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X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X

Remorse is For The Dead.

About Me

I took out any answers that might be too personal. But kind words from and old friend.1. Ever punch someone in the face? Yes. Believe it or not, Travis was giving me a little Mixed Martial Arts training. (you know, like the UFC...)2. How old are you? Twenty two.3. Are you single or taken? Fuckin' married. *To my old Friend and one of my brothers' Williamson.4. Eat with your hands or utensils? I usually use my hands to hold the utensils...5. Do you dream at night? Vividly. In color.6. Ever seen a corpse? No.7. Have you ever wished someone dead? Probably. Cant think of a specific time.8. Do You Like Bush, the president? Nope. Douchebag. ***Yes he isHERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? are you serious? I'm never serious. Except when it comes to party plans. Life is too quick to try and make sense of. Yesterday was just as short as today, but not as short as tomorrow. Do it now.10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? I think I'd have you try and remember that song you supposedly wrote for me in high school. Sean-***Sadly I haven't touched a piano since highschool.11. Do you trust the police? No. I dont think its just the police, it's the system altogether. Too many of my friends are getting screwed over presently because of it.12. Do you like country music? Hell no. Which is very unfortunate because I live in Idaho. Cowboy bars abound.13. What is your fondest memory of me? I dont have a specific one. All of them are kind of fond. We shared the PHS drama experience together, and those memories will always be good.14. If you could change anything about yourself would you? my shirt.15. Would you date me? (Sean-*I want to date Travis... Hahaha j/k im straight but you gotta sex ass bro*) I think Travis would have a problem with that.17. Have you ever peed in a pool? while you were still in it? Can I plead the fifth? I think I probably did when I was little.18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? Sure. I'm a great paraphernalia hider.19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? Probably play music for a bunch of people. And get drunk.20. What is your favorite thing about me? Right now, your hair. And maybe your sensitivity.22. What's your favorite color? Black23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be? Amy Coombs24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you? I hate surveys.

My Interests

Music:

My Band Every Escape Senses Fail, Metallica, Lamb Of God, NIN, SOCO, Hopesfall, Saosin, Coheed and Cambria, Our Lady Peace, Under Oath, In Flames, Twiztid, ICP, GOB, Atreyu, Devil Driver, Killswitch Engauge, Black Dahlia Murder, The Agony Scene, Everclear, Ryan Bisson**, SOTY, RUFIO, Shifft, 12 Gauge Fuse, Leaving The Scene, Broadway Calls, Bleeding Through, It Dies Today, Still Remains, Shadows Fall, Threat Signal, Soil Work, Arch Enemy, Soul Fly, Sublime, 311, Oasis, Deftones, Older Mudvayne, 36 Crazyfists

Movies:

Boondock Saints!

Books:

Well this was a chapter in my life I will never forget.

Heroes:

Ha Ha YEah Right!!!Randy Is The King of Burning Palaces and Walls' Colapse.

My Blog

I wish we weren't Nothing

In the mist of all the time you spent alone, you have depended on your blind sight for so long. As the sky breaks and angels fall, serenity is now just a passing memory. The ties are cut and the wound...
Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 03:48:00 PST

An absence of reality leaves only the pressence of pain

Sitting alone, this song has been playing over and over in my head. Nothing clever to say. I feel crushed and broken. I can hide the pain no longer. Questioning my sanity. If i could inject a soultion...
Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 12:46:00 PST

Sun

The sun sets and my eyes turn grey. The thought of nothing to keep me away from the pain anymore. I have found that to disagree is only to be uneducated. My heart is hers and will float in her chest f...
Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 08:03:00 PST

Fuckin Cunts

Im so Sick of these cowering little cunts, these pussys, these fucks. Im sick of interferances from people that don't really matter. Im sick of it being ok. I have never said anything about it until n...
Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Thu, 16 Mar 2006 03:58:00 PST

Blah

Scrape your fingernails accross my face. Cut through the layers of skin to bring forth such willing pain and sacrafice. Break my bones and cut my vains. Dry this empty soul with sour air that is leath...
Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 10:45:00 PST

Yea so.......

Im so drained now. My heart is wearing thin.. I won't win at this game, I never have won. There is always someone out there better to take away what I want. I don't know if she knows but I know he doe...
Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 07:41:00 PST

I am your puppet

Bloody lips as I floss with this cold knife. Borrowing sorrow to indulge my senses. Left fetal and hollow, I am one with being nothing. My destiny is pain and my heart is the door to death....
Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 10:33:00 PST

My Bleeding heart

Pulling at my bleeding heart, your fingers stop the beating. Feeling you, breathing you and living you is like dying all over again. The smell of contempt for what you have done, yet you don't seem to...
Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Sun, 15 Jan 2006 02:42:00 PST

Dark

Dark and dismal are the days that I see. feelings of hate, fear and sorrow. My blood on the floor as you walk home from church and find me there with a smile on my face. I have known true happienss wh...
Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Beautiful

Im sick of my family. Im sick of the fighting, the predjudice and the bad mouthing. I have to take it in from both sides of my family. Its always my fault in the end. Why am i so easy to blame? Have i...
Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST