EVERYTHING interests me except trying to describe myself for some lame-ass profile so strangers think they have some idea of who I really am based on what I happen to be writing that day. This part ALSO blows.
I want to meet all the people in the world that get on the floor to play with children. I'd like to meet and fall in love with Atticus Finch. I would be excited to meet Vincent VanGogh and Billie Holiday, R.F.K. Diane Fossy, Oscar Wilde, George Bernard Shaw and Peter O'Toole. I want to meet as many kind and caring people as possible in my lifetime so I know I am not alone, and it's not so much that I'd like to meet or know Kurt Cobain as I would like to have been around just once when he was comfortable in his own skin and played his guitar. We share a love of American music sang with American voices. Even Courtney Love said "I knew it was a privilege to be around when he played"
Words are meaningless when Im asked about music. I have ( and always had ) a connection with music that is almost impossible to articulate. I am moved by Everything BUT C and W. If you have to ask what C and W stands for then you've already past the test. I lost my virginity listening to The Clash, Vividly, I can recall being a 16yr old punk-rocker w/ my shaved head and grimy boyfriend sniffing zoff in the Shaftsbury Ave. station while The Police's Roxanne filled the platforms and the tunnels. I must have written Mrs. Jimmy Page a thousand times during class in high school. I spent summer after summer riding my bike to the beach (39th and Seashore) where we would lay-out and K.L.O.S was the soundtrack of the sun-sand-heat-boys-skin-sweat-sex. I wanted to make a baby with ______ everytime that Lauren Hill song played a few years ago and still want him that way whenever I hear her say "tell me who I have to be..." Music moves me. nothing else moves me the way music does, nothing
I watch them.
I watch it.
I read them.
I have them.
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.REAL WOMEN THAT FORGO THE MADISON AVENUE LIE AND STAY AT HOME TO RAISE THEIR CHILDREN. THE SINGLE MOST IMPORTANT JOB IN THE WORLD.