Midstofyoursoul Jabiru

Hmm..lets see.... your first impression of me may be "Damn ...thats about as far.. from a knight on a white horse...as you can get"...but your last one ..won't be "I bet.. he was lying to the damn horse too"......I'm a honest person..its brought me more ..much more trouble than just going ahead and telling some lie..I mean I have my faults but lying is not one of them however bullshit I understand ..but people know when I'm b/sing ..big difference... I don't live in Galveston but somewhat near..I smoke..I drink too..rum&coke or rumpunch...ok..so if you are still there I'm a product of the typical dysfunctional family..and some really bad selfparenting at a eairly age... still in possession of a Lenny Bruce 78..thank you Lenny..for the thoughts .. .lean and clean...you may not hear what you want to hear..but you're not going to get a crockpot of lies being cooked up all the time.. at least you know what you are getting as a friend and don't have to always guess...I don't want a gaggle of friends..and the ones I have are really good friends..I like people as individuals....I like sex ....interest run towards real things ..I'm a 60s leftover...65 to 69..along the ca. coast.. ...I still believe a lot of the things I thought about then..which explains why I like a semirecluse lifestyle.... I don't worship the almighty greenback...I may not have some of the things that other males have...but I believe this....lots..lots of people lie thru those lips all day long...to you and most other worlds theirs comes into contact with...and some males...lie to females..like buttering toast in the morning...and females want to deal with lies over and over ..about as much as Stewie...wanting to deal with teddybear attacks over and over ..ie:...watching Brian ..take knife and fork to his beloved teddy bear's leg.. ......Hey..I may be a little different..but think of the question.."Am I living my journey..enjoying it simply because I woke up didn't see six feet of topsoil .or am I following some old ...map to..their rainbow?..."...we might make good friends...I'd rather be a semirecluse .and a free spirit and free thinker..than some robotic extremest..that just can't get their marbles lined up ..and still thinks..middle of the roaders are fools.. or some marketers mouse...the aftermath of ..some plot they had to part me and my money they surley need more than I....or believe some cockroach ..of a politician..masquerading as a statesman..and their.. usual b/s...they've..been slinging so long...they actually believe it themselves..let me see where was I now?...oh yeah...I'm doing a wonderful job here in washington..f ed you over so many times I think I'm in love with ya...damn I love the smell of lobbyist in the morning........I'm not a mean person....I don't understand prudes.. I like the underdog.. I'd rather smile than frown..I like cold beer a lime and Mexican music I don't understand a word of.. I like flowers..like full red and yellow cannas..and china rose and rose of sharon and a burnt orange hempbegoina just lights up my life..I last all night long.. I like sailing naked down sir frances channel..with a rum in one hand and a smoke in the other..steering with my...feet..and that sultry caribbean sun..just melting your ass..to a unhealthy golden brown ...and the only place you're not brown ...is the creases where you were smiling all f day long....I think theres a lot of fatcats in Washington ..I like duck jokes...I know too much information..but its there..might as well get it out....I like to watch the fish jump in the backyard....all I can offer is to try to be the best friend I can to you....but I still have to be me...and even with all my faults..I still managed to coraise two wonderful daughters..who turned out to be well adjusted members of society..when I see some of the pictures with a background and a far away look in their eyes..I don't think they could ever find as much love out there as they find at home ..if you get my drift...mine..I figure most females look at it and ..wonder ..."Whats he doing....taking a leak?....see..I thought about it..looking through your eyes..I might seem a possible nutcase...but..through mine...its just being standup...I mean..this is who I am..why would I want to lie?...