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About me:To begin to describe ones self is hard. We tend to look at the flattering side of us. We are to quick to want to hide our own flaws. While this short section wont tell you everything it will give a broad picture of who I Am. I'm a man with flaws. I have made misteps in life but count them as stepping stones. I am a People person. While that alot of times is taken to mean outgoing I look at it as how i care about people. I like to help people, to take part in their time of need lending and ear or even my hand to help. I am full of compassion. I have been a volunteer firefighter for 6 years now. (imagine if im willing to care about the needs of those i dont know what i must feel for those i do know!) I am a contract firefighter in Iraq. I was here in 06-07 and now been back since early 2009. On my recent Leave August 9th 2009 I married a woman who has been in my life since high school. While time drifted us apart, time brought us back together. She brought to our relationship a 4 yr old son that I am so honored to be a father too. I have learned much over this last year about being a father and pray daily I will be a good father. We have a home together out on Beaver Lake. I am a Son, Brother, Friend, Lover, and Husband. I like to sing and watch decorating shows. This is a short version of me. JOHN :)BACKGROUNDI use the myspace layout generator at UltimateMySpace.com.Contact

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"Well if I was in your position, I'd put down all my ammunition. I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long. But Lord knows that I'm not you, and If I was I wouldn't be so cruel. 'Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do.""If your are meant to be together forever, you will survive any obstacle or trouble that comes to you."“One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else.”"No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that.""Trying to forget your true love is not easy, but trying to forget your first kiss with your true love is like trying to fly without wings."MUSIC

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A Feeling

Passions seen dancing in the shadows of night Lay wrapped in blankets by the dawns first light Awaken to the heart warming sensations from you Ready i am to start my day a new Gliding across the floor...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Jan 2010 04:45:00 GMT

My Baren Soul

Wandering through my day to dayLooking for solice in anywayAvoid the mirrors for i never knowWHat reflection they might showWHo will that man be staring back at meI fear that moment who shall i seeHol...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Jan 2010 04:44:00 GMT

Don't cry

Middle of the night when my pager sounds I leave you with a kiss not knowing what is to be found Thoughts race through my head as I walk out the door& If the smoke consumes me by the time you wake Kno...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Nov 2009 08:05:00 GMT

a poem

Alone walking into the nightLooking over my shoulder and up toward the moon so brightAwkward it shines so honest and trueLighting everything making me feel so newIn 4 hours of night air I findHow simp...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Nov 2009 12:01:00 GMT

Recent EVENTS

So our society is an ever evolving people.  That one thing is very clear.  This week some things have happened and there are many opinions out there, and so I add mine to these issues as well.FIRST:  ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Oct 2009 20:07:00 GMT

Life

IN a desert war zone  far away from homeALWAYS no matter what youre doing you  feel aloneFeel like the ones you love are so far awayAt times you just havent the words or a thought to sayMinutes are ...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Sep 2009 15:31:00 GMT

To be kind?

I sit here alone and patiently waitWhile the darkness fills in around me and time becomes lateMy heart is but casting out hoping that big one is nearWhile no one should show so I sit here and fearNeve...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Sep 2009 15:00:00 GMT

Another poem

If a man stood his heart laid out in front of youDid evertying all that he could doIf he said with you he saw a lifetimeAnd the sound of your voice made his everything shineWould that be enough then f...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 01:57:00 GMT

A poem

If I told you my thoughts all that is on my mindWould you listen to my everyword or turn a blind eyeWould everything I say make no difference at allCould you really ignore me and let me go ahead and f...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 00:07:00 GMT

Rekindle

In the ashes of a broken spirit Smoldering embers lay warming the soul What hasnt yet come from this moment In time may rekindle to be a flaming passion If the wisps of grey are only steam In time the...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 11:14:00 GMT