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About Me

Its a fools dream to change into something better and I am just a fool. I know that I will always be Mr. Niceguy, and I know that there is no purpose for them anymore, so see the need for change. My thoughts are all dated, thinking that those that can, should. I am way to trusting and honest that it is shocking to most because I do whats right. I have a simple dream which is the hardest to live. I think it would be better if I wasn't around, because when you get down to it most of the people you would like to see, don't really want to see you, or at least thats how its for me. For each person that I know on a friendly level, I had to win them over, most people who are friends now hated me for no reason. I am usually smiling and having a good time, but I think its better if I grow up and stop being everyone's laughboy,I have a simple dream nothing fancy like being famous, but something more humble. I want to have a family one day but how things are going my dream will never comeI edited my profile with mine mind powers V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 53%
Stability |||||||||||||| 56%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||| 23%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hedonism |||||| 30%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||| 23%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||| 36%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Indie |||||||||||||| 56% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

well I would like to meet everyone in the next, but that wouldn't be possible, so I guess just people who like to have a good time, my future wife from the future. ummm bizzaro Michael, if not the Rose Bryne would do just find..
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My Blog

why

I can't help it right now, I hate this time of year. It always reminds me of everything i wish i could forget. I hate every momment i am stuck to the ground, i want to just drift in the wind. No one w...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 22:36:00 GMT

h8

Fuck there is no one around that makes me want to better myself, there is  just people that make me angrier. the more i brood the more i hate and the more i hate, the more i lose faith in pe...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 00:15:00 GMT

what hides in the light

darkness hides and waits for the weakness in man's soul always there never leaving It draws men in lusting for power Lets them taste it's gift but swiftly takes it back, making grown men moan dar...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 15:58:00 GMT

There is no reason to be kind

I just found out that if I try to rely on certain people I will be dissapionted over and over. May that old hag who took care of me horribly was right, A fuckin devil half -breed will never be accepte...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 23:42:00 GMT

you know what fuck you

you already now how fucked up I am even when you met me. You know that i have connecting with other people problems but you keep acting like your a friend and when it comes down to the bullet I'll be ...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 01:49:00 GMT

blankeroonie

I'm the guy you won't see because I'll never be Your the girl that wants everything and won't be happy with nothing you may flutter you may fly but I hope that I'm the one to die Like i said I'll nev...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 20:10:00 GMT

its just a dated

So i made this date with someone but the only bad about is that the day after I will be dead. so as everyone grows older, just keep forgetting about who i was or anything fond that you remember becaus...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 18:22:00 GMT

make me laugh

I can make a man, whos wife is dying laugh as if their is no worry in the world, but when it comes to me there is nothing, that can cheer me up when i am down. Is this what they call the joker's pain?...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 18:13:00 GMT

battle speech i am writing

we always let are hearts in the way, we never stop and just listen to reasoning, because if we did there wouldn't be time to do whats right. We must pave the way for a brand new future and fight for t...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 22:53:00 GMT

my maddness

my maddness is my shield against the world, this way i never have to let anyone close. i joke so no one knows how i am or who i am. My jokes are my tear, for a clown can not cry. with every gift i was...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 22:48:00 GMT