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____________________________________________________________ Not really sure where I should start. Let's start with my name. Joshua Matthew. I have many different sides to my personality. I can get along with anyone. I love meeting new people and I love going to new places. I'm a person that believes in believing. I think with my heart most of the time. It's certainly got me into trouble on more than one occasion. For the most part I know who I am and what I want. I've tried being closed, and emotionless and keeping my thoughts and feelings inside. It's not me. I can't do it. Some would say that makes me a weak person. I think it makes me a stronger one. The abilities of admitting when you need help and expressing what you're thinking and feeling takes a lot more strength than holding it inside. I can come off as a sarcastic ass sometimes when you first meet me, but for those that have taken the time to get to know me, know that I am one of the most caring and sincere people you will ever meet. I have a heart, a huge heart. My family and friends mean everything to me. I also have an extremely addictive personality and I like attention. I look forward to meeting new people because it's always exciting to see what they have to offer and what they have to bring to your life. w3rd. :D ~jizzyIf you would like to talk my aim is- Dabravz2table table table{ border-color:blue; border-style:solid ; border-width:1px; background-color:; filter:; opacity:; -moz-opacity:; background-image:url(http://); background-position:Top Left; background-repeat:repeat; } table table table table, table table table td{ border-style:none; } table, tr, td{background-color:transparent; }.nametext { font-size:20pt; color:blue; font-weight:bold; }body, div, p, strong, td, .text, .blacktext10, .blacktext12, a.searchlinkSmall, a.searchlinkSmall:link, a.searchlinkSmall:visited{ color:red ; font-size:8pt; font-weight:none; font-style:none; font-family:Verdana; }a, a:link, a:visited, a.navbar, a.navbar:link, a.navbar:visited, a.man, a.man:link, a.man:visited, a.bluelink, a.redlink:visited{ color:blue; font-size:8pt; font-weight:none; font-style:none; font-family:Verdana; } a:hover, a:active, a.navbar:hover, a.navbar:active, a.man:hover, a.man:active, a.searchlinkSmall:hover, a.searchlinkSmall:active, a.bluelink:hover, a.bluelink:hover{ color:; font-size:8pt; font-weight:none; font-style:none; font-family:Verdana; }.orangetext15, .whitetext12, .btext, .bluetext, .bluebtext{ color:red; font-size:8pt; font-weight:bold; font-style:normal; font-family:Arial, verdana, arial, sans-serif; }.lightbluetext8{ color:blue; font-size:8pt; font-weight:bold; font-style:normal; font-family:Arial, verdana, arial, sans-serif; }table table td.text table td.text table table table a {color: red; } table, tr, td { border: none; background-color: transparent; padding: 0; }.blacktext12{color:blue;}a.navbar{sans-serif;font-size:8pt; font-weight:none} a.navbar:link{color:;font-size:8pt; } a.navbar:active{color:;} a.navbar:visited{color:;} a.navbar:hover{color: ;}

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I like meeting all kinds of new people. Maybe you.Also any punk or skater boys...i think they are the most beautiful people alive...so is chris brown. hehe.

My Blog

the most beautiful song i think i've ever heard

I hear your heart cry for love but you won't let me make it right.  You were hurt but I decided you were worth the fight.  Every night you lock up, you won't let me come inside.  But, the love in your...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Jan 2010 00:36:00 GMT

Happy December! Yes, I am actually excited about this month for the first time in forever.

It's really strange how things work out.  I can't fall asleep tonight so I thought I would write a little bit, in hopes it would eventually make me sleepy.  I was going through some old pictures the o...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Dec 2009 02:30:00 GMT

Cuz I don't want nobody if I have to cry. Cuz it's over when you said goodbye.

I may not believe a word he says to me now, but part of me does want to.  Everyone I talked to about the emails, you all had the same opinion.  The same opinion I had.  But, he did respond to me.  Ev...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Nov 2009 04:00:00 GMT

pedal to the floor, thinkin of the roar, drivin down the 101, california here i come

So I spent the weekend at my friend Ryan's place in the City of Angels. He is only a block or two from West Hollywood. I leave Sin City around 10am and arrive at his apartment around 3pm. I spent an h...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Nov 2009 01:16:00 GMT

i don't know. untitled.

I can't even buy jade a dora the explorer toothbruth and toothpaste without running out of room on the box that i'm trying to send it in.  fucking sharpies. I'm just going to rewrap it and try again. ...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Oct 2009 02:12:00 GMT

back to california

sometimes it's fun to laugh at urself when you make a really big mistake...i have that fake laugh/smile thing going on right now.  it actually made me realize one problem i still have ...trust.  i tal...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Oct 2009 23:31:00 GMT

H.A.T.E.U. i still <3 mariah...still don't care what anyone says :)

Once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye Something got a hold of us and we changed Then you sat alone in pride and I sat at home and cried How'd our fairytale just end up this way We went round f...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Oct 2009 22:49:00 GMT

oh, it's just another new american classic...no worries

you've got to get better, said, it's all in your head...see the months they don't matter, it's the days i can't take, when the hours move to minutes and i'm seconds away...have you ever questioned why...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Oct 2009 04:20:00 GMT

This is for Malik.

We are the crowdWe're cuh-coming outGot my flash on it's trueNeed that picture of youIt's so magicalWe'd be so fantastic, ohLeather and jeansGarage glamorousNot sure what it meansBut this photo of usI...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Oct 2009 02:59:00 GMT

I'm every cliche, but I simply do it best.

last summer we took threes across the board.  but, by fall, we were a cover story, now in stores.  make us poster boys for your scene, but we are not making an acceptance speach.  i've found the safes...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Sep 2009 23:43:00 GMT