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Amber.

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About Me

"We can look our karma in the eye or we can wait for it to sneak up from behind. But karma will always find us. The truth is... we have more chances than most to set the balance in our favor. Yet no matter how hard we try we can't escape our karma. It follows us home. I guess we can't really complain about our karma. It's not an affair. It's not unexpected. It just... evens the score. And even when we're about to do something that we know will tempt karma to bite us in the ass... well, it goes without saying. We do it anyway."-George Omally.
"Pain. You just have to ride it out. You can only hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside." -Meredith Grey
"There's something to be said about a glass half full, about knowing when to say when. I think it's more of a floating line, a barometer of need. Of desire. It's entirely up to the individual, and it depends what's being poured. Sometimes all we want is a taste. Other times there's no such thing as enough, the glass is bottomless... all we want is more." -Meredith Grey
"Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop."- Meredith Grey.
"The thing about addiction is... It never ends well. Because eventually what ever it is that was getting us high, stops feeling good, and starts to hurt." -Meredith Grey.
"The secret of life is to appreciate the pleasure of being terribly deceived."-Unknown

My Interests

Main interest: Sleep. Second interest: Fun. Third interest: Food.

I'd like to meet:



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Music:

Music is amazing.

Movies:

So many movies so little time.

Television:

Whatevers on.

Books:

Reading is my escape.

My Blog

Wicked Lovely.

Indeed, I have fallen.This cycle of pain, and games and lies is tearing me open again.We fight for love because there is nothing else worth fighting for.What happens when what you've been fighting for...
Posted by Amber. on Sat, 03 May 2008 11:41:00 PST

Just a glimpse.

A small glimpse into my past leaves me shaken. That type of dread you have when you know your world is going to change, it all happens so fast, yet so slow, but there is nothing you can do t...
Posted by Amber. on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 12:06:00 PST

A compilation of my poems.

(What a Fucking Mess)[Used] Some kind of mess has been made.It’s all over the windows and walls.If only she knew what she did,Just keep her around til the end.Tie the knot around her throat,Pull...
Posted by Amber. on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 07:55:00 PST

Temptation, Damnation, Strangulation. (Thanks to some inspiration)

Dirty Deeds. Chapter 2      I walked up the stairs of my quaint little one bedroom house, and unlocked the door. My first thought as I entered my house, was how wonderful my bed w...
Posted by Amber. on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 11:06:00 PST

Traditional end of the year survey.

1)DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR?I drank with a lot of different people this year... I guess this ones gotta go to Lance though.2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD - LONGEST FRIEND(s)?Alysha!!3) NEWCOMER AWARD - NE...
Posted by Amber. on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 11:24:00 PST

Dirty Deeds. (Tell me what you guys think!!)

My nose burned with the smell of blood. He was close by; I could feel it, smell it. Usually he waited 'til after midnight to hunt, but for some reason, tonight was different. It was just past ten, an...
Posted by Amber. on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 09:51:00 PST

I inherited the most inhumane influence imaginable.

 Kylara11 [12:26 A.M.]:  *sigh* im not going to get laid. KiwiBird2442 [12:27 A.M.]:  then tell him you want some assKylara11 [12:27 A.M.]:  I dont have enough balls to be that for...
Posted by Amber. on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 12:18:00 PST

I wish I was magical.

Men closed in around her.She knew that she couldn't allow them to get her off her horse. It had to be now.There were a thousand things she wanted to say to him. She wanted to tell him what she thought...
Posted by Amber. on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 08:14:00 PST

Liar liar stop your soul from catching [fire.]

So. I am still stuck on the belief that life is just a big fucked up rollercoaster of emotion and crap. You start off on the little clicky thing that takes you real high, which is boring, then yo...
Posted by Amber. on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 03:02:00 PST

Some of my poems...

So, these are some of the random things on my mind... In poem form.Oh and some of these are from a LONG time ago that I found in my abandoned e-mail address.   The spider on the wall.Theres ...
Posted by Amber. on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 03:00:00 PST