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Jackie Collins™[2.5K][SB/SF/BP/GKM/PE]

Love is my sadess form of regret, it consumes my every thought but endowes me sorrow with fear....

About Me

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im jackie lee collins
im 15...16 on halloween
i love music
as ima musician
im signed to a label in blairsville georgia
called bonfire club records
i have an album out and a mastered one on the way
i love to sing
i love to scream if im in the mood for metal or
anything of the sort
but ima very emotional guy
not emo in that sense just i have alot of feelings
that can pour out in odd ways
i cut i love it
its one of the most sexual things to me
i just want to be bitten on the neck
and to be bleeding down my chest and throat
while i make out vigouresly
its one of the bset thoughts of sex in my mind
im no slut
i have fantasies as everyone does
i dont say hot its pathetic way to tell someone there
beautiful
i started a book that i didnt finish b/c i got bored
of it and my music started to pick up better then it
was
and
im offcially a myspace whore
i love myspace cant enough of it
umm im 6'0 tall i weigh liek 125-145 in that area
i run a mile everyday to stay fit and i do big 21
every other day to keep my abs and my pecs rather cut
im not a meat head i just liek to be able to do shows
without getting tired
umm im afraid of love and the dark
im a very nice person but no one seems to capture that
image
im veiwed as an asshole just b/c im blunt and i cant
help that i dont want to lie to someone
and lead them on the wrong path
as you can prolly already tell im a shitty typer
lol
but i dont date people over a year younger then me
prolly not even that much but only if your lucky im
tired of the inmaturity of the young people , i
thought i was pretty mature at the time i was 11 but i
really found out that i was just an annoying little
kid like i was always called
i dont know when to shut up when i talk about myself
call me conceited or well simply vocal
but i am a very political person i will speak my mind
on issues i see unfit for the well being of a
community or a persons life
im a very good lean too and im here to help anyone who
needs the trust
and the solidarity
i love to play acoustic stuff
i dont tell anyone this but ima very nerdy person at
home ill rave and dance around to some PATD stuff or
just pure techno or when im angry ill listen to some
metal bands and head bang in my chair idc what people
think of me im my own person take me or leave me ive
grow up faster then most have ever even thought of and
its been better for me i didnt have much of a child
hood but eh..its all good in my neirborhood
i was a pot baby
my parents are terrible
i dont love them at all
dont know them to be honest
b/c i dont take the time to waste on them
i was a mistake baby
i was never wanted at first but they
keep me socluded more then any of the kids they wanted
im treated the shittiest and idc
i know that im gonna be better person after this
all b/c i'll know the proper way to raise a kid
ima nerd seriously my IQ is 163
i solved einsteins thoery of relativity in 2 hours and
im doing a thesis of the black hole paradox
anymore questions just ask,,,,,,
my best friend and also my hero
is William Daniel McNeely..he's my best
and most true friend, he has done the
most for me out of any one and
he's always been there for me
he's like my big bro and i just cant
keep from going to him for everything
b/c he always knows what to do...he's
awesome and if he werent here
for me to lean on then i would not be here at
all...seriously if there is a friend that
anyone could use it is him he's a true
person and will always stand by you through
thick and thin he's my brother my hero and more then
anything family..i love you Neely thx
for everything you have
done............dont hurt him
I'll murder for this kid
he's my brother
just treat him with the respect he
deserves.........thank you
sincerely,
Jackie Collins

My Interests



Neely
Brittany
Aubz
Austin
RachelPamTyler

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The greatest song in the world... We had a lot of good times when we were together And I thought we'd last forever, you and I Eyeing for so long I couldn't wait to get you're phone call Dreaming 'bout you makes me feel alright Tonight you called me on the phone Said you had to stay at home Is there something I should know?

I was fine till 7:05 Till she walked out the door and right out of my life If you're gone ill move on But it only would have taken two seconds to say Goodbye (goodbye) Goodbye (goodbye) Goodbye (woahwoo)

The night after you're phone call me and friends were hanging at the mall I was not believing what I saw (Whoa) holding hands with him and sitting closer then six inches Hoping she's not gunna kiss him now

How can I call you a friend, you stood me up in the end I know that it's over

I was fine till 7:05 Till she walked out the door and right out of my life If you're gone I'll move on But it only would of taken two seconds to say Goodbye (goodbye) Goodbye (goodbye) Goodbye (woahwoo)

Don't keep telling me that you're sorry now But let me tell you how much this hurts me too (Yeah ooo)

I was fine till 7:05 Till she walked out the door and right out of my life If you're gone ill move on But it only would have taken two seconds to say Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye (woahwoo)

I was fine till 7:05 Till she walked out the door and right out of my life If you're gone ill move on But it only would have taken two seconds to say Goodbye (goodbye) Goodbye (goodbye) Goodbye (woahwoo)

It only would of taken to seconds to say (Good bye goodbye) Good bye (good bye) Good Bye (woo) Goodbye

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Music:

| A |
| As i Lay Dying |
| Avenged Sevenfold |
| A Fire Inside |
| Atreyu |
| Alove For Enemies |
| All that Remains |
| Apartment 26 |
| Arch Enemy |
| A Perfect Murder |
| A Perfect Circle |
| A Static Lullaby |
| AfterEight |
| Against Seventy Two |
| Adema |
| Aiden |
| Alice in Chains |
| Anthrax |
| ACDC |
| Armor for Sleep |
| A Life Once Lost |
| Alexisonfire |
| The Agony Scene |
| American Head Charge |
| Audioslave |
| ABK |
| Avoid One Thing |
| The Autumn Offering |
| B |
| Bullet for my Valentine |
| Bleeding Through |
| Bury Your Dead |
| Between the Buried & Me |
| Blindside |
| Brand New |
| Bobaflex |
The Bled |
| Borrowed Eminence |
| Black Label Society |
| Black Sabbath |
| The Black Dahlia Murder |
| The Black Maria |
| Burst |
| Bloodsimple |
| Biohazard |
| Bleed the Dream |
| Breaking Benjamin |
| Borknagar |
| Blink 182 |
| The Blank Theory |
| Breather Resist |
| Between Home and Serenity |
| Break Up Day |
| Blue Fades Gray |
| C |
| Cradle of Filth |
| Caliban |
| Children of Bodom |
| Coal Chamber |
| Chimaira |
| Converge |
| Chevelle |
| Cannibal Corpse |
| Crossfade |
| Cold |
| Crisis |
| CKY |
| Comeback Kid |
| Cult of Luna |
| Crowbar |
| Carnel Forge |
| The Casualties |
| Candid |
| D |
| DOPE |
| DevilDriver |
| Die Die My Darling |
| Darkest Hour |
| Dead to Fall |
| Dry Kill Logic |
| Dissjointed |
| Diecast |
| Dissonant |
| Dimmu Borgir |
| Demon Hunter |
| Dead Poetic |
| Disturbed |
| Down |
| Dark Lotus |
| Damage Plan |
| Deftones |
| Dry Cell |
| Die Trying |
| Dir en Grey |
| Dope Stars Inc. |
| Drowning Pool | (old stuff)
| Deadlock |
| Deadsy |
| Deadstar Assembly |
| Dead Kennedys |
| Def Leppard |
| Dillinger Escape Plan |
| Despised Icon |
| Disbelief |
| Deicide |
| Dark New Day |
| The Distillers |
| E |
| Emanuel |
| Emery |
| Exodus |
| Eighteen Visions |
| The Esotoric |
| Element Eighty |
| The Exposion |
| Earshot |
| Ephraim |
| Extreme |
| Everytime i Die |
| Extol |

| E. Town Concrete |
| Evergreen Terrance |
| Enemies Laid to Rest |
| F |
| From Autumn to Ashes |
| Full Blown Chaos |
| From First to Last |
| Fireball Ministry |
| Fear Factory |
| Flaw |
| Filter |
| Finch |
| Foreknown |
| Foo Fighters |
| Faith No More |
| The Forsaken |
| The Fight |
| F is for Fire |
| Fighting Tomorrow |
| Fumar |
| G |
| Godsmack |
| GodHead |
| Gizmachi |
| Garbage |
| God Forbid |
| Guns n Roses |
| GFK |
| GWAR |
| Grip Inc. |
|God Dethroned |
| Graveworm |
| God in a Machine |
| H |
| HIM |
| Hatebreed |
| Hopesfall |
| Heaven Shall Burn |
| The Haunted |
| Helmet |
| Haste |
| Hawthorne Heights |
| Hot Water Music |
| Himsa |
| Hoobastank | (some)
| High on Fire |
| He is Legend |
| The Hamptons |
| I |
| It Dies Today |
| Insane Clown Posse |
| Iron Maiden |
| In Flames |
| ill Nino |
| Injected |
| In Moderation |
| Incubus | (some)
| Iced Earth |
| J

Movies:


Television:

RIP ANNA SVIDERSKY
and Happy Birthday
To those of you who wont repost this, thats kind of sad. I know most of you didnt know her but I have seen you repost the most ridiculous bulletins like "If you dont repost this in .2 seconds you will die tonight and your crush will hate you", "What kind of skittle are you?", "Whats your favorite song to have SEX too?", "put BACARDI if your taken", "Leave me comments lyke now!!1!!111" and so on. But you cant repost one that has meaning, and that isnt threatening you?To alot of you this is just another sad bulletin or news article, but to the people who knew her she was their daughter, best friend, niece, cousin, crush, grandaughter, sister, prom date. Think of how they feel? and how you would feel if this happened to someone close to you.R.I.P Anna Svidersky Anna was a smart 17 year old girl who lived in Vancover, WASHINGTON. She attended Fort Vancover Highschool and was going to graduating this June,2006. Thursday, April 20th 2006 in the evening she was stabbed and murdered at Mcdonalds while working. She didnt deserve this, at all. There is so much violence going on lately its ridiculous. Her Myspace'THE ARTICLE' Here Or look below. Stabbing of Vancouver teen hits community hard02:35 PM PDT on Friday, April 21, 2006 By TERESA BELL and KRISTINA BRENNEMAN, kgw.com Staff kgw.com/Vancouver SchoolsA photo of Anna Svidersky from her high school yearbook.VANCOUVER -- The deadly stabbing of a 17-year-old girl who made everyone smile is tearing the Vancouver community apart, said the Vancouver police chief Friday.Anna Svidersky, a Fort Vancouver High School senior, was stabbed in the chest by a stranger while working at McDonald's Thursday night, said Police Chief Brian Martinek at a news conference."It's tearing us apart, quite frankly," he said. "There's no magic wall around Vancouver. We've had two young girls killed in the last six months," referring to the November 2005 murder of 14-year-old Chelsea Harrison.Svidersky, who would have graduated in June, was taken to Legacy Emanuel Hospital in Portland where she died around 9 p.m. Thursday. An autopsy was scheduled for Friday morning, Martinek said.The suspect, David Barton Sullivan, was charged with first-degree murder Friday morning. KGW photoPolice collect evidence at the crime scene. "We preliminarily determined he had an intent to kill," Martinek said. "The suspect armed with a knife walked into one of the doors of McDonalds.... found the victim at a table and stabbed the victim. There's not a whole lot of question about what happened and who did it."Many employees in the McDonalds saw what happened, he said.The owner of the Vancouver McDonald's, Matt Hadwin, issued a statement saying, "We are shocked and saddened by this random act of violence against one of our employees. Our thoughts and prayers go out to her family and friends during this difficult time. We are fully cooperating with the Vancouver Police as they investigate this incident."During a court appearance Friday in Clark County Superior Court, Sullivan was shaking and twitching. The judge ordered he be held without bail.Sullivan, a registered sex offender in Washington state, will be arraigned on the murder charge April 28. He also has a criminal history that includes kidnapping and unlawful imprisonment, according to court records.Also Online Suspect is registered sex offender In addition, Sullivan, who lived at home, has a history of mental illness, said Police Chief Martinek.Sullivan had pleaded guilty to unlawful imprisonment with sexual motivation in 2003 for trying to kidnap a 14-year-old girl in Vancouver. He was sent to Western State Hospital, treated for paranoid schizophrenia and found competent to stand trial. He was sentenced to 90 days in jail. "This is obviously very tragic for everyone involved," he said. The Vancouver Police Department "wants to pass on its condolences to famiy, school and community."Nancy Faaren, principal at Fort Vancouver High School said Svidersky's death "is a very sad day for Fort Vancouver High School. Svidersky was "well-liked by students and staff alike. She will be greatly missed by students and staff."The senior had a good sense of humor and contagious laugh, and juggled several jobs as well as full-class load, she said.School counselors would be helping students with their grief, Faaren said. KGW photoDavid Sullivan, a suspect in the stabbing of a Vancouver high school student, enters court. Shortly after the first 9-1-1 call about the stabbing at McDonald's, at 2814 N.E. Andresen St., emergency dispatchers received a report that a man was being pursued on foot and police dogs were quickly sent to the scene. Martinek said several witnesses from McDonald's had followed Sullivan from the restaurant.Officers said he was soon captured and a knife believed to be the murder weapon was found nearby as well.Police have not determined a motive in the stabbing. The McDonald's is located in an area about halfway between downtown and Orchards.The girl's mother found out about the attack when she showed up Thursday night to drive her daughter home from work. A Russian-speaking Vancouver Police officer accompanied Svidersky's family to the hospital Thursday night.The McDonald's restaurant was closed Thursday night after the stabbing and re-opened at 6:30 a.m. Friday. McNicholas said the staff at the fast-food chain was struggling with the loss, as were police, even though they didn't personally know the slain teen.(KGW reporter Scott Burton also contributed to this article.) If you have a heart, pass this on. Let her be rememberd. IMPORTANT! To repost this correctly (pictures and all) you will have too press "reply to poster" and copy the HTML(codes) of this message starting from down. & Then paste it and post it as a new bulletin

Books:

not much books just what ever sparks my interests.....

Heroes:


Steven Hawkngs,
William McNeely,
Dakota Floyd,
Jon Crocker,
Luke Logan,
Jerry Lowe,
Shane Weld,
Corey Crump,
Bandy Fuller,
Steven Young,
Pam Collins,
Cameron,
Mick Thomson,
Jim Root,
Roy,
Corey Taylor,
Patton Childers,
James Hetfeild,
Kirk Hammet,
Brandon Lee,
Bike Guy,
Dillon Quinton,
Mike Shadows,
Synester Gates,
Zacky Vengeance,
Jerry Knowles,
Edgar Allan Poe,
Cliff Burton.

My Blog

Iowa song meanings.....

People=ShitAt The Start Of People=Shit There Is An Intro Track Called (515); And This Is The Meaning For It: Someone is requesting the punishment of bereavement due to what he has done in the past. T...
Posted by Jackie Collins™[SB] on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 08:24:00 PST

slipknot/self titled album song meanings

[SIC]         & nbsp;         & nbsp;         & nbsp;  &n...
Posted by Jackie Collins™[SB] on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 08:23:00 PST

MFKR song meanings....

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Posted by Jackie Collins™[SB] on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 08:21:00 PST

my life

well lets see where to start.... Jackie Lee Collins a.k.a Jack Sorrow I was born in Dalton Georgia on 0ct 31, 1991 on a rainy night I was the youngest of 3 siblings and the biggest at birth. I have a...
Posted by Jackie Collins™[SB] on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 04:22:00 PST

Love, Lust, and Memories(my book) Intro & 1st chapter

Introduction..... A cold dreary night, a pulse of lightining and a billow of thunder awoke Shane in a scream. Breathing heavily Shane regains his nerves, and moves from his bed to get a glass of wate...
Posted by Jackie Collins™[SB] on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 03:22:00 PST