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Abstract MySpace LayoutsI'm usually too self-analytical for my own good, but in the case of searching for self realization, I've never probed very deeply.[perhaps afraid of with i may or may not find?]I posses an infrequently seen but arresting gracefullness thats usually disquised by my habit of shuffling when i walk and slumping round-shouldered when i sit. I relish every challenge life presents, I thrive on trouble. I would be bored if my path was always easy and unubstructed. but however frightning incidents have been they have not utterly destroyed my self-confidence or even my self-worth...[i got used to the cold a long time ago...]My obsene enthusiasm at times can be percieved in many ways on many different levels. I suffer from frequent giddy spells, giggling or periods of euphoria without apparent reason...I find comfort in trying to find my true identity. I'm constantly asking myself,"who am i, who are you? and how do we connect?" The greatest mystery to me in life is that do we ever know our true individual selves and do we ever show them to society without fear of rejection or judgement.

My Interests

{im not accomplishing anything monumental, i mean, i missed the big picture or so i tell myself. ive done no more than lay in bed and stare at television screens while faces move opaque and ubiquitous, and i think its still raining but its warm outside, and if this is chasing sunsets, then heres to an endless horizon.}

I'd like to meet:

the space between sunday and monday.

Music:



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Movies:

A Beautiful Mind, Alfie, Closer, Sixteen Candels, Pretty in Pink, The Breakfast Club, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Requiem of a Dream, American Beauty, Kill Bill, Rounders, Everything is Illiuminated, Thumbsuckers

Television:

Sex and the City, Six Feet Under, Huff, The L Word, Weeds, Queer as Folk, Pushing Daisies, Nip/Tuck

Books:



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Heroes:

my mother.

My Blog

Another night of thought

Come inside and sit down and talk awhile more, please for the sake of friendship-no, for the sake of love. how can you fix what was never really broken? just because you think this is broken, doesnt m...
Posted by hide your feathers on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 02:46:00 PST

Startling and Harsh...

Its startling and harsh finding things not to be as they seemed. But for some reason, its strangely surprising this time, though I've seen this fall times before in my life. Still, all I can see is to...
Posted by hide your feathers on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 09:30:00 PST

It might not be so bad...

it might not be so bad to be one of the lower beasts, a creature mostly of feelings, untroubled by a complex intellect. or at the other extream...a genuinely intelligent computer, all intellect and no...
Posted by hide your feathers on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 10:07:00 PST

leaving everything behind

Ive got a heart full of rubber-bands that keep getting caught on things...not the right things i guess... it would be nice to find someone...
Posted by hide your feathers on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 11:44:00 PST

Ready to move on...

I've decided it time to move on in my life, to bigger and better things. I'm going to start living my life for me, and doing the things that I want to do, regardless of peoples opinion of me. I d...
Posted by hide your feathers on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 01:48:00 PST