more astray..makeing any desition hard to accomplish SuRf 4 LiFe x3: ur heart will never end unless u let it nd ur mind will keep wondering untill u stop nd put ur thoughts together nd figure out a destination LivingShadow1223: Im simply at a stand still (haha i love hhow we are talking like we others expressing how truely feel) SuRf 4 LiFe x3: ..yes but if u are then ull let life pass u buy never live in the past or thynk about the future live in the moment (nd yes i love it)

I'd like to meet:

anyone wit a great personality ♥

Heroes:

superman

My Blog

Could i have taken more?

leaning back against this icey wall slowing sinking down to the cold hard floor.. could i have taken on more? my hearts pounding in my chest daring to admitt a dreadful defeat..could i let it? uncont...
Posted by dream to live, live to dream on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 08:38:00 PST

thoughts running through my head

My days begin to slip away But the memories of you seem to stay The emptiness I feel I cannot bare The thoughts of you cant compare Im lost without you But theres nothing I can do Im out of words...
Posted by dream to live, live to dream on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 09:18:00 PST

poetry is my escape ...

What a tortured soul whose heart still beats And with a mind that refuses defeat Feels the abandoned loneliness when no ones around Especially when the sun goes down Her silent cries cant be heard ...
Posted by dream to live, live to dream on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 09:16:00 PST