Ashley :)

The names Ashley.I'm funny and wild, but the past month i havent been myself.My mom just died and I'm pretty torn up right no.So my friends and family thought i needed a vacation.Me and my friends were susposed to go to [M E X i C O] today, but when we were about to go on the plane, I couldnt.Something was holding me back.I dont know if i was just scared, or the fact that i was leaving.So yes, we did get the flight changed, but who knows.I might not even go anymore.Anyways i lost one of the people i loved most and I'm happy for my mom now because she is in a better place, but i just wish i was with her.0k, lets stop talking about my mom here.Ummm,I "was" a stripper/dancer but not anymore.I'm gonna be a writer.Soon i will be moving to "Europe".I want to settled down and start a HUGE family.I love my friends, but most important my family and myself.