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About Me

VIEW ON LIFE:
"Fuck L Ron Hubbard and Fuck all his clones.
Fuck all these gun-toting Hip gangster wannabes.
Fuck retro anything. Fuck your tattoos.
Fuck all you junkies and Fuck your short memory.
Fuck smiley glad-hands with hidden agendas.
Fuck these dysfunctional, insecure actresses.
Cuz I'm praying for rain
and I'm praying for tidal waves
I wanna see the ground give way.
I wanna watch it all go down.
Mom please flush it all away.
I wanna see it go right in and down.
I wanna watch it go right in.
Watch you flush it all awaaaaaaaaay."-ToolNAME:
chelseaAGE:
16STATUS:
♥taken♥ and i love him so dont
take him away from meBIRTHDAY:
so no one forgets, february 15, 1990BEST FRIENDS:
jennifer and krystal FEARS:
being alone, bugs,, clowns, hieghts, the dark, natural disasters, closed spaces, looking people in the eyes, going to hell LIKES:
My ♥love♥ my sister, my mom, dad, stepmom, step brother and sister having fun and making memories, music, animals food, baby concerts, collecting things, someone to hold me, waterfalls, God, piercings, tattoosDISLIKES:
people the main one...Courtney King.OTHER:
im jealous. i dont put up with peoples shit. just because im skinny doesnt mean i dont eat or that i cant fight. i want to be big. i hate the way i look. my boyfriend tells me im beautiful he tells me he loves me. he tells me im the one. he has done some stupid things, but i will always run to him. if youre a guy and you see me at a show, dont slap my ass chances are if you dont get beat up by him i will take a swing and trust me its hard i only love him. even though i can be mean i have a heart. i love my friends. they mean the world to meim going to get married to him and nobody can change my mind.I LOVE YOU BABY
Scared
Your eyes are scared. Your eyes are scared of pain, or rejection. You know how much it hurts to lose someone u cared for, but in return they dumped you like a sack of potatoes! Someday you will find your special friend, or lover, so dont stay hidden too much. You have also seen much misery when it comes to guy too, so you pefer to keep it safe, and keep your heart locked up from everyone guy that seems to be interested. You dont wanna go through anymore pain.... N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N N

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

angelina jolie and billie joe armstronggo ahead...i dare you...

Music:

N GREEN DAY
N NORMA JEAN
N CROSSFADE
N MEST
N TOOL
N TAPROOT
N MUDVAYNE
N DISTURBED
N LAMB OF GOD
N KITTIE
N AS I LAY DYING
N STAINED
N AUDIOSLAVE
N SYSTEM OF A DOWN
N ICP (no im not a juggalete)
N THE EXIES
N THE EXPLOSIONS
N LOLLIPOP LUST KILL
N CHEVELLE
N DEFTONES (thanks to my man)
N EMERY
N CHIMAIRA
N ATREYU
N THREE DAYS GRACE
N DARKEST HOUR
N FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES
N METALLICA
N LOST PROPHETS
N BLINK 182
N FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND
N SPOKEN
N GUNS N ROSES
N COLD
N INCUBUS
N JULIANA THEORY
N BREAKING BENJAMIN
N HELMET
N NIRVANA
N MAGNA FI
N AVENGED SEVENFOLD
N GODSMACK
N KILLSWITCH ENGAGE
N MUSE
N SALIVA
N SCORPIONS
N SUBLIME
N WITH HONOR
N BAD RELIGION
N GODHEAD
N THE OFFSPRING
N POWERMAN 5000
N RAGE AGAINST THE MACHIENE
N RISE AGAINST
N SMILE EMPTY SOUL
N SOCIAL DISTORTION
N SOUL ASYLUM
N STORY OF THE YEAR
N THE STROKES
N UNEARTH
N UNDEROATH
N VAN HALEN
N AC DC
N SENSES FAIL
N NAMEDROPPER

My Blog

a final goodbye

ok i messed up bad. dont know when im going to be on again but i love everyone especially all my friends and i want everyone to know if you dont see me on for awhile please dont call im in too much pa...
Posted by Im not wise I've just made a lot of mistakes on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 09:09:00 PST

am i in the wrong?

well i threw the get together but NO ONE SHOWED UP! EXCEPT.....KRYSTAL! not even my best friends! i mean i had this planned and they all called and said they cant come. i wish that when you have frien...
Posted by Im not wise I've just made a lot of mistakes on Sun, 21 May 2006 07:36:00 PST

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! this isnt about you Courtney!

OH MY FUCKING GOD I JUST WANT TO KILL HER I SWEAR TO GOD ONCE I SEE THIS BITCH IM GONNA FUCKIN GUT HER LIKE A DAMN TROUT! I HOPE SHE BURNS IN HELL AND JUST WAN TO DO EVERYTHING BAD TO HER LIKE RIP OUT...
Posted by Im not wise I've just made a lot of mistakes on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 05:35:00 PST

.body.dysmorphic.disorder .

At one time or another we all worry about our appearance, but when you wake up degrading your nose, hair, chest, WEIGHT, etc. and then continuing to have these thoughts all day, that's when there is a...
Posted by Im not wise I've just made a lot of mistakes on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 02:11:00 PST

is it true?

ok here is the story....chads best friend josh doesnt like me well at first we were cool but not anymore. he wrote a comment to chad saying i was a peice of shit and that he deserved better and that i...
Posted by Im not wise I've just made a lot of mistakes on Wed, 28 Sep 2005 08:31:00 PST

xtreme thing

Well i have to say it wasnt that good of a concert but overall like with all my friends being there it was awesome. i saw so many people who i havnt seen in years and then i got to spend the night at ...
Posted by Im not wise I've just made a lot of mistakes on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Best Time Of My Life

Well it stared out as we wanted to do it on thursday but we knew we just couldnt wait it was eating both of us alive and we couldnt keep it locked in. I called him and we decided a day before that i w...
Posted by Im not wise I've just made a lot of mistakes on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Joelle

I was so happy my friend who i havnt seen in years came to my house it was just like old times but she kind of changed but i still love her she may dress different and do more bad stuff then i do but ...
Posted by Im not wise I've just made a lot of mistakes on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Strip

Wow it was a fun and crazy weekend. The day after my party i snuck out with my boyfriend and my friend about 1:30 in the morning and went to the strip and bought a bottle of Jack Daniels and mixed wit...
Posted by Im not wise I've just made a lot of mistakes on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Birthday Party

Wow it was a wild night i can hardly remember anything but we bought alcohol and i got so wasted that the last thing i remember was that i fell on courtney and then i went kind of blank. I can only re...
Posted by Im not wise I've just made a lot of mistakes on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST