updates and downgrades |
hey bitches! so i'm sitting in my new living room and typing this on my brand spanking new phone whixh i freaking love btw and just thinking about how much life in general sucks i got kicked out of m...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 14:21:00 GMT |
explosive |
i really can't get control of my freaking anger!god i just fucking feel my blood rushing in my ears and FEEL! my hands throwing things, I just feel this fucking need to destroy thingsit's disgusting a...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 12:16:00 GMT |
guilty |
i feel really guilty for not being as committed as i should be to recovery. i know it's the only way to get my shit together but that doesn't mean much to me right now. mom's sick and fucked up on her...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 20:14:00 GMT |
bulitin |
fucking worthlesseveryone understandsuntil something happensits good to know where you standwhen your fucking unbelievableeventhough they know your drowningthey can see the scars and circlesclouding y...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 16:24:00 GMT |
guilty-8/17/07 |
i'm starting to feel really guilty about alot of shit now. i've wasted so much f-ing money with treatment and crisis places and what do i have to show for it. big f-ing deal, so i've lost like ok lets...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 10:06:00 GMT |
again |
it's starting again i'm getting the bruises jst as bad as before, my hands are covered, then it'll be my legs and my arms. it's stupid how no one notices, how even though this might be something wrong...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 13:58:00 GMT |
Rant (s) |
Ok so it's almost 4 am. I'm not even a little tired yet ;(. Eugh! I have so much energy I don't know what to do with it. Usually I'd do my eliptical but since mom got rid of it I'm going mad. I just ...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 01:17:00 GMT |
YOU TUBE |
Ok, me being the jack ass that I am just decided I'm gonna start posting videos on youtube tonight...maybe tomorrow. If your interested look for a link sometime later or whenever tomorrow. I'd really ...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 11:30:00 GMT |
Nasty Quiz *frownie look* |
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Posted by on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 07:16:00 GMT |
ER Visits Expalained |
Ok, finnially an explanation for the er visits at renfrew. Apparently I was so dehydrated I was going into shock. Who knew? Apparently my flipping doctors who shoved a huge flipping needle up into my ...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 12:12:00 GMT |
