if I could only...

take my own advice i'd be perfect.but alas, i am coming to terms with the fact that i might always be this socially awkward bumbling fuck.fully aware of the right words, yet incapable of pushing them ...
Posted by -Hot Carl- Subway Pisser Extraordinaire on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 01:47:00 PST

life is...

what's right in front of you!it's not about waiting for the right moment,cuz you've probably already missed it.just a little reminder: YOU'RE ALIVE!!!it's funny how, in the end, we all want the same ...
Posted by -Hot Carl- Subway Pisser Extraordinaire on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 11:25:00 PST

maybe some things...

really are better left unsaid.oh life and its' lessons...
Posted by -Hot Carl- Subway Pisser Extraordinaire on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 01:26:00 PST

now im sitting. now im standing. now im spinning.

everything's moving. everything's changing.i feel so tired. and yet so alive with hope.energized by thoughts of the wild unknown.lately i've been dreaming of perfect.i wonder if she's been dreaming of...
Posted by -Hot Carl- Subway Pisser Extraordinaire on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 12:40:00 PST

I am gonna...

smash this fucking shell.wish me luck.
Posted by -Hot Carl- Subway Pisser Extraordinaire on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 11:26:00 PST

Sorry I cant...

figure out how to shrink the files from my digital camera small enough so that I can upload them for you to see. Here's an update anyway. New York is fucking amazing. I still kinda feel like a tourist...
Posted by -Hot Carl- Subway Pisser Extraordinaire on Mon, 28 May 2007 09:52:00 PST

first off...

minus the bear is fucking amazing. anybody who hasnt heard them must go listen now. speaking of minus the bear, they are playing a show at pops in sawget (as said by queer rocket summer guy) on t...
Posted by -Hot Carl- Subway Pisser Extraordinaire on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 11:57:00 PST

I've spent my whole life...

preparing for life. when do i actually get to   FUCKING LIVE?...
Posted by -Hot Carl- Subway Pisser Extraordinaire on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 12:38:00 PST

This could be...

  United Nations (feat. Rickley and Palumbo) To Release AlbumPosted on 01-31-07 by Jared Kaufman United Nations (a grindcore project featuring Geoff Rickley of Thursday, Daryl Palumo of GlassJAw/...
Posted by -Hot Carl- Subway Pisser Extraordinaire on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 10:22:00 PST

John Lennon is surely turning in his grave...

at the thought of being murdered by a b-list actor/musician  the likes of Jared fucking Leto. Have you no shame 30 Seconds to Mars? (see below) Sean Lennon Not Happy With Pal Lohan's New FilmPubl...
Posted by -Hot Carl- Subway Pisser Extraordinaire on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 11:54:00 PST