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About Me

Du stellst dich in den Sturm und schreist. Ich bin hier - Ich bin frei

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. That my friends, is life.

"To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting." ~e. e. cummings

God is really amazing. He is continuing to change my life every day. I was lost... but now I'm found. I had died inside... but now I've been born again. These chains that held me bound and depressed have been released and now I'm free. Freedom is such an amazing feeling. My God is an awesome God and his love endures forever.I'm 22 years old. I currently reside in Northern Virginia and have been here for about 3 years. I work at a company called Burk & Associates for now, but I'm working on the side to certify as a professional dog trainer. I really want to focus on dogs with behavior problems to offer more options to people besides just giving their poor dogs up because they can't handle their behavior problems. Sounds exciting right? Meh... maybe not to you lol.
I have a cat named Goober who's a year old. I love him, but he's Satan... no... really. I also have a Border Collie mix named Bamm Bamm. Hes 2 years old. He's kind of my new training prospect... watch out ladies... he's a bit of a flirt.
I am single and love it. Being single can honestly be freeing. I'm able to take this time to work on myself and my relationship with God.
Take chances. Take a lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel. Always be you and be okay with it
I'll add more to this later. Don't feel like it right now.
Here's my flicker account. I pretty much host my photography here:
http://skittledoo.deviantart.com/

"IF YOUR THOUGHTS SHOULD TURN TO DEATH... GOTTA STOMP THEM OUT, LIKE A CIGARETTE."


Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly.
If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you always got!
Never allow others to put obstacles in the pathway of your dreams.
Ok... so my awesome cuz is a tattoo artist. He does some amazing work. You can check out some of it on his myspace page in his pics place. Anywhoo... if you're ever in Cali I highly demand you check out his shop... or else I'll send the ninjas after you... got it? http://www.myspace.com/blackeyesandbruises209

"I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. -Charles Swindall"


My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who can appreciate me for who I am and not try to change me into someone I'm not meant to be. I'd like to ultimately meet a man who will lead me more towards God... a man who is truly seeking after God's love and calling in his life.I'd also like to meet more friends because one could never have too many friends...

My Blog

A Rescuer

Below a watchful moonlight's glow Across thickets bound in thorns There find you a little weeping girl A heart in pain; her clothes are torn Confined to misery by hidden chains There she pines to was...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 04:58:00 GMT

Putting on my armor... preparing to keep on fighting

For too long I have been running from everything in my life. Today I feel like I can finally handle it all. I can finally grip it. God never gives us more than we can handle right? I've got goals I ai...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 14:52:00 GMT

Taking charge, standing up

Today feels so different from the norm. I haven't felt this way in over 3 years. I feel like I'm finally beginning to get myself back on the right track. Last night was a complete turning point for me...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 15:40:00 GMT

Didnt want to write this... but did anyway

" You might cry, you might even cry so much that there are no more tears left inside of you, that you feel you've become dry, but still your grief lets you make decisions and lets you grow as a person...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 15:06:00 GMT

Its a beautiful day in my neighborhood... not much

So... I live in the ghetto....Anyways... we have our own police force strictly for our neighborhood to give you an idea how bad it is. There's a lot of gang activity in here, drug busts, stabbings, sh...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 15:22:00 GMT

Moving on in forward motion

Forget it... I need to stop letting myself get down about this situation. How is that going to help me heal? It's not... I know this situation is not going to be easy... but the truth of the matter i...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 04:31:00 GMT

Take me as I am

My mind has been all over the place lately. I've been trying to get myself out of the house so that I can forget about him. I can't forget about him. I'm having a blast going out and hanging out with ...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 14:32:00 GMT

Trapped

Feeling trapped in a shadow of despair; clawing through fallen rocks that trap me down here. Unable to breathe. I know there's light on the other side; calling at me through the cracks of the deb...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 05:18:00 GMT

Broken

Tossed through the waves and pulled under into dark shadow drowning... falling... ...falling drowning... I will make it through. I made it through before. I will make it through again falling... Why d...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 19:43:00 GMT

Entangled in my Afflictions

Sometimes I feel so broken and torn. I find myself locked in a small room of cold concrete slabs overgrown in putrid mold. Moon of the night shines her soft rays through the small barred window much t...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 05:52:00 GMT