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Matt [Interloper]

Leroy Jenkins.

About Me

Hi, Matt here.
I've realized that I'm not that great.
I'm not all that friendly, I don't have very many friends, I'm rather antisocial, and I don't care about many people.
I hate being around a lot of people, because it's hard to give them all attention when they're trying to talk to me.
I don't like myspace that much anymore. I'm not entirely sure why I still have one; it's probably because everyone else in the world has one and I don't want to feel left out.
I have an amazing girlfriend, whom I'm crazy about.
I would do practically anything for her.
I have a few good friends that I can trust.
I wish I had more time to spend with people and develop relationships better.
Over the next couple of months I'm going to devote a lot of time to that, one person at a time.
Whenever you see me, I'll most likely be alone or with Destiny. That's the story of my life. =P
I like writing music, playing guitar, and acting.
I don't like when I'm told to do something and a weak reason is given for it. ("Because I said so," I won't respond to that)
I like being treated as a normal human being.
This here is Destiny; isn't she cute? Well, she's the love of my life, as a matter of fact. She's the one who's in my head when I hear practically any song on the radio. She's the only one who can put butterflies in my stomach just by smiling at me. And it's that same smile that makes my day a thousand percent better when I feel like falling off of a multi-storied building. She's the one whom I want to be everything for, because she's already more than my everything. She's the one who has the spaces between her fingers that fit perfectly for mine, like no one else's ever could. She's the one who, after eight months, still makes me feel a little shy when she looks at me. She's the one whom I'm always trying to come up with new ways to surprise and make happy, because she's always finding new ways to make me smile, whether it be a colored picture, a stuffed animal, a message, a note, or even a phone call. She's the one who knows exactly what it takes to brighten up my day.
She's also the one whom I want to be with forever.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Ralph Waldo Emerson, Emily Dickinson, or Edgar Allan Poe.

Music:



Books:

Books Catcher in the Rye The Chronicles of Narnia Harry Potter Inheritance Lord of the Rings

My Blog

A Lion Turned Lamb

The snow falls around me as I search for the birdsThey're no where in sight...I guess I have to wait a few more weeksBut time moves slower than my heartbeatMy face is as white as the winter skyAs my e...
Posted by Matt [Interloper] on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 10:00:00 PST

This Night

This was written with a broken pencil While listening to melancholy music In my melancholy room With a melancholy feeling in my heart As I think about YOU. Because you're all that's on my mind tonight...
Posted by Matt [Interloper] on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 03:08:00 PST

This is really weird

Do you ever have dreams that are so realistic and lifelike that you can't tell if they're real or not? I've been having a lot of those lately, and it's starting to bother me. I guess I've been waking ...
Posted by Matt [Interloper] on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 03:14:00 PST

I've Finally Found You

All my life, I've been searching for that one girl   The one who is too unique to compare with anyone else The one who assures me that there's still hope left for humanity The one who melts my he...
Posted by Matt [Interloper] on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 07:53:00 PST

The Taste Of Blood In My Mouth

Now it's time to break the ties with all my past mistakes and start anew.  Let's find the nearest exit and get out of here. Without looking back. I swear, if I ever have to see you again, I'll bi...
Posted by Matt [Interloper] on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 10:02:00 PST

Don't Go Towards The Light

I'm trapped within this room without a door,And I'm trying to tunnel my way out.It's been weeks since I've felt the warm glow of sunshineOr the cool wind against my face. Around this corner I see no f...
Posted by Matt [Interloper] on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 07:40:00 PST

I'll Bury My Heart In A Shoebox (And Not In A Jar of Dirt)

If we would have known we'd end the way we did,Would we have started in the first place?I know were through,But every time I look over the pictures of usI find myself missing you.  Somet...
Posted by Matt [Interloper] on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 03:24:00 PST

As For You

As for me, there will be no tomorrow.For my breath has failed to continue on,just like me.I've lost the will to embrace the morning,I fail to see the point in another day.I realize you want to keep me...
Posted by Matt [Interloper] on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 02:53:00 PST

This Bed Has Become Your Final Resting Place

Her lies are making for shallow graves tonight, and I'm getting so sick. It shouldn't be this hard to separate fact and fiction, but with you the lines are appearing so blurry. Her lips are nothing bu...
Posted by Matt [Interloper] on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 02:29:00 PST