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Ryan

holdenincarnate

About Me

I'm a former emo kid and future scientist. Everything you need to know can be found on my offsite blag, Sunbeam .
Oh, yea. Everybody, my AIM s/n is Borazine22. IM me if you're... just IM me.
(Old) Blogthings!
All about my blog!
Here's a list of the books I'm planning to read.
All the wisdom I have to offer
Things to do before I die
Magic: The Gathering!
This is just a collection of all the things I've wanted to say to Jeannette since our split. Let's hope I never need it.
This one's a bit more personal... It could become the most important, though. You don't want me to need this one either.
Hand things! ...And more on that
My first pithy attempt at a life lesson post.

My Interests

I have interests. *shifty eyes*
I'm interested in you.

I'd like to meet:

I need to meet myself.
If You'd Like to Friend Me
I have the settings restricted to where you need my last name or email to send a request. This wasn't done to be exclusive; I was getting an awful lot of offers from fake porn-ish profiles. So I had to limit it. Anyway, just ask and I'll probably tell you one or the other. This actually may work out well, because I always said if I don't know someone, they'd better message me as well, since unexplained requests had no chance of approval. So now you'll have to talk to me! (BTW, make sure you keep talking to me once that's over with or I'll just get bored and delete yo in a couple weeks.) Obviously existing (real-life) friends can get past all that... which is just as it should be.

I Have Friends!
There are roughly 100 of them.
About half are 'real' people and half bands.
The listing is chronological based on how long I've known them.
I will not rank you... publicly.
Sorry if it's ever outdated. The HTML's an asspain to update.
Asterisks indicate Facebook profile links, because I'm just that cool.

Jimmy

Jeremy

*Angela*

Kassie

César

Bernadette

*Shane*

Amanda

Krempeley

Shelby

Emily

Sarah

Jessica

*Maggie*

Arline

Ashlee

*Mike*

*Jeanette*

*Fatima*

*Victor*

See Them All!

Music:

Regina Spektor makes me die of happiness. But... she's not the only one.

Movies:

Mindfuck. Anything mindfuck.

Television:

TV is a good way to waste away an hour or two... or ten. 24 is teh roxxor.

Books:

I don't read much... I think it's a patience/ADD sort of thing. Look right to find my list.

Heroes:

My heroes have failed me...

My Blog

Updates, sort of...

Because I'm sure I haven't bothered to tell at least a few people here, I have a new AIM screen name:  Borazine22  ...Of course everyone I talk to already knows this, but in case you were cu...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 21 May 2007 09:13:00 PST

I'm switching to Blogger. - E

Not much more to it than that; I have a Blogspot account now, and that's where I plan to do all my rambling from now on.  You can find it at http://suspendedinasunbeam.blogspot.com/.  [Edit...
Posted by Ryan on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 02:53:00 PST

I was feeling kind of depressed today... - E

...for reasons I don't feel the need to go into.  So I decided to watch Amélie again, to cheer myself up.  With Jeanette.  (Wilson, of course.)  I don't know what the hell I was d...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 11:13:00 PST

Remind me never to blog at three in the morning. - E

Ever again.  WTF, mate?  /If you were on since last night, maybe you'll understand.  It's not that important either way. 
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 03:45:00 PST

Damnit, Amanda, Ryan needs to be doing his homework - E

get to know me "25 (ok, some have gone away...there are not 25 here) deep questions that will really tell you something about me. Not stupid questions like "what is your favorite lip gloss?" ok, some...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 10:33:00 PST

Some things this has made me want to say - E

Originally, this would probably have been much more spiteful and critical, but seeing as how one person's shown the courage to apologize, I really can't stay too mad.  Nonetheless, there are a fe...
Posted by Ryan on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 11:44:00 PST

To all those who flamed me over the last post: You are fucking idiots. - E

I wasn't talking about Jeannette Gomes, I was talking about Jeanette Wilson, from MSU.  I'm not *that* fucking stupid.  Assholes.  Although the entry was more about my own introspection...
Posted by Ryan on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 10:53:00 PST

I finally know what I'm doing with this virginity thing. - E

It's something I've been thinking about a lot over the last few days, and I think I finally know how I want to handle it (and why).  For those of you who haven't heard me ramble about this before...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 11:55:00 PST

Y'all are gonna have to pay really close attention to spelling from now on... - E

I say that because I sort of have a new girlfriend now.  I mean it's not really set in stone yet or anything, but, umm...  probably.  Certainly looks that way.  Oh, and her name's ...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 09:44:00 PST

So this was pretty funny... but disconcerting. - E

I got a facebook friend request today.  Attached was the following message:  Matt says, "Hey, Ryan, you don't know me but I've been talking to Ryan Donahue about what you did for him (openi...
Posted by Ryan on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 10:55:00 PST