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Shickster

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About Me

My name is Amanda. I try to hide the real me but only my friends knows who I realy am. I hide my feelings so that I don't get hurt in the end. I get along with just about everybody as long as you don't stabb me in the back or lie to me. I will help anybody out as long as they don't take it to the extreme. And if something is wrong I wont talk about it cause it gets to everybody and that is what I don't want to happen so I usully hold it all in. I can be a bitch but hey everyone can. I hate the way that people treat people like shit but then think that everything is going yo be ok when it aint. Another thing that I hate is when people use you and expect you do to shit for them. To many people are fake and they need to get over themselves.
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I have learned that you can't trust alot of ppl. They take what you say and tell everybody or mix it up and make you look bad. I have had to many ppl walk away from including family cause ppl run their mouth and for that I don't trust ppl. I take my life day by day. And whatever happens happens. You don't have to be blood to be a family and it took me awhile to realize it and honestly I am afraid that they will walk away just like everyone else has. But hey if it was meant then they will stay and if it wasn't meant to be then they will leave. And all you will have in the end is picture and memories cause those are the things that can't be replaced or taken from you. And if you think that your family has done did walked away from you, you will see that your true friends are there and that you had a family all along. And that no matter how bad you fuck up or piss them off they will still be there in the end for you. Life is made of fuck ups and those are the things that you have to learn from.

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Friends is who I would like to meet. You can't live life without friends cause they do so much for ya and are always there for ya when you need them the most. But then again I don't trust alot of ppl since I have had ppl walk away from me for nothing or just cause they where told to. And when you think that nobdy is there for you, your friends are the ones that are there and always come through for you no matter what the cost is. No matter how bad life gets you just gotta keep thinkin of the positive things and how much the ppl in your life means to you. Just think of all the good memories you have shared with the ones closest to you. And no matter how bad it gets if they where your true friends they will always be there for you in the long run and forgive you for everything that you have done. And everytime you fight with a love one or someone that is close to you, it only brings you closer together. And where would you be in this world today if you didn't have friends. SO what ever you do, dont treat your friends like shit and do stupid shit to push them away cause they wont be there when you expect them to.
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You honestly don't know what you have until you you lost it. And then it makes you realize how much the ppl in your life means to you and the things that you have done has an impact on your life. You have to cherish the things that you have now, cause once they are gone they are gone and you can't get them back, and if you do it's just not the same. So now you just got to realize what you have and what friends you got and if they mean alot to you, don't let them go. And always remember that most of your true friends are more of a family to you, then what your own family is.

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Best friends are always there for ya no matter what. They help you up when you fall. They are the ones you call at 4 in the morning when you are drunk need soemone to talk. They listen to ya when you are talking about your problems, then give ya the best advise you can. Best friends are the ones that will alway be there when you need them the most and will bend over backwards just to help you out and doesn't hold your past against ya. And best friends will be their for each other no matter what happens. And the mood you are in, is the mood your best friend will be in. Cause when you are cring they are the ones right there telling you everything is gonna be ok. SO keep the ones you care about the most close too ya. And no matter what you have to do, never let them go. Keep them as long as you can. And if they are your true friends they will forgive you no matter what you did.

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My grandma because she has always been there for me and she still is. She has raised me to be me and not to take shit from anybody. No matter what happens she is always there even if I am in the wrong. She has tought me to be me no matter what. She always tells me to keep my head up and that positive things will come to you, and not to take things for granted cause sometime or another they will be gone. I don't know what I would do with out you. Thanks grandma.My neice Lakendra means the world to me. She has put a big inpact in my life. Everytime I am down I think of her and everytime I think about giving up I think of her. She is the only thing that hold me together. I would kill if anything would happen to her. She is the real reason I think I grew the hell up and stopped acting like a little kid. Thanks for evrything guys. I love ya all. And my grandpa that I have lost this year. May he rest in peace. He taught me so much and no matter how bad I left him down, he'll always forgave me and never held anything against me. He told me never to look back in the past, just to keep looking forward. Keep your head up and keep smiling cause one day your get want you wanted out of life. I miss you grandpa! And I can't forget my friends! They made me open my eyes and realize things the hard way. They stuck by my side and helped me out when I needed them the most. Thanks guys.

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In loving memory

In loving memoery of Robert W. Shick Sr. That was my grandpa. He passed away at 12:45 today (May 29, 2007). He will be sadly missed. He was a beloved husband, father, brother, grandpa, and great grand...
Posted by Shickster on Wed, 30 May 2007 07:02:00 PST

why they do this

I am tired of getting attched to people then they leave me. They either walk away from me or they move. I try not to get to attached but it's always the ones I talk to about my problems and the one th...
Posted by Shickster on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 11:48:00 PST

You know who you are

Since I been sorund this one person I feel like she has helped me change my life for the good. I have done alot of bad things before and she knows that and she doesn't hold it against me.I haven't don...
Posted by Shickster on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 11:52:00 PST

accident

One of my best friends kayla was in a car accident. She had to ne taken to Pittsburgh. I thought that I was gone to lose her forever and come to find out that she is gone to be ok. I am going to kill ...
Posted by Shickster on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 10:30:00 PST