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[kaelen rae andrade]

About Me


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[my daughter is MY LiFE]
please dont sit there and judge me
please dont tell me my life is over and that im crazy for getting pregnant on purpose so young.
this is my life, and this little girl is all ive ever wanted
&& im proud to be a young mother
nothing && no one will ever change the love that i have for my daughter
no matter what she will have a mommy who loves her more then the world
[ thiiis is me C: ]
the name is Makayla
i am 19 years young C:
los osos graduate class of 2007
I am a mommy
&& im fucking sick of being cheated on
i planned kaelen rae
&& now that she is here couldnt ask for anything more
b.c she has made my dreams come true
i just wish that things were a little different
I have one tattoo, for now, that reads:
what goes around comes around
its basically what i live by, what keeps me going,
knowing that everyone who has done me
wrong will get whats coming to them
karma is a bitch
my heart belongs in socal
but who knows where life will take me
b.c of being hurt so many times ive been
Left extremely bitter && I do not trust easily
So please do not take it personally
Im not like every other slutty [former] osos bitch
Unlike most, I have class
I am a mother, daughter, grand daughter, great grand daughter,
niece, cousin, and sister, && wouldn’t have it any other way.
I drive a Honda accord, I love that car, bitches if you have
A problem with me, grow up, && stop fucking with my car
Bottom line, its my life and ill live it how I choose
My life just got a whole lot tougher,
adding motherhood To the list.
faith && my daughter are what keeps me alive
ill continue to smile, no matter how hard life gets
lifes too short, so suck it up, && enjoy it while you can

My Interests

[MY BESTiES ARE BETTER THEN YOURS]

[sam]

[amanda]

[kasandra]

[my B.t.C. bitches]

[kitta]

[danielle]

[christina]

I'd like to meet:



before i start.. id like to say a few things:

IF YOU ARE A CHEATER.. DOOO NOT EVEN BOTHER TALKING TO ME!.. ALL I CAN SAY IS I HOPE THAT BITCH WAS WORTH IT!!!!!!!

anyways...

Requirements to ride thiiis ride:
I need someone first and foremost that can form just at much
of a relationship with my daughter as they do me.
My full time job is now being the best mommy
I can possibly be, and I need that guy by my side that
understands, respects, and wants to be a part of that.
But please do not get that mixed up with coming into my
life && becoming baby daddy. That place is reserved for
a man who actually willlll follow through with their baby
daddy knight in shining armor promises.
Please do not meet me, find out about my daughter,
and think that you need to become super dad.
B.c you don’t. only tell me that you want to be a
part of her life in that respect if you truuueeelyyy
mean it, not if you just like the sound of it.
Trust, im done with broken promises && lies.

In my opinion, its time to grow up, if your 20 somethin
and still living each day for the next chance to get fucked up,
or the next easy slut to come into your life, you need help.
I need someone who is ready to give up their party hard.
drink till you pass out. fuck anything that has legs that open mentality.
If that’s you. Please don’t even bother.
I want that guy that is perfectly content staying at home,
cooking dinner, watching a movie && cuddling all night long.
That guy that knows that im upset even before I do,
and knows how to fix it before im aware there is a problem.
The guy that writes little love notes, and leaves a dozen
pink roses just to say I love you
The guy that knows that although im aware of your
feelings for me, I love hearing it, and it will never get old.
The guy that can love me and cherish me until the day I die.
The guy that will take my daughter and treat her as his own,
that I can make new additions to my family with.
Long story short, I want my soulmate.

Music:



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this song is called capri, yet another song that reminds me of my baby girl. :> .. .. ..

My Blog

kaelen rae getting her ears pierced

sooo cor and i took her to get her ears pierced. i was doing okay until right after she marked her ears. then i lost it. it was super hot [ at least to me] in the store even though i can put money dow...
Posted by [m a k a y l a a] [[B.t.C.]] on Tue, 21 Oct 2008 09:37:00 PST

R.i.P. baby malaya faith. 0UR B.T.C. GUARDiAN ANGEL

BTC side note : to all those who were selfish and thought of nothing but themselves and what peoples parents thought before asking if their FRIEND was ok first you should be ashamed of yourself for be...
Posted by [m a k a y l a a] [[B.t.C.]] on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 08:08:00 PST

mommyhood C:

i cant believe that she is as beautiful as she is.&& i cant believe how rewarding and wonderful it is to be a mommy.everything. from her little hands to her little feet.she is everything that ...
Posted by [m a k a y l a a] [[B.t.C.]] on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 01:54:00 PST

[[kaelen rae]] iS FiNALLY HERE C:

hi everyone :] im sorry i havent stayed as imformative as i might have promised but i also didnt think that giving birth was reallly going to be THATTT difficult. b.c whatever you think it is.. times ...
Posted by [m a k a y l a a] [[B.t.C.]] on Tue, 27 May 2008 04:24:00 PST

[[WHEN BABY iS C0MiNG]]

sooooooo went to the doctors today && because my stupid ass fucking blood pressure was normal, they want to wait it out as long as possible to see if my body will get her out naturally :/ he w...
Posted by [m a k a y l a a] [[B.t.C.]] on Wed, 21 May 2008 07:52:00 PST

i cant do this on my own...

i really dont have the strength or the will power to do this on my own.this is supposed to be a miracle that we are supposed to share. i just really cant understand why it is that you have no feelings...
Posted by [m a k a y l a a] [[B.t.C.]] on Fri, 02 May 2008 02:20:00 PST

kate voegele && sarah bareilles lyrics :]]

iTS LiKE EVERRY S0NG.FiTS PERFECTLY.Y0U KN0W H0W Y0U FEEL THiNGS && Y0U CANT PUT W0RDS T0 THE TH0UGHT.WHEN i HEAR THEiR MUSiC iTS LiKE TH0SE TH0UGHTS BEiNG ABLE T0 C0ME 0UT..."CHiCAG0""I've ne...
Posted by [m a k a y l a a] [[B.t.C.]] on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 02:51:00 PST

me rambling about my most recent fuck up..

when your younger your mother kindly warns you of how cruel this world can be.how your heart will be broken and ache many many times.and that life really never is fair.you think yeahhh okay mom, im no...
Posted by [m a k a y l a a] [[B.t.C.]] on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 06:06:00 PST

random writing about my screwed up life...

sitting here all alone with no one to share my thoughts with how can you go from being so happy to being so utterly alone yes i get my attention yes i get my "lovin" from the guys who could care less ...
Posted by [m a k a y l a a] [[B.t.C.]] on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 01:36:00 PST