I wish we weren't Nothing |
In the mist of all the time you spent alone, you have depended on your blind sight for so long. As the sky breaks and angels fall, serenity is now just a passing memory. The ties are cut and the wound... Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 03:48:00 PST |
An absence of reality leaves only the pressence of pain |
Sitting alone, this song has been playing over and over in my head. Nothing clever to say. I feel crushed and broken. I can hide the pain no longer. Questioning my sanity. If i could inject a soultion... Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 12:46:00 PST |
Sun |
The sun sets and my eyes turn grey. The thought of nothing to keep me away from the pain anymore. I have found that to disagree is only to be uneducated. My heart is hers and will float in her chest f... Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 08:03:00 PST |
Fuckin Cunts |
Im so Sick of these cowering little cunts, these pussys, these fucks. Im sick of interferances from people that don't really matter. Im sick of it being ok. I have never said anything about it until n... Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Thu, 16 Mar 2006 03:58:00 PST |
Blah |
Scrape your fingernails accross my face. Cut through the layers of skin to bring forth such willing pain and sacrafice. Break my bones and cut my vains. Dry this empty soul with sour air that is leath... Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 10:45:00 PST |
Yea so....... |
Im so drained now. My heart is wearing thin.. I won't win at this game, I never have won. There is always someone out there better to take away what I want. I don't know if she knows but I know he doe... Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 07:41:00 PST |
I am your puppet |
Bloody lips as I floss with this cold knife.
Borrowing sorrow to indulge my senses.
Left fetal and hollow, I am one with being nothing.
My destiny is pain and my heart is the door to death.... Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 10:33:00 PST |
My Bleeding heart |
Pulling at my bleeding heart, your fingers stop the beating. Feeling you, breathing you and living you is like dying all over again. The smell of contempt for what you have done, yet you don't seem to... Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Sun, 15 Jan 2006 02:42:00 PST |
Dark |
Dark and dismal are the days that I see. feelings of hate, fear and sorrow. My blood on the floor as you walk home from church and find me there with a smile on my face. I have known true happienss wh... Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Beautiful |
Im sick of my family. Im sick of the fighting, the predjudice and the bad mouthing. I have to take it in from both sides of my family. Its always my fault in the end. Why am i so easy to blame? Have i... Posted by X.Seany Fuckin Bowden.X on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |