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Denise

Could I ever love someone more than I love myself?

About Me

I'll let you figure that out!

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My Interests

Hmmmmm, I love more than anything in the world ... my dog Louis, he's the only male in my life that's never broke my heart, he's my boy and I adore him. What up Lou dog! So a little about me, I analyze everthing to death I'm in constant search for answers and truth to all the thoughts that plague my mind. My addictions consist of adrenaline rushes, getting tattoos, piercings, and my hair cut/dyed, playin my guitar, snowboarding, things that smell nice, pilsnur, wine, diet rockstar, chocolate pudding,donairs, dancing, spooning, and making out! I enjoy art especially... Frida, Ryden. Dali, and Graphitti on walls (which I want to learn how to do in the worst way). I love to snowboard, and surf (when I get the chance)! I'm also fully stoked on skateboarding, rock climbing, kayaking, dirtbiking, golfing and sky diving (I'm a hardcore sensation seeker, and a bit of a hippy I guess you could say). My life revolves around music: Punk, screamo, hardcore, hip hop, new wave, electronica, industrial, reggae, ska, folk, etc! I love and appreciate all music for different reasons and believe I have a valuable opinion of it. I use to do music promotion in my hometown (twobitproductions), putting on shows and promoting for bands is so important,and I loved doing it, but instead I think I'm actually gonna pursue playing music of my own, so if anyone is lookin to start a band lemme know! I'm currently learning to play the violin and I play the guitar, and I'm becoming obsessed with it, as well I play the djembe, and sing... it let's out all I feel inside and it's the best thearpy in the world. Hmmm what else, I hate being put on the spot like this, let's see how about things I wanna do before I die! Learn to spin vinyl and mix music, learn how to do graphitti art, learn how to juggle... slowly getting there, oh ya and fly an airplane. I wanna travel to Thailand, Indonesia, Africa, Europe, Cuba, and Jamaica, and I wanna go to Shambhala in Nelson so freakin bad, I'm going for sure this year man, and nothins gonna stop me. I dunno, that's all I can think of at the moment, I'm sure this gives you a brief idea of who I am, but believe me I'm way deeper than this... I think, and If you wanna know anything else, just ask!
Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
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How will you commit suicide? Pills + Alcohol (fun!)
How many tries will it take? 26
When will you commit suicide? August 26, 2039
What will your suicide note say? Maybe now you'll care

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I'd like to meet:

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Music:

Silverstein, Avenged Sevenfold, Taking Back Sunday,Kill Hannah, Saosin, Dallas Green, Alexis on Fire, 30 Seconds to Mars, Anti Flag, Good Riddance, Operation Ivy, Bad Religion, Less Than Jake, Face to Face, Fugazi, Unseen, Refused, Thrice, Underoath, Rise Against, The Used, AFI, HIM, Story of the Year, Yellowcard, Hawthorne Heights, My Chemical Romance, Funeral for a Friend, Matchbook Romance,From First to Last, Moneen, District 7, Rebel Spell, Ten Second Epic, Cry of the Afflicted, Stutterfly, Side 67, The Smears, Depeche Mode, New Order, The Cure, Prodigy, The Faint, Scissor Sisters, The Sounds, Le Tigre, The Bloc Party, Shiny Toy Guns, Ladytron, The Postal Service, She Wants Revenge, Imogen Heap, Muse, Orbital, Chicane, DJ Peretz, Jurrasic 5, Aceyalone, The Roots, K-OS, Sweat Shop Union, Matt the Alien, Atmosphere, Janes Addiction, The Pixies, Marilyn Manson, L7, Tool, Guns and Roses, Metallica, Sublime, Against Me, Jack Johnson, Bob Marley, Jeff Buckley, Bon Jovi, Nirvana, Pearl Jam the friggen list could go on and on dude... I think you get the idea.

Movies:

Donnie Darko, Pirates of the Carribean, Gift (by Perry Farrell), Fight Club, Lost Boys, The Crow, Cube, Blue Velvet, Frida, Motorcycle Diaries, Tsotsi, Once Upon a Time in Mexico, Moulin Rouge, Phantom of the Opera, Ten Things I Hate About You, Romeo and Juliet, Shrek 2, The Neverending Story, Willow, The Labrynth, Dark Crystal, Willy Wonka, Christmas Vacation, Star Wars( all of them), Dirty Dancing, Pretty in Pink, Top Gun, Saw 1 and 2, and every Vampire/Zombie movie ever made. Again the list could go on and on.

Television:

Try not to watch it.....but when I do, Six Feet Under, Queer as Folk, CSI, Drawn Together, Family Guy, Lonley Planet, OLN.

Books:

Autobiographies, Cosmo and Snowboarding /Skateboarding Mags, Books I can learn from, Anything Wiccan or Buddhist, Authors... Jack Kerouac, John Steinback, Stuart McLean, Nick Bantock, Chuck Palahniuk.

Heroes:

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My Blog

I figured it out!

What I am looking for:  I figured it out Finally!An ideal relationship is one that is balanced and mutually satisfying. One in which both people are equally committed to making it work. One based...
Posted by Denise on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 08:07:00 PST

Something to Ponder!

So I was presented with a thought the other day, which has kinda stuck with me. If you knew tommorrow was your last day alive, how would you spend it? I've been thinking hard about this, it's a tough ...
Posted by Denise on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 12:15:00 PST

Why?

So I'm sitting here, thinking about why it is people work so hard at getting me to let them in to my heart, only so they can fucking break it. I hate my fucking heart, and I hate myself for letting th...
Posted by Denise on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 12:07:00 PST