I laugh for no reason, especially when I’m nervous or feeling silly. I say weird things out of the blue. When I’m sad and hurt I let it out. When I’m angry or frustrated I cry. When I'm comfortable and safe with people I will do pretty much anything. I don't like people who lie; I don’t fight “only for love". I feel like I am the only one who will stick up for what’s not right sometimes. I'm empathetic and giving. I THINK GIVE and TRUST too much sometimes. My family and friends mean the world to me. I'm a dreamer, an artist a random and unique human being. I could be strong as rocks like most of you know... but I could be weakened by the hard tests of life.
Life.
Happiness.
For a long time I believed that becoming a mother made me a WOMAN. For the past 6 months I learned the value of life and for the past month I learned the value of MYSELF. True happiness is within you. I’ve had the tendency of keeping certain relationships in my life where I give and do not receive. You can either fall apart or rise to the challenge of pulling yourself out of the shit storm. My heart has been blown to pieces and although the pain remains, I’ve realized who I truly am and my self worth. My capabilities… my self respect… my flaws… my virtues. This is the strongest I’ve ever been. I’m in the battle of my life. I am focusing on the things that matter, my health, my children, my family, my future… MYSELF. I’ve been blessed with the wisdom of knowing that the people who stick around through the toughest of times FOR ME…. REGARDLESS of how THEY feel or what issues they may have are the ones worth keeping in my life. Others may just have to live the rest of their days with the fact that they did me wrong forever. No karma or revenge is worse punishment than that. Selfless acts are always rewarded. I know I will overcome this struggle and like all who do good, too, will be rewarded.
“Don’t let fear rule your life, Live one day at a time and NEVER be afraid.†– Tammy Faye R.I.P.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,the courage to change the things that I can, and wisdom to know the difference.
We are the middle children of history. No purpose or place. We have no great war. No great depression. Our great war is a spiritual war; our great depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires and movie gods and rock stars, but we won't. And we are slowly learning that fact.Fight Club
"Our goals can only be reached through a vehicle of a plan, in which we must fervently believe, and upon which we must vigorously act. There is no other route to success."
Life is a journey, experience it.
The only people you need in your life are the ones that prove they need you in theirs.
