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*Mary Denise*

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About Me

Lord, I did not want a new life. I liked my old one just fine, but I understand that going back is not an option. Therefore, Lord, I will move forward. Teach me to seek You and embrace You and grow in this new life. Amen. _______________________________________I'm happily married to my best friend and the love of my life. My husband is a wonderful, loving man who understands the only way to be a leader in your home is to let God lead you. It took both of us a long time to learn that lesson and many hard years, however now that we have we are so, so blessed. We have two children our wonderful, beautiful and bright daughter, Angelle, who is in college and our handsome, precious and funny son, Chris, who is in heaven and is loved and missed terribly. Its only through Gods grace and mercy we've been able to continue on with our lives and because we know we will see our precious son again one day in heaven. I enjoy chatting with family and friends on here and its a great way to keep up with our daughter. Look below at all our great family and friends...enjoy!

My Interests




Chris- my lovely, handsome, precious son. March 22, 1992-March 09,2006

I'd like to meet:

First and foremost, Jesus Christ....man do I have a lot of questions. Other than that I guess its great to meet new people in church and such and make new friends along the way in life, however my life's pretty full now with great friends and family.

____ Walking in the Shadow of My Child ____ Wherever I go, I walk with his shadow on my being, I am clothed in a coloration not visible to the naked eye. It casts an unexpected influence on how I carry myself as I journey through life. It clouds my way of looking at things; forces perspectives which I didn't know were part of my psyche. +++++++++++++ The shade of grayness through which I now view things absorbs some of the radiances which I experience.Yet my shadow comes not from the valley of death, but from my child being closer to the light. +++++++++++++ ~Ed Kuzela ++++++++ This is how we as parents, who have lost a child, see life. We are totally changed and see everything so different than we did before our child died. We have one eye here but always the other is on heaven, knowing our child is in the most glorious of glorious places. +++++++++++++++ Hugs & Prayers,Denise

Music:

__________________ (The Cord) __________________ We are connected, my child and I, by an invisible cord not seen by the eye. __________________ It's not like the cord that connects us 'til birth this cord can't be seen by any on Earth. __________________ This cord does it's work right from the start. It binds us together attached to my heart. ___________________ I know that it's there though no one can see the invisible cord from my child to me. __________________ The strength of this cord is hard to describe. It can't be destroyed it can't be denied. __________________ It's stronger than any cord man could create it withstands the test can hold any weight. __________________ And though you are gone, though you're not here with me, the cord is still there but no one can see. __________________ It pulls at my heart I am bruised... I am sore, but this cord is my lifeline as never before. ___________________ I am thankful that God connects us this way a mother and child death can't take it away!

Books:

The Holy Bible and other christian reading and devotionals. Get this FREE MySpace layout and more at MySpaceOrYours.net

Heroes:

My husband because of the man he's chosen to be. My daughter Angelle,she is such a loving and caring person. Also my mom who has overcome many obstacles and is a wonderful and loving person.
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My Blog

your memories echo

I have a friend Jennifer who posted this blog, she also lost a child. This is my life now as it is for all of us who have lost a child, or any loved one for that matter. However i myself have never gr...
Posted by *Mary Denise* on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 12:47:00 PST

Explanation of grief

This explains grief so well, hope this helps people to understand what we go through. Thanks for taking the time to read. Love you guys, Denise__________________When Does Grief End?__________________G...
Posted by *Mary Denise* on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 12:10:00 PST

Walking in the Shadow of My Child

Walking in the Shadow of My ChildWherever I go, I walk with his shadow on my being, I am clothed in a coloration not visible to the naked eye. It casts an unexpected influence on how I carry myself as...
Posted by *Mary Denise* on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 07:18:00 PST

My son, My life

Well, lets see this is my first and probably only blog. Its been a little over a year since Chris passed away and i feel i can talk about it now. So i thought i'd give a try at telling his or more lik...
Posted by *Mary Denise* on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 08:49:00 PST