I am a lighting director, i run light for Family Force 5 and Relient K. I am in love with one of the most amazing girls i have ever met. God has given so many blessings and when i realize them its hard to understand because the things i have done just dont seem like i deserve this at all. He has a glorious plan and i am broken that i am not as committed to him as he is to me. I want more of him, and less of myself, so that the dreams he has for me will come and i can devote my entire self to him and that dream, knowing it wont be the nightmare for humanity.God is good.. TheCrazy Blob Jump Launch!