The lights of the apple, the numb air taking away my warmth Im standing on the corner, blinded by the greed that has overcome They say you learn from mistakes, I used to blame myself on this city But like my fathers advice, your life is what you make it to be I wont wake up tomorrow feeling any better with the life I lead. Its like no matter my thoughts, its like theres demons inside of me My mistakes shine brighter than these lights, my reputation proceeds me I wake up every morning, clenching my sheets from the nightmares I dream It seems like I cant face the truth, like im cheating defeat. The truth is the only Nightmare iv seen is when I catch the reflection of me.In this house, there was a home And in this room I wasn’t alone Just listen to the silence, just listen to the voices of the past On this street there was dreams to be lived, in this town there was hopes of success But don’t let it bring you down, don’t let it get to your head Theres no such thing as happiness, I am a liar, I am a sinner Theres no such thing as perfect, I am a failure, I am nothing Why cant I believe in something? Why am I left here to die Its like the world revolves around everyone else, So what if Im selfish, so what if I want some things Im already living hell, what worse can happen to me?