About Me
I I may not be your stereotypical blond Cali girl on the out side but in side Cali all the way... I spend most of my time @ work, by the way I work for Abercrombie and Fitch as a manager, Cali enough for you?.. During my free time I can be found @ the mall or beach, I HATE fake people, people who start drama. I've learned to only trust MY SELF! I will only talk shit if YOU start drama.I love to party, it is great to spend those nights you will never remember with the people you will never forget!!! Im really easy going, Im never satisfied I love the simple things in life and the littlest things make me happy. I can do nothing and have a great time, I love making people laugh, I have HIGH standards for myself and everyone else... It doesnt take a lot to impress me, so dont bother! I never settle in anything, I hate it when people change their opinions based on mine. Im highly opinionated, I WONT LOSE SLEEP IF YOU DONT LIKE ME!!!!!!!!!!! Music can never be too loud to me, come on I work @ A&F, I blast my stereo in my car and sing to whatever music fits my mood, yes that mean country, if I hear a song I like, I'll start dancing to it regardless of where I am or who is around, come see me dance @ my store. I hate ignorant people who always think their right, news FLASH you're WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!! I live in my own little world, I dont hide my feelings, if I dont like you YOU WILL know it! Don't classify me, label me or diagnose me base solely on my appearance or sense of style, humor, and whatnot you'll spend your whole life analyzing me but you will NEVER succeed at figuring me out-its not going to happen, so save yourself the hassle. I can most likely figure you out within 5 minutes of having a conversation with you. Im underestimated by many and taken for granted by others, Im observant and try to learn from my mistakes especially in lessons of love. I want to be the best, I want to make something of my self. Self-confidence is a big thing for me and I have tons of it, that doesnt mean Im full of my self. Im manipulative when I want something, I love watching Sex and The City over and over and over. I love fashion, Im not afraid to say I care about my appearance, because I do. I hate it when people think they know you, I regret nothing, everything that happens in life is apart of who you are today and I love who I am so NO regrets. I expect to be forgiven for everything:-)I AM A CHALLENGE TO MOST PEOPLE! People say Im intimidating but I just know who I am and what I want!
Some times people come into your life and you know right a way that they were meant to be there…they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become…You never know who there people maybe; your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way…Sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair , but in reflection you realize that without over coming these obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart…Everything happened for a reasons, nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck…Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul…Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless…The people you meet who affect you life and the successes and downfalls you experience, they are the ones who create who you are, even the bad experiences can be learned from…those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.
Make every moment count, Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again…Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen, let your self fall in love, break free and set your sights high…Holed you head up because you have every right to…Tell yourself your are a great individual and believe in your self, for if you don’t believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you either.
You can make of your life anything you wish.
Create your own life and then go out and live it.