I have strawberry-blonde hair and blue-green eyes(they change). My height and weight are 5 foot 4 and 130 pounds. I'm a happy mom of a spectacular little girl named Serenity. I work hard but I feel like and try to play hard. I'm responsible so much that every once in a while it really gets to me. Any help is awesome but I am always so afraid to ask a lot of the time. I don't like to take from others. I love to give! I feel good about earning every cent, leading me to be a very independent person! I want to go to school but I still have no idea what I want to learn. I have a big heart but I'm not good at showing it sometimes. My feelings can get hurt easily... all I can do is believe that karma or God covers it when someone stomps on my heart. I also hope that those who hurt me or those close to me, learn from their mistakes and become better people. There is so much more to knowing me so be ready for the answers if you're gonna ask! I just don't know how to act anymore.... I want to be myself but the people hate for me to do what makes me happy. Plus it hurts so much to be judged, knowing I'm a much better person than they think and I want people to give me a chance. I think I would be much happier if I could just be me........ just talk to me and try to understand who I am and what I'm really about before you start thinking you know me! I could write a novel on this... but I would rather tell you more one on one. Just be patient, I don't always open up so easily.TO ALL THOSE STRANGERS: if you want to be my friend, i need a reason... I DON'T KNOW YOU!!!!!! Don't request to be my friend if I don't know you and I have no reason to say yes.*******ALSO******* I'M SICK OF ALL OF YOU FAKE ASS PEOPLE! STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE IF YOU CAN'T KEEP IT REAL! DON'T USE ME TO STEP ON FOR A BOOST TO BETTER YOUR LIFE! I HAVE IT HARD ENOUGH! I DON'T NEED TO BE HURT OR BROUGHT DOWN!!!! YOU BASTARDS NEED TO GET A LIFE! LEARN TO FACE REALITY! GET A HEART, FOR REAL! TO ALL OF THOSE WHO STILL KEEP IT REAL AND STILL BELIEVE IN BEING OF PURE HEART AND DOING YOUR BEST IN LIFE AND TOWARDS OTHER PEOPLE... THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU.~~~~~~~********RIP THOMAS LEE SAUNDERS JR. AUGUST 5, 1986-SEPTEMBER 25, 2006...I MISS YOU SO MUCH*******~~~~~~~~..IF YOU HAVE YAHOO OR MSN MESSENGER AND I'M WILLING TO ACCEPT, MY SCREEN NAME IS THE SAME... JESS52584
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