::likeapoisonflower.iwillwitheraway::

About Me

i'm a follower of Jesus Christ. i'm not perfect...just forgiven. i'm doing what i can to serve God in my small life each day. i'm married to the most beautiful, hilarious, loving man on the face of the planet. to all you ex-boyfriends: YOU LOST!!! i have the most beautiful daughter in the world, Macie Valentine. She is my life. i love hanging out with all my friends. i adore my family, and i would die for them. if anyone ever tried to hurt one of them, i would have no problem breaking their face. =D i'm currently enrolled in the Doula Trainging Program with Childbirth International . yay. i'm a singer/songwriter. i love coldplay. =D i'm for SURE the biggest nerd ever. there really isn't a whole lot to me. i'm me, and i'm comfortable with that, and that's all that matters.

My Interests

my husband. baby makin'. my baby macie-girl. family. friends. food. travel. history. spider sollitare. my puppies. my kitty. playing suzy homemaker. the beach. the mountains. disneyland. storms/weather. childbirth/being a doula. watching my husband play with/feed/sing to my daughter. life.

I'd like to meet:

my birth-mother. chris martin.

Music:

Anything, and everything.

Movies:

Basically...if it's good...I'll watch it.

Television:

Law and Order: Criminal Intent with Vincent D' Onofrio, and Katheryn Erbe. All the CSI's. Chuck. Dead Like Me. HOUSE. Criminal Minds. NCIS. A baby Story. Bringing Home Baby. Take Home Chef. Iron Chef. Ace of Cakes. L.A. Ink. AFV. Scrubs.

Books:

Lemony Snickets: A Series of Unfortunate Events. "Get Fuzzy" comics, etc.

Heroes:

Jesus. My husband Josh.

My Blog

ohhhhh baby.

slap me sideways. i want another baby. really bad. i love my macie-face. sooo much!!! i want her to have a sibling. ::sigh:: we shall see what the hubbs thinks...lol.
Posted by ::likeapoisonflower.iwillwitheraway:: on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 06:12:00 PST

uplifted

thank you to all of you who commented such encouraging, uplifting, and supportive things!!! i really appreciate it!!! again, my apologies for venting on another blog. . .but i was just really irritate...
Posted by ::likeapoisonflower.iwillwitheraway:: on Sun, 11 May 2008 09:21:00 PST

GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why are people being SO flippin' NEGATIVE about me selling arbonne!?!?!?!?!?! all i keep hearing is: "oh, really? good luck with that" or, "well, jay, you know how you never follow through with anythi...
Posted by ::likeapoisonflower.iwillwitheraway:: on Sat, 10 May 2008 10:37:00 PST

relief.

i started my ADHD meds today. wow. the fog has lifted! literally. i knew it was bad, but i didn't know it was THAT bad! lol. i feel like i was walking in a thick fog this whole time, and i finally fou...
Posted by ::likeapoisonflower.iwillwitheraway:: on Thu, 08 May 2008 02:29:00 PST

baby food.

macie just ate peas, carrots, and sweet potatoes for the first time. THE CUTEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! she even sat in her highchair/booster seat all by herself! ::tears:: she wi...
Posted by ::likeapoisonflower.iwillwitheraway:: on Sun, 04 May 2008 07:45:00 PST

a step in the right direction

i am going to a psychiatrist now. i am getting meds for my ADD. no more trying to deny my past, and push things to the side that need to be addressed. i found out i was abused. i never wanted to admit...
Posted by ::likeapoisonflower.iwillwitheraway:: on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 10:41:00 PST

when the crap hits the fan...man it REALLY hits it hard.

well, God is just testing me like there is no tomorrow!!! this has been a heckish year so far. i just have to keep reminding myself with every down, there is an up...::sigh::.my precious baby puppy St...
Posted by ::likeapoisonflower.iwillwitheraway:: on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 11:18:00 PST

feeling icky

i totally am having an emotional break-down. i need a change. i hate myself right now. physically, spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and all the other "llys" you can come up with. i'm sick. i need h...
Posted by ::likeapoisonflower.iwillwitheraway:: on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 10:32:00 PST

the chemicals between us.

my mum used bleach today, and i am having a reaction to it. i hate chemicals. =P
Posted by ::likeapoisonflower.iwillwitheraway:: on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 05:31:00 PST

hackers make me sick.

like, seriously!?! is there really nothing better to do!?!?! uuuugh! sorry to any of you who got any weird comments from me that weren't really from me. i don't want anyone to go look at some random p...
Posted by ::likeapoisonflower.iwillwitheraway:: on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 06:37:00 PST