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About Me

I have been through alot in a short time over the past 6 years or so. Some of these years I would say were my greatest and nothing will ever compare. At the same time some of these years are full of heartache and hard times and they will never compare to some of the years that lay ahead of me I am sure. I would not trade anyday I have ever had for anything. I look back and see mistakes and only hope that I will learn from them and not repeat them in my future. I hope they make me stronger and I take with me some wisdom from which I can live my life. I love you all and you know who you are.
If you dont like me so what I really could care less what you think. I am not a likable person to begin with. I hate, I despise and I loath. If you cannot handle that get a life and stay out of mine. I have major anger managment issues when it comes to stupid people, audacious pricks and the like. I think that has a lot to do with my heritage, which includes, Irish, Scottish, English and Indian.. I do tend to hold my anger in until it is unbearable and as such in the past it has cost me a few friends since After it boils over I blow up and let it all fly without really caring by that point how it effects the person that it is twards. I do also feel that most people are like me in that reguard, we try to be nice and look past the little things but over time the little things add up to something big and BAM I blow up. I keep my emotions bottled up for the most part. I am still as crazy as ever I just pick and choose when to say what. I do not like fake people. I hate conformists and closed minded people. Origionality works try it you may end up surprised at the outcome. I am defiant I never liked authority figures. Perhaps thats from getting in to trouble a lot growing up. I wish people would be who they are and not try to impress people cause I really dont give a fuck what people think of me. As a general rule I take rationality and throw it out the window what fun is life if you must think of things in a rational way? We have one life here on this planet lets use it the way we want to not the way we are told to, or the way people feel is acceptable. As a general rule I dont like people. From time to time I will go through my friends and delete those that dont comunicate. I am not here to make your friends number higher I could care less if I only have two as long as they talk. That being said and if your still reading add me.
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You are more social than withdrawn, more anxious than calm, more unplanned/spontaneous than structured, more accommodating than strong willed, more conventional than inventive.

You are a spontaneous and social person who honors tradition and who remains watchful and alert.

Stand tall. Originate. Believe.


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I would really like to find some of my old friends from Cedar Point season 2000 ! We had some great times there! I worked the junior gemini childrens area I really don't like people I am picky with who I can tolerate, I cannot look past ignorance or closed minded people! Be real think before you speak.. On that note anyone that I can stand... That talks.. And that doesnt mind when I am a bit retarded and forget my password months at a time. I am back!Hmmm.. anyone who can hold a good intelligent conversation and look past the fact that I cannot spell..or rather I just do not care to take the time on here I type fast and do not notice my mistakes SFW! I want to meet any one I can that isnt stupid life is short I want to try to meet as many people from as many places I can.>

My Blog

could I should I

Could I should I leave you there,Would you could you even care,Should you wander and often stare,Would you listen if I even dared,Could I should I even care,Could you would you leave me there,I could ...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Aug 2009 18:05:00 GMT

I had a good day really ME!

I had a lovely day today. I know its scary isnt it. I dont have those much. The weather was great. I actually thought I looked cute for the first time in a long time today. My makeup was killer too lo...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Aug 2009 17:53:00 GMT

reflections of the desparing

Distinctley indifferent I suppose. Should you be able to feel the distance when next to someone? Do they feel it too? If not then why do you, why do you feel something indistinct something you can't r...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 19:15:00 GMT

fairnesswv.org me runnin my mouth

here is my allbeit crude letter to legislature here in west by god who currently ALLOW people to be discriminated against for homosexuality. I am totally outraged that in the world we live in that it ...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 21:02:00 GMT

simply thank you

Today is a day and like any other, Wonder at times why we even bother,Missing those we love the most,Leaving us dreary and suseptable to hosts,Lost in our sorrow,Hoping for a better tomorrow,Life slip...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 20:37:00 GMT

I got the blues

I am completely and utterly drained. In so many ways. I just feel lost. I hate not working, I hate not being able to do stuff even go to the damn store and pick things up. I am totally limited and Sta...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 17:44:00 GMT

Dealing

Stacey's grandfather passed away. I am so sad for her and yet I feel like an oaf. I never know what to say when a loved one passes. I am out of my element in this area. I try to be understanding and j...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 17:31:00 GMT

the Car wreck

February 18th at 8:47 pm yours truely was involved in a wreck. My girlfriend was driving us back to her brothers house from having dinner with him and his family. A woman in a nice newer model red cav...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 17:21:00 GMT

you would think that i would know

You would think at 27 years old that I would know life is not fair and that no matter what I do I am just shy of being good enough. I am a fuck up go for a while and eveythings ok then all of a sudden...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 12:13:00 GMT

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Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 13:51:00 GMT