Hey Dad I'm writing to you not to tell you that I still hate you just to ask you how you feel and how we fell apart how this fell apart are you happy out there in this great wide world? do you think about your sons? do you miss your little girl? when you lay your head down how do you sleep at night? do you even wonder if we're alright? if we're alright we're alright...it's been a long hard road without you by my side why weren't you there all the nights that we cried? you broke my mother's heart you broke your children for life it's not okay but we're all right i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes but those are just a long lost memory of mine i spent so many years learning how to survive now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alivethe days I spent so cold so hungry were full of hate i was so angry the scars run deep inside this tatooed body there's things I'll take to my grave but I'm okay i'm okayits been a long hard road without you by my side why weren't you there all the nights that we cried you broke my mother's heart you broke your children for life it's not okay but we're alright i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes but those are just a long lost memory of mine now I'm writing just to let you know im still alive and I'm still alivesometimes I forgive yeah and this time i'll admit that I miss you said I miss youits been a long hard road without you by my side why weren't you there all the nights that we cried you broke my mother's heart you broke your children for life it's not okay but we're all right i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes but those are just a long lost memory of mine now im writing to just let you know that im still alive and sometimes I forgive and this time i'll admit that I miss you i miss you hey dad..