Taking the time to sit back and reflect on things that have gone wrong for so long. As I blame everyone else, nothing seemed to fit. I change that aspect of life and it has become the most wonderful time in the history of my life. better than anyone could ever imagine it could be. That downward spiral to insanity has stopped and there is now meaning for life, a new life. One who moves ahead each day, one who continues to fight with all my might every day. There is nothing that you cannot do if you put your mind to it. Strength, Courage, and Wisdom is used in every day life. Caring and compassion to help those in a time of need, to help them fight till the death and turn over a new leaf. To lead a productive life and actually sit back and be greatful for everything they have, for they might not have it come tomorrow.