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About Me

For love id lose friendships
what i am/what im not
Well what can I say? Im Ambhur and im 17, I cant say that im unique since everyone says that,
I cant say im perfect cuz that would be a lie,
I cant say im anything worth while,but I can say Im me and thats enough for some people.
maybe it will be for you and we can be great friends,if not its okay your just a number to me...
I give advice to ones i love,but dont listen..
I think im a nice friend, Im always there for them, or i try to be
Im a very tolerant person
Im everything anyone could want I'm told, yet why do I think I'm not worth it?
I will be forgotten, its just a matter of time..
I want a boy that makes me think makes me feel like i never felt.
My boy doesnt make me feel jealous,doesnt make me feel alone,he just loves me.
My boy doesnt even live here yet I feel like I've known him forever..
some people actually appericate me and liek me for me
Lie to me and tell me you love me...Make me believe the things your telling me.. I love boys
Likes:
♥ Long dark hair
♥ dark eyes
♥ nice smile
♥ Cute boys
♥ smart
♥♥ Confidence is the most sexiest thing out there
♥ I want someone unique,wheres the fun in having someone just like everyone else?
You're such an inspiration for the ways
That I'll never ever choose to be
Oh so many ways for me to show you
How the savior has abandoned you
Fuck your God
Your Lord and your Christ
He did this
Took all you had and
Left you this way
Still you pray, you never stray
Never taste of the fruit
You never thought to question why
It's not like you killed someone
It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side
Praise the one who left you
Broken down and paralyzed
He did it all for you
He did it all for you
Oh so many many ways for me to show you
How your dogma has abandoned you
Pray to your Christ, to your god
Never taste of the fruit
Never stray, never break
Never choke on a lie
Even though he's the one who did this to you
You never thought to question why
Not like you killed someone
It's Not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side
Talk to Jesus Christ
As if he knows the reasons why
He did it all for you
Did it all for you
He did it all for you

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

these are the ones i care for<3.
{Cedrik} ♥ Curty ♥ Shawn ♥ Nick ♥
Family
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{Jay} ♥Victor ♥ David ♥ Yo ♥ Tony

My Blog

i think i permently lost him

nothing is the same anymore...we barley talk and when we do its nothing..neither of us have time to talk with eachother..i just wish it didnt turn out this way.. hes my best friend u know..jason jerry...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 19:35:00 GMT

As I was talking to Rouan I realised

I love you so much...he made me realise I need you, and without I will jstu be miserable,even thou we werent even talking about you but his ex. And I dont want to ever have a thought of wishing we had...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 17:35:00 GMT

this year has been the best

i went through alot this year,lost a friend but i gained so much.. I dont think ill ever forget anyhing from this year..last year i cant say that i really learned or got anythign from that year. but t...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 11:15:00 GMT

i honestly cant do ths anymore

okay so today i saw my dad..well most of you all know we had a big fight well not with me but my parents and i was in the midde of it..which is never good for me since i get the worse of it.. and i ha...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 14:03:00 GMT

wanna make out

Chris says:omg i tottally want to make out with you haha Chris says:i just had this sudden urge toChris says:it was kind of frightening really *Greatest Sin* says:u want me   oooooChris says...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 22:09:00 GMT

read this i know im obsessed with JOnathan Davis but i love him

  You may be obsessed with Jonathan Davis if... "You dedicate an entire section of your wall to his pictures "You refuse to answer to anything but "Mrs. Jonathan Davis" "You plan a pilgrimage to...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 00:41:00 GMT

why do i get tired of guys so easy

i loved karina and i was with her so long and now im with a guy...and i want her back..bad but now i cant..and i miss her alot i hate seeing her everyday i wish i wouldnt see her every again it would ...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 23:07:00 GMT

not a survey

ok so hey i havent updated on my life and stuff in awhile..so here we go..Lifes so complicated..made some mistakes..but someone still likes me yay! so that makes me happy..i feel bad but...ya i just f...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 14:28:00 GMT

whats goin on with me

not awhole lot..im doing great in school.beter than last year hah.. Other than school my "life" sucks..me and karina are really messed up sometimes.its my fault thou..sometimes were good sometimes we ...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 13:36:00 GMT

why do you insist on hurting me

like now.............*cries* why do you do this to me?
Posted by on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 00:59:00 GMT