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About Me

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it (anywhere
I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)
e.e. cummings.
i like photography.photos are meant to capture memories, moments in time. they are meant to show someone a point in time that would have otherwise been lost forever. posing for a photograph is pointless. to capture true beauty is to catch it at its most innocent, most unsuspecting moments. it is there that true beauty is found, and it is there that i love being most.
i love poetry. at the start, i felt it was merely an outlet for those who could not write, but i have been enlightened to its beauty. it is within poetry that i have found allusions to a world al but hope to one day see. it is through poetry that i am finally able to grow as a writer and reader.
if you love me...read me pablo neruda. his use of love and nature better enable the world to truly understand why God created everything the way they did.
to write is simply to state what others want most to hear, which in turn makes you a speaker, therefore, an amazing leader.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone who will protect me when i am vulnerable. someone to open my eyes to beauty i have yet to see. someone who will show me the pleasure of an innocent world once lost. someone to keep me warm in the coldest of times. someone who loves me for me. someone to tell me when i am lame. someone who knows me like the back of MY hand. someone to blow bubbles with. someone who fun to talk to. someone to laugh at. someone who will sacrifice their sobriety to make me happier. someone to laugh with. someone neat.View All Friends | View Blog | View Pics | Add Comment

My Blog

Zach <3

Zach, Since the moment I met you, I knew we’d get along. Honestly, your easy going nature and your eminent love practically slapped me in the face just by being introduced by becky. Then, I got ...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 23:23:00 GMT

it happens...

your hand slips through mine as you walk out the door, leaving me with nothing but the feeling of your ice cold watch grazing my fingertips. i knew where you were going, but i didnt know where you wou...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 09:55:00 GMT

to the boy i CANT have in my life

it is in your sighs that i hear your prayerswithin you glances are your pleasit is beneath your audible cries that i hear your whispersyou need mei feel the desperation in your embracei can see the me...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 11:07:00 GMT

Check out this video: Never forget

Check out this video: Never forget Add to My Profile | More Videosit still scares me.it still hurts to know how many else were effected.this country is far to separated for one which has u...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 21:00:00 GMT

august thirtieth two-thousand and seven

Its August.leaves are getting ready to turn.bathing suits are being traded for scarves.floaties are being turned in for school books.leisure is being thrown aside for studies.goals are ready to be att...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 11:49:00 GMT

this is where im at RIGHT NOW.

i wanna start by saying i love you. all of you. i know that i am not the most easy person to deal with, nor am i the easiest to understand...but know that it means a lot to me that you do...secondly, ...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 01:06:00 GMT

speechless

CENTURIES OLDWinding thoughts to endless roads ofWords unsaid and thoughts unfoundLashing tongues of fighting menTo stop their bouts of illness Of the mind, of the heart, of the soulDeep within the bi...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 18:22:00 GMT

i cant stop

you carry my heart in your pocket and my dreams in your handyou stay in my mind and make it your homewith every step you take the bigger the mark you leave on my heartwaiting for you is like waiting f...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 21:03:00 GMT

my dilemna...dilema...dilemma...?

ok, so im not quite sure how to spell that right now...since i hadnt slept in nearly 24 hours i decided to "profile surf" (lame term for going from one profile to the next, clicking on the pictures th...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 08:55:00 GMT

i laugh...

at:stupid peoplestupid underclassmenmost awkward noisesmr. whites inability to make friendspeople who laughpeople who dont laughold people who ask if im spoiled...then call me a good girlannoying peop...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 15:18:00 GMT