[:Star:] and you will be the bitch now!

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♥ Strudel ♥ Bradley Strudel is my best friend with a penis :) I love him a lot. I love the person I am when i'm around him. i'm his angel♥
Bradley

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™ Dennis ™
Dennis is my annoying little brother!! but I love him. he is in 10th grade at SHS. loves to skateboard and smoke up a storm.
Dennis ------
♥ Kristin ♥ Kristin is my best friend. I love her to death! i'd do anything and everything in my power for her!
Kristin ------
♥ Tess ♥
Tess!! in the picture with my brother Ray. Tess is Ray's girlfriend! I love her like a sister! she's fucking gorgeous and I love her!!
------ ♥ Li'l Bodie ♥
Li'l Bodie!! Nicole Bodie! I love this chicka!! her and Ray used to hook-up. they were way cute together and she's a way chill chick! I loves her!! ------
♠ Jon Scott ♠
Jon Scott is one awesome dude and he knows how to rock. he's in a local band called Amber Avenue. check 'em out!
Jon Scott
Amber Avenue ------
♥ Malia ♥
Malia is another one of my best friends. we're so much alike it's insane! she's like my side kick in the tattoo and piercing world! haha. I love her so much!
Malia ------
♥ Melissa ♥
Melissa is like a big sister to me. I used to stay with her on the weekends and grub out on pickles and cheese. we're still real close and it's awesome. I love her alot!
Melissa ------
♥ Ellen ♥
Ellen is another one of my best friends. I love this girl to death. she's been a homie for sure. we've been through alot of good and a shit load of bad. I miss her and love her alot.
Ellen ------
♥ Stephanie ♥
I can't explain how much I love Stephanie. i've known her since I was 12 years old. she was ALWAYS, ALWAYS there for me, and there's nothing I can say or do to repay her for that. i'm so glad i'm a part of her life.
Stephanie ------
♥ Anna ♥
Anna is one awesome girl. chill girl to hang with, fun girl to shove shots down her throat...haha. and absolutely beautiful.
Anna ------
♥ Klarissa ♥
Klarissa is so pretty and chill. we're going through the same stuff right now and it's nice to talk to someone that understands like I do. ♥ ya!
Klarissa ------
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Combichrist ™
pretty self explanatory. check it out.
Combichrist
Psyclon 9™ amazing band. check 'em out!
Psyclon 9
God Module™
another amazing band!
God Module
Icon of Coil™
Andy's (of Combichrist) other music project. effing awesome.
Icon of Coil

♥ Lesha Rene ♥

I am not afraid to leave all that I love here, but I have no fear of dying

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A trip down to the street where my halo fell Will tell you all you'd care to know about me A passage through a lifetime In relative terms I've already died Now my hope can't stay afloat on it's own She's praying still she'll die alone And I can't own my face like this It's really not me I swear to god My real identity could crush a thousand "me"s With just the flick of a halo The tick that tells you I'm nervous You deserve this What did you find in that dark street Seeped into pavement so discreet A swept up dream A pile of glass And everything slows down too fast for me For me That's what you'd care to know And throw yourself in front of my face Covered with your lame embrace And tell yourself you never knew The things in life that I've been through Just tell yourself you never knew What I've been through

sex. drugs. industrial.

my name is Lesha
I am eighteen (18) years old
I am from Albuquerque, New Mexico
I am 5'1" short :)
I am the mother of TWO beautiful little girls.
Michaela 4, Katalyst 2
I have about 18 tattoos & 7 piercings
......lesbian...
and...I love Combichrist!
kthanx!
Michaela and I Katalyst and I

All the dreams that I have had They lie shattered on the floor But I found waht I was searching I have never wanted more
I am forced to leave this life behind Your remaind behind the door But our love stays in my heart I have never wanted more
Please forgive me, but I have to leave Stand up proud and show no grief In this hour I will pray That we´ll be joined again some day Our love is stronger than the sun And will still shine, when I am gone I´m so afraid to cross this line Please hold me for one last time
The marks I left The deeds I've done Will remind the world of me Some hearts will bear my memory I have never wanted more
Also these lines shall shine up high To show the people who I've been A loving man of pride and passion I have never wanted more

My Blog

All That Cuts Today

The pounding of the day wrecks Passion and innocence I can hardly hold back tears as it slips away Passion and innocence Slip away I shake where I stand as it is taken from my hand I said yesterday "...
Posted by [:Star:] and you will be the bitch now! on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 05:37:00 PST

my new piggies.

so...yesterday was cool as fuck. Bradley, Michaela, Katalyst, and I all went to a pet store called 'Fins 'n' Critters' and we got some guinea pigs. they're absolutely adorable and fucking HUGE!!!!!! u...
Posted by [:Star:] and you will be the bitch now! on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 09:06:00 PST

my plan to getting over him.

this is my plan for getting over Derek.if you need helping getting over someone, follow these tips. 1) Cut off all communication: that means don't talk to them; delete/erase phone numbers, e-mail addr...
Posted by [:Star:] and you will be the bitch now! on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 03:27:00 PST

Seeing You Makes Everything So Much Harder

the very last conversation between Derek and I. the very last crying session between Derek and I.Derek: i wanna show u something u left here....Lesha: STOP!!!!Lesha: I thought I brought that??Derek: g...
Posted by [:Star:] and you will be the bitch now! on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 07:38:00 PST

from Derek.

i hate that we have to pretend not to care. i hate that you pretend that you are doing or did the right thing. i hate that you never follow your heart. i hate not falling asleep with you on my ch...
Posted by [:Star:] and you will be the bitch now! on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 04:42:00 PST

Closure.

last night was the FOR SURE ending of my life with Derek. last week, this weekend and yesterday were probably THE worst days of my life. period. he knows exactly what to say to make me feel the bigges...
Posted by [:Star:] and you will be the bitch now! on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 11:15:00 PST

dedicated to: DDJ

Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about That's what you get for falling again You can never get 'em out of your head It's...
Posted by [:Star:] and you will be the bitch now! on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 09:40:00 PST

I....

miss him so much :(
Posted by [:Star:] and you will be the bitch now! on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 06:49:00 PST

blank.

how is it that I always seem to fuck shit up even though i'm not doing anything at all? I know I suck at life, but I didn't think it was this bad. I don't know what to do anymore. my final attempt at ...
Posted by [:Star:] and you will be the bitch now! on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 09:16:00 PST

wowie...

well, i'm not going to Roswell at the end of the month. such a bummer. I was looking forward to getting the fuck away from everyone and everything. that made me pretty depressed. anyways...pict...
Posted by [:Star:] and you will be the bitch now! on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 12:08:00 PST