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shawndra!

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

when i was nine years old, i told my brother that i was going to be "something big." i started the next day, but i still have a long way to go.

My Interests

truth and fear go hand in hand.

I'd like to meet:

i meet him every morning of my life.

Music:

"there's a natural mystic blowing through the air."

Movies:

i wish they were shorter.

Books:

the acts of the apostles.

Heroes:

anyone who goes after what they want or stands up for what they believe in.

My Blog

you.

you are like new york city. big and bold and loud, and a mess. you are the cavity in my chest. swallowing me like a spiritual vacuum. but still i want you in any way that i can have you.   you ar...
Posted by shawndra! on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 12:51:00 PST

stigmata.

beneath my flesh, i feel the blood rush. i am restless. you are the culprit beneath my flesh. burning fire through my veins and suctioning my heart into your copper hands, wrinkled and worn as war...
Posted by shawndra! on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:34:00 PST

blood pressure.

i am cold on the surface. but my insides are burning like hot tea on my tongue. the heat sears through me like a glance between lovers. i try to breathe fire to release this magic from my body before ...
Posted by shawndra! on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:30:00 PST

flower.

i have a flower in my hand. it feels like it smells like it would taste if i touched it to my tongue. i have a flower. and it wilts like it grows like it would sound if it were a song ...
Posted by shawndra! on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 05:04:00 PST

ancestor.

your spirit is manifested in my mother's hands as she braids rows of corn into my head.   "sit back, be still" she says.   i sit on the floor between her legs, and cringe.   "ho...
Posted by shawndra! on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:43:00 PST

preamble.

love is elusive. like an august firefly teasing its way in and out of your mason jar.  and love hurts.  the kind of pain that reaches so deep inside you, you disappear into yourself trying t...
Posted by shawndra! on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:38:00 PST

the cost of living.

i hail hollywood strip and late night talk shows, begging me to face my thoughts. so i watch them both so carefully that it may take a while for me to see the difference between them and me.  &nb...
Posted by shawndra! on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:28:00 PST

idling.

i said, "choose me."   and watched you fastly tuck your heart in like cold bed sheets. sheets i used to lie in every night, as we warmed them with the heat of our bodies. now I am bound by t...
Posted by shawndra! on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:18:00 PST

closing in.

you sent your heart through the mail from colorado.  a silver laden sapphire piece of you. the wires twist and swirl from end to end colliding colors and consistency. i wrap your heart around ...
Posted by shawndra! on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:26:00 PST