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Heather Bean

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About Me

Written by my Mama Dawn:
I saw this and thought of you. She is hiding, looking sad, but thoughtful and beautiful. Scared of what she may become, free from what she was and unsettled about who she is. She is bold, yet child like. She is beautiful but doesn't see it. Her eyes are the window to her soul. there is depth that will scare some people and intrigue others. She is you.
ABOUT ME:
"If not now, then when?
If not here, then where?
If not this way, then what way?"
Hello, my name is Heather (nickname is Beanie) and I'm a 17 year old Vegan who loves to learn and discover. I'm a very passionate person, but I still love to laugh and have fun! I love the arts, and live for movies. I walk around the house singing, dancing and quoting/acting out my favorite lines and scenes from movies. I also love reading and writing, though I don't do either very often. I'm a spiritual person (not religious), but my technical choice of "religion" would be Christian. Something I really desire in my life is to be surrounded by people who love me for who I am, instead of judging me for who I am not; and refuse to be. I'm just beginning to understand that I can't live up to the expectations of others around me, so now I'm discovering who I am, and what I want out of life. It can be very painful and lonely sometimes (when you lose people you thought would be around forever), but it's still very worth it. Mainly because I'm finally being true to myself, but also because I'm learning what real, true friends look like, and it's a real blessing! So there's a little about me, and here are some random facts:
I'm abstract. I'm an artist. I'm out of the box. Movies are therapy. I love to cry because something touches my heart. I love childlikeness and wonder. I love dance. Every time I see someone dance I want to do it too, because it inspires me. I love to be inspired. I hate mediocrity. I love great quotes. I love beautiful pictures. When I love you, I love you; period. No motives, no joke. I love to make people laugh. I love joy. I love Christmas! I love my mom, who is my best friend and #1 supporter in this whole world! She tells me I can do anything, and I know in my heart that she'll always love me, accept me and be there for me no matter what. What more could I ask for in this world? I love to dream and imagine; it's just part of who I am.
"The person who says it cannot be done should not interrupt the person doing it."
- Chinese Proverb
"He who walks in another's tracks leaves no footprints."
- Joan Brannon

My Interests

Learning, Acting/Film/Theater, Music, Writing, Reading, Cooking, Travel, Photography, Science, Teaching and I love children.

I'd like to meet:

WHO I'D LIKE TO MEET:
My Grandpa (he died before I was born), Kate Winslet, Christina Aguilera, Evan Rachel Wood, Angelina Jolie, Oprah, Josh Groban, Hilary Duff...let's just say my favorite bands and people. ^_^

Awesome Myspace Layouts

Music:

I like just about everything: rock, pop, easy listening, classical, movie soundtracks, 80's music, R&B/Hip Hop and everything else...even a *very* little country. ^_~
Some of my absolute favorite bands are: Josh Groban, P.O.D., Disciple, Skillet, Bryan Adams, Bon Jovi, Def Leppard, Daughtry, Justin Timberlake, Avril Lavigne, Christina Aguilera, Aly & AJ, Michael Buble, Chicago...

Movies:

A quick glance at my absolute favorites, because you know I couldn't list them all if I tried:
Thirteen, Click, Coyote Ugly, Diary of a Mad Black Woman, Elizabethtown, Enough, Erin Brockovich, For Keeps, Good Will Hunting, Just Like Heaven, Kate & Leopold, Les Miserables, Life as a House, Little Black Book, The Little Mermaid, Miss Congeniality, Moulin Rouge, Mr. & Mrs. Smith, Playing by Heart, Pride and Prejudice, Quest for Camelot, Remember the Titans, Simply Irresistible, Sliding Doors, Speed, Step Up, Stigmata, Titanic, Twister, A Walk to Remember and Wild Hearts Can't Be Broken.

Television:

I don't like TV nearly as much as I do movies, but here are some shows I like:
So You Think You Can Dance?, Dawson's Creek, American Idol, Dancing With The Stars, 7th Heaven, Who's The Boss?, I Dream of Jeannie, Touched by an Angel, Growing Pains and Reba.

Books:

Eat Pray Love, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Pride and Prejudice, The Count of Monte Cristo, The Santa Paws Books, The Mandie Series, Once Upon A Marigold, Fact Books and Calvin and Hobbes.

Heroes:

Jesus, my mom, my grandpa and people in everyday life who make a difference and change the world.

My Blog

Weird?

I'm not normal. What is normal anyway? I say normal is relative. I say it's your definition of what I should be, and what you think and belive is right. Just your definition though, so doesn't ev...
Posted by Heather Bean on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 04:06:00 PST

Shes Hidden In His Shadow

I wrote this last year, and I will say ahead of time that it's pretty hard to read.  I know this, but it's one of my favorites out of all the things I've written.  I guess because of how rea...
Posted by Heather Bean on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 11:14:00 PST

Hes Big Enough

Here's a quote from a podcast I was listening to, and I hope it helps you through whatever you might be facing. :-)Love,Beanie"I'm not afraid in the face of what I'm going through because circumstanc...
Posted by Heather Bean on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 12:59:00 PST

Sarcastic Mood Survey

Ok, so I got so many responses about this survey, that I decided to keep it up.  Just a warning ahead of time though, you'll have to forgive my answers, as I was in a mood.  ^_~Love,Beanie1....
Posted by Heather Bean on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 01:45:00 PST

How To Clean Your Toilet

I LOVE this soooo much!  It's an e-mail I got from a friend a while back, and I just laughed and laughed when I read it!  Now, this is a joke and I don't condone any of this for real, of cou...
Posted by Heather Bean on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 02:44:00 PST