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im nowhere near perfect ; i eat when im bored, i fall for boys too easily, im vulnerable to believing lies, im hoping that one day i dont need a fake smile && made up stories to get someone to like me, i live by quotes that explain exactly what im going through && i make up excuses for everything. i have my best friends && my enemies; drama && memories. im just your average typical teenager
Just a Pancake girl in a Waffle world♥
x My name is Angela Juliana
x My friends call me Ang or Angi J.
x I am 16 years old.
x I am an only child, & I cant lie, Im spoiled
x I will be attending the E.W Scripps School of Journalism at Ohio University in the fall of 2007
x I have my cartilage, conch, bellybutton and tragus pierced and I already have plans for 7 more. (That will make total piercings=11) x I drive a Pontiac G6, 2 Pink 4U
x I work at the oh-so-awesome HollywoodTans.
x I am a mad soccer player on a mission-absolutely adore it and have since age 6.
x I'm the infamous number 9 for High School, although I lettered as the number 29.
x I play forward and mid for a bunch of different teams-Stow Bulldogs, Cleveland Cobras, Eastside Kickers, GAASA, etc.
x I LOVE penguins and I LOVE angels.
x I have a wonderful poodle, Malcolm
x I love jet-skiing, boating, swimming, tanning, anything really having to do with water and the beach and such!
x I love my friends, for the most part-they have made me a better and stronger person, someone I never knew I could be and I thank them for that!
x I don't get embarrassed
x I am myself, most of the time.
x I love being goofy and silly
x I believe LAUGHING is an ART
x I like the smell of gasoline && I adore waking up in the summer to lawn mowers and kids playing
x I bruise easily and break bones regularly.
x Im probably one of the most outgoing people I know
x Ive been told the only way to describe me and my actions is "angela"
x I lovee lovee loveeee meeting new people.
x What goes around comes around-TRUE STORY
x I am extremely outgoing & I can be bubbly.
x Boys have taught me NOT to trust, that love is NOT real, and that my heart can be broken even when Im happiest
x Your best friends and the ones you love make you weak, and no one lives to love you. There is NO perfect match. x I hearttt the Holidays.
x I like to forgive & forget. Usually.
x However, you cant forgive all the time. Same with forgetting.
x I adore being completely stupid for no reason.
JUST DO IT.>
things are different my mascara is running_ my knuckles are covered with eye shadow_ && no one judges me or thinks my pelvic thrusts are some kind of mating call && no one tells me what to do although the mirror points out that my bra straps are showing>
Its the nightlife that gets them off. Its the smoke, and the drinks, and the smiles that it brings. Its the pain and the sex, disguised as innocence. Like it or not, its what we do.
**AIM SN~NIKESTARR073
**AIM SN~Best0Kept7Secret
***Cell Phone iS always on.

My Interests

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[x] a ngela juliana brauer
[x] b runette with purple && blonde :)
[x] c razy and fun-loving, most of the time.
[x] d ances all the time and badly
[x] e motionally drained most of the time, from highschool, soccer, and work-it catches up.
[x] f uckkk stow, im out of here.
[x] g ives in easily, out of frustration.
[x] h ates drama and overconfident people
[x] i love love love to EAT!
[x] j ealousy has always gotten the best of me, its one thing that is hard for me to control.
[x] k nowledge comes through experience, without experience, a person cannot grow and mature.
[x] l ove is NOT real please never fall for it.
[x] m y friends and family are EXTREMELY important to me. Without them, I'd be no where.
[x] n oise is what puts me to sleep, I love loudness.
[x] My favorite color USED to be o range, but now its PINK
[x] p eople are RUDE, SELFISH, UNJUST, OBNOXIOUS, ANNOYING, and ASSHOLES but we all have our moments and we learn who NOT to become.
[x] Im too q uick to trust, most of the time. That is why I have had my heart broken and when I let my guard down as fast as I have, I am let down just as easy but two times as hurtful.
I hope to marry r ich
[x] s elfishness is such a turn off, look around you and see that you are only a speck in this world. you mean nothing.
[x] t hrough experience i have learned and through mistakes i have bettered myself.
[x] We all try to be u nique, but sometimes, it goes a little overboard.
[x] God is v ery important to me. God is Ultimate && Endless Love.
[x] I w ish the same thing at 11:11 every time.
[x] A smile is x tremely addicting, make me smile and make my day.
[x] y ell, scream, laugh, cry and get wasted.
[x] I love the z oo, I would be a monkey or a cheetah if I could.

I'd like to meet:

Ohhhh, Blennis.
♥Oh, how very vintage of you

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Music:

Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason.
♥Dave Matthews Band
♥ Nickelback
♥H.I.M
♥ Boys Like Girls
♥Fall Out Boy
♥The Strokes
♥30 Seconds To Mars
♥AAR
♥Motion City Soundtrack
♥Coheed & Cambria
♥Pink Spiders
♥Mae
♥Amber Pacific
♥Boys Night Out
♥Panic! At The Disco
♥Paramore
♥Story Of The Year
♥Starting Line
♥Armor For Sleep
♥HelloGoodbye
♥The Format
♥The Matches
♥Men, Women & Children
♥The Academy Is
♥All American Rejects
♥Bleed The Dream
♥From First to Last
♥Acceptance
♥Hot Hot Heat
♥The Ataris
♥Midtown
♥Mest
♥My Chemical Romance
♥New Found Glory
♥Taylor Swift
♥ Open Air Stereo
♥The Postal Service
♥Something Corporate
♥Taking Back Sunday
♥The Used
♥Junior Varsity
♥Kenny Chesney
♥Hilary Duff
♥Rascal Flatts
♥Gorillaz
♥Goo Goo Dolls
♥Finch
♥Eminem
♥Butch Walker
♥Damone
♥Zox
♥Daniel Powter
♥Thrice
♥Dashboard Confessional
♥Brand New
♥Bright Eyes
♥Cute Is What We Aim For
♥Death Cab For Cutie
♥Crossfade
♥Coldplay
♥ Dresden Dolls
♥Dane Cook

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Movies:

--I'm the girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot.
--I'm the girl who gets her heart broken because he chooses the whore instead.
--I'm the girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.
--I'm the girl that wont settle for a douche bag.
--I'm the girl who would just like to be treated like a princess for once.
--I'm the girl that cries at night because of another -Heartbreak-
--I'm the girl that just wants to hold hands.
--I'm the girl who kisses him with meaning.
--I'm the girl who just wishes he cared.
--I'm the girl that just wants to cuddle.
--I'm the girl who is scared to put her heart out there again because it has been hurt SO badly before...
--I'm the girl who thought maybe this could be something special...
--I'm the girl who believes in her dreams, and will do anything to achieve them.
--I'm the girl who laughs at stupid stuff and actually thinks it's funny!
--I'm the girl who is is looking for that one and only, and is having a rough time along the way.
--I'm the girl that doesnt want a guy who just plays with my emotions, but actually cares about how I feel.
--I'm the girl who wants words backed up with actions.
--I'm the girl who fell for all the lies, only to find myself along the way .
--I'm the girl that gave her heart away hoping to not have it shoved back into her face...
one day
you're going to need me more than you know
& I'm not going to care.
one day, you're going to regret ever letting me go.
cause boy, I know you're going to
& I know I'm going to enjoy watching you fall the way I could never get up.
for all the times you made my world go round
& stop on your command,
I'm going to make you choke so hard,
you'll feel same agonizing pain I'm feeling.
cause I swore to myself I'm going to get over you
& I love proving myself right.

Television:


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&& Loves the funeral of hearts/And an ode for cruelty/When angels cry blood/On flowers of evil in bloom/The funeral of hearts/And a plea for mercy When love is a gun/Separating me from you_♥_
- - - ♥&&With the venomous kiss you gave me/Im killing loneliness/With the warmth of your arms you saved me/Oh, Im killing loneliness with you/Im killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb/Im killing loneliness_♥_
To those who have pushed me, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have fallen. To those who have laughed at me, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have cried. To those who just couldn't love me, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have known real love. To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have felt them. To those of you who left me lonely, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have discovered myself. But, to those who thought I couldn't do it, it is to you I thank the most because without you, I wouldn't have tried.

Books:


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yell through,
things in life I just had to get through;
I'm grateful for them.
If I had a choice between living
happily ignorant,
knowing nothing about life & experiences,
or a life with challenges,
frustration & obstacles,
I'd pick the second life.
Without all the complications
what would you ever learn?
You would have no depth.
In the second life,
when things are harder,
you only want to work harder,
once you accomplish what you want,
the feeling is overwhelming & even greater
than not having struggled through it at all. I truly believe thatI truly believe that everything happens for a reason,
us meeting,
being friends, letting our friendship grow into love,
us being together &
getting through everything, & lastly I believe that
there is a reason for us going our own separate ways.
One day I will find out what that reason is, but for now,
I will just accept the facts, & learn from them.

Heroes:

Here's to the kids who would rather spend their nights with a bottle of whiskey than go to some vomit-stained highschool party. Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them. Here's to the kids whos idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars. Here's to the kids who never were too good at life but still were wicked cool. Here's to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts. Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn't even know they existed. Here's to the kids who are straight up smartasses and just don't care. Here's to the kids who speak their mind. Here's to the kids who second-guess themselves on everything they do. Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that. Here's to the kids....
*You are your own Hero*And when you suffer through heartbreak and distance, you can do anything.♥
R.I.P
Jackie Billings
Uncle Jimmy
Jake Gehring
Larry
& then there's that one moment…the moment when you've figured out just how much you've really let go, how much you've grown. It takes you back a step & it makes you think. It's that moment when you can't look back yet you can't seem to look too far into the future. It's the moment you realize you're living for yourself & no one else. Never let go of that moment.
~laugh your heart out And dance in the rain cherish the memories.. -ignore the pain love and learn .forget and forgive. cause remember you only have [ one life to live ]**
-I LOVE STARBUCKS.
-I live off of caffeine. Point blank.
-My family && Friends mean the world to me.
-I believe in them more than I believe in myself.
-Yes, boys break hearts. && As stupid as they may be
-They have taught me more than I could imagine possible.
-Life is what you make it-so laugh it up && have fun.
-E.V.E.R.YT.H.I.N.G happens for a R.E.A.S.O.N
-Everyone has a reason for being here
-Once our job is accomplished here on earth,
-God calls us home.
-I love the idea of media & broadcast.
-It has always been my destiny.
-I believe in ghosts, afterlife, & spirits.
-I fear upside-down crosses & the dark
as well as parking garages...as odd as that is.
-I play soccer with the best girls anyone could ask for.
-And with them I have learned every mistake has a lesson behind it.
-I never believed in love until I experienced it...
-And with that, I can tell you-experience is the best proof.
-Be my friend, and Ill stand by you through the thick & the thin.
-My favorite color is ♥ PINK ♥
-I LOVELOVELOVE ♥ singing SUPER loud to SUPER loud emo and cute music. Shower, Car, anywhere...as long as Im alone.
-I can be your best friend or I can be your biggest enemy.
-I like the feeling of innocence but most of the time Im guilty.
-Im always one step ahead, and I cannot WAIT to leave Stow for bigger things.
-Most of my friends are from Kent. I HEART THEM.
-I love the feeling of success
-But I fear the feeling of failure
-To succeed you need something to hold on to
something to motivate you,
&& something to inspire you.
-I adore playing in the rain.
-In fact, My dream is to be kissed in the pouring rain.
-I am mature in thought
but immature in action.
-You only live for yourself,
-and when you have been lied to by someone you love and trust,
-you dont love and trust again.
-If you can live life through heartbreak ♥
you can live through a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g

My Blog

Whats love, anyways?

you know i always read this...and i can read it over and over again, and i never stop laughing. but i think this is cute && im bored. Here is what little kids think Love is..1. When my gr...
Posted by 13 x SINS of PiNK♥ on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 08:55:00 PST

Time for a Blog. You have no option but to love it.

9 lasts.-Last cigarette: never-Last beverage: STARBUCKS JAVA CHIP.-Last kiss: I really just dont even wanna talk about it.-Last movie seen: Final Destination 3 in Athens-Last phone call: My momma I be...
Posted by 13 x SINS of PiNK♥ on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 02:18:00 PST

Say goodbye**

"Say goodbye" You don't know meLike you knew meYou stopped listeningThe moment that I needed you the mostYou can't see meLike you saw meTruth comes easyBut it's hard for you to pull me from the ground...
Posted by 13 x SINS of PiNK♥ on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 06:23:00 PST

*Here by me*

"Here By Me"I hope youre doing fine out there without meCause Im not doing so good without youThe things I thought youd never know about meWere the things I guess you always understoodSo how could...
Posted by 13 x SINS of PiNK♥ on Sat, 05 Nov 2005 11:10:00 PST

((YoUtHinKyoUkNow))yOuGoTnOidEabItCh!

This is me.UnlEaSHEd!Current mood: Giggly and headachy.  Ten random things about me:10) I am an only child :) Spoiled? Think again.9) I sing REALLY loud in the shower.8) Im pretty much the ...
Posted by 13 x SINS of PiNK♥ on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 07:51:00 PST

<33This Is How A HeartBreAks

Soo pretty much-went to Fall Out Boy last night. Absolutely without a doubt so hard to explain in words. AMAZING is just one...and it doesnt even reach the description of what it really was. I have su...
Posted by 13 x SINS of PiNK♥ on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 09:54:00 PST

Youll have that..

So Chris left. I have scored in the past 3 games, we won today and it feels SO amazing. I expect LOTS of fans in the bleachers.           *Pretty much...th...
Posted by 13 x SINS of PiNK♥ on Sun, 11 Sep 2005 11:57:00 PST

Youll have that, I suppose.

Its ok, I got my license.   **I am now going to  make myself a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. And then eat it. Girls and I beat Tallmadge last night, 6-0. Bitches. Love it.   &n...
Posted by 13 x SINS of PiNK♥ on Sun, 21 Aug 2005 07:12:00 PST

Whores and Bitches. Gotta love em.

Fyi: My Birthday is in 4 days and counting. Actually, 3. First scrimmage is THIS saturday in Hudson, big super scrimmage...should be exciting. We play Hoban on Monday at HOME so I expect to see some ...
Posted by 13 x SINS of PiNK♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Saying Goodbye*

Im gonna miss him so much... *I hate having to say goodbye.*   And I did, to South Carolina last Saturday. ...
Posted by 13 x SINS of PiNK♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST