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nicole[♥JRB42407♥]

My love is true, it's a matter of fact.. And you love me too, it's as simple as that.. ♥&hear

About Me

So I'm Nicole, and here's a little about me:
I'm 16
I'm lazy, and I love to sleep
But more than sleep, I love to cuddle.
I smoke, even though it's bad for me.
I'm not confused , I'm bisexual.
I'm big on gay pride.
I fell in ♥love♥ with my best friend.
His name is Jesse, and he treats me like his princess.
I collect rubber ducks--I have a million, and I love them all!
I'm a music freak, I love finding new bands.
And I hate when people start listening to them.
Peach Cheyenne's are my favorite.
Saying goodbye almost always makes me cry.
I'm not emo, I'm just emotional.
I find it nearly impossible to be mean to someone.
It takes me a long time to start to trust someone.
When I do, I trust with all my heart.
Herego, I've had my heart broken too many times.
I'm extremely sensitive.
I hate being alone, it scares me.
I spend hours online, finding random information, cuz I'm a loser like that.
I'm very hard on myself, I strive for false perfection.
My friends are pretty much the most important people in my life.
My family always comes first, they're my rock.
I hate negativity.
I love meeting new people, but I'm shy at first.
I'm simple, in a very complicated way.
I am who I am, whether you like me or not isn't going to change that.
Enough said.
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My Interests

Music, I spend a lot of time on Limewire downloading a million songs I don't know from a band I've barely heard of to find new stuff to listen to.
I spend pretty much everyday with my amazing boyfriend ♥Jesse♥, I love him..
And my family, they're just great. They mean the world to me.
I also tend to write a lot when I'm upset, so that would be an interest too, I suppose.

I'd like to meet:

Philophobia: Fear of falling in love or being in love.

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Music:

I listen to pretty much everything, from oldies to rap, and everything in between. But deep inside I'm a rocker at heart.

Hellogoodbye
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Linkin Park
Smile Empty Soul
Dashboard Confessionals
Secondhand Serenade
Three Days Grace
Gym Class Heroes
Fall Out Boy
Atreyu
Taking Back Sunday
Angels&Airwaves
My Chemical Romance
The Used
Four Letter Lie
The Killers
Taylor Swift
Tim McGraw
Martina McBride
Micheal Buble
Bon Jovi
Cindy Lauper
Hilary Duff
The Pretenders
Roxette
Selena
Vervepipe
The Temptations

And I'm sure there's a lot more..

Movies:

I'm a fan of older movies like:
A Walk to Remember
Say Anything..
The Breakfast Club
Sixteen Candles
Pretty in Pink
Nightmare Before Christmas

But the few recent movies I still enjoy to watch would be:
A Cinderella Story
Raise Your Voice
What a Girl Wants
The Shrek's
and some others..

Television:

I don't watch a lot of TV, unless it's late at night..So I only have a few shows:
Fresh Prince
What Not to Wear
The Cosby Show
Little People, Big World
Jon&Kate Plus Eight

Books:

I read a lot, so there's way too many books to list here.

Heroes:

My hero is my mom, that's all there is to it. She's the strongest, most caring person I've ever met. And I'll be lucky to be half as good a person as she is.

My Blog

Lately..

Well there's not been a whole lot going on. I've been spending everyday with Jesse, and I love every minute of it. He's the best. Been spending a lot of time with my cousin,Kim, and her baby Derrick. ...
Posted by nicole[camping..no fun] on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 09:36:00 PST

Havin a hard time..

So my Grandpa's in the hospital. He had surgery done on Wednesday and ended up having complications. His kidneys started shutting down. It scares me because he's never been sick before. I went and saw...
Posted by nicole[camping..no fun] on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 09:55:00 PST

real sick..

of everyone's fucking BULLSHIT ATTITUDES! i'm tired of gettin bitched at about every little fucking thing, from EVERYONE. seriously, if you have a fuckin problem with something i'm doing, keep it to y...
Posted by nicole[camping..no fun] on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 04:50:00 PST

Life

It has bad times and good times.. and I hate the rollercoaster rides.. But what can  you do? The good times are amazing, and things seem like they couldn't get better, and the bad times seem lik...
Posted by nicole[camping..no fun] on Thu, 31 May 2007 11:00:00 PST

Today

Was quite fun, I must say. Went to TechFest with Burt-knee, had a lot more fun than I thought I was going to. Spent the whole day dancing so my legs and feet are pretty much killing me. The music ther...
Posted by nicole[camping..no fun] on Sun, 27 May 2007 09:55:00 PST

Today

was horrible.. I spent all day until 7 o'clock sleeping.. that's 7pm.. yea, I'm a lazy ass.. but atleast I'm starting to get better. That contemplation of whether or not to cut my head off, starting t...
Posted by nicole[camping..no fun] on Sat, 19 May 2007 08:40:00 PST

Ugh

So I'm sick.. and it sucks, big time. My head feels like there's a brick sitting on it, and I'm starting to hate my life.. lol.. If this doesn't go away soon, I'm contemplating cutting my head off. &n...
Posted by nicole[camping..no fun] on Fri, 18 May 2007 06:15:00 PST

I'm dying..

..it's so hot outside..  I just wanna crawl into a cold ball and sit there all day. Ah.
Posted by nicole[camping..no fun] on Tue, 15 May 2007 12:13:00 PST

Sick..

Of everything. Seriously. I'm so tired of being told what I should do or not do, who I should hang out with or not, what I should do with my life. I'm a big fucking girl, I can make my own decisions, ...
Posted by nicole[camping..no fun] on Thu, 10 May 2007 08:22:00 PST

My song..

I walk into the room You don't have to scream I can hear you Bad trip, the needle sticks You get your fix from confrontation I try to make it past I don't wanna get into it right now Can't this ...
Posted by nicole[camping..no fun] on Tue, 08 May 2007 01:48:00 PST