Well life is a very confusing and yet a precious thing. Sometimes you need to fall to realize how bitter sweet it is. I am the type of person who does not like change, and that’s why my life has been pretty regular for the past couple years. I guess you could call it a little touch of OCD; I actually have to be 15 minutes early for all my classes and plan to leave accordingly. Although recently my life has changed in a considerable way, one day I will look back to this time in my life and realize that it was the best thing that could have happened to me.People come in and out of my life on a regular bases, and I welcome the reentrance of those people. Every person who has been in my life has forever left a mark on my soul. To the friends who are no longer in my life right now: I will always love you, and you will always have a place in my heart because friendship is not something that you can just push into the back of your memory and forget about (Although forgiveness does take time). I would not be who I am today if were not for those friends… and yes enemies, which have touched some part of my life.I am not the perfect person; I don’t know anyone who is actually. But I try to give everything I have to my friends and family. There is nothing I would not do for them. I have a strong urge to be successful in everything I do, and it is hard for me to except failure. I will NOT allow myself to fail! When I do fail in something, whether it is school, friendship or even a relationship, I take it very hard. The failure consumes me and my life. But eventually I grow from my failures and become a better person.I am excited about the next steps in my life (although I do not have it all figured out):
1. College Graduation! I can not believe it has been 4 years already!
2. Columbus – Be it for Graduate School or just a change of scenery (and to see my sister)
3. A Job finally – Anything to do with animals will do (preferable a Veterinarian)
4. and LOVELIFE is an open book at this point!If you really want to know me you will have to actually talk me… my AIM is Haz2Myself!Love,
Jessica L. Brubaker{}
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