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tawn. c.r.u.s.hme TEARME b.r.e.a.kme MOLDME

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

My Interests

I'd like to meet:




it's no suprise to me
i am my own worst enemy
cuz every now and then
i kick the livin' s**t out of me

Yeah!
Here comes the queen of the Midwest
T to the A to the W to the N EEE
My homies in the back puffin on some ooo wee





love (luv) pronunciation
n.

1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
3. Perry Klave.

I live my life fighting; it is, to me, one battle that I doubt I'll ever win.

I'm not afraid of the truth, or knowing I'm wrong. It's when someone abuses that privilege of knowledge.
I like diversity and wish people would accept more of it.
Beauty lies every where in this vast world, and it amazes me how my generation fails to see this.
I don't long for the answers of life, because I know i'm ready for them.
You probably have the wrong idea of me and pretend like you know me from what you hear through the grape vine when in reality you probably don’t even know me at all.
I grew up too fast for my own good and I've seen things at a young age most people don't.
Sometimes I wonder when everyone will stop being afraid to act their age. I need motivation, an example. I need someone to look at and feel motivated to follow in their footsteps.

Sometimes having a little proof doesn't hurt. Not proof in God, but proof I'll make it.
I'll search for love forever because in my heart I know I deserve it.
"if you take a second to look back and realize..
that falling in love with someone is just a series of random events that are between you and anyone who fits your standards. it's just a bunch of chemicals that are just surfacing back and force. it's not the reason you exist;; not for "living to meet that one person, my special soulmate." come to your senses and accept that we're only animals.
It's that moment when you know you hit rockbottom when you're love leaves you;; and all you can do is sit back and scream "where are my god damn endorphins?"
It's just Candy.
Find a new bar."
-Tawny Jill S.

these guys are my santuary ♥

Music:

I like music, I guess you could say I am a music whore, thus I always have this desire to seek out new music.
A few points that need to be made for the people who can't get over that someone likes a differeent genre than you.

1. Music is art.
2. Art is interprative.

music
Tegan&&Sara. baby huey. akon. boys like girls. baby boy. a change of pace. ludacris. young jeezy. chingy. start trouble. taking back sunday. sublime. SOAD. SPM. shop boys. the scene aesthetic. RHCP. Paula Deanda. lil wayne. lil wyte. KMK

..I don't give out the song on my profile;;
im a selfish bitch like that.
Sure you can find the song by yourself, but idk.
I hate when people take all my music and then rag about OTHERS listening to it when they take all of my bands. && try and be me.

Movies:

Yea
im off in this bitch
puffin dro guards in this bitch
im leanin in this bitch
we got freaks in the bitch
and we deep in this bitch

Heroes:


perry baby klave...

i still love you.
want you
miss you.
no matter what you say
i did not touch, nor will i touch another guy, when i feel this way.
Miss Tammy Mansfield R.I.P

Bahaha. you cracked me up girl, straight up.
You brought it in the sweetest cd to taco johns as we sneakily listened to music as we closed [-even though my stereo doesnt isnt very loud]
i remmeber you being there, FLIPPING out about me coming to work after winning a giant ass gorilla. and then bringing it home, and trying to think of a name for it. May you're up there, thinkin of a name for it haha.
You were a beautiful soul, Tammy.
i miss you already.
see you soon.
Mr. James Denekas

You. are the greatest man. alive
im not even joking here
if you could be just like you are. but in a 16 year old
i would be your best friend
you have a crazy way of teaching
and i love when you pull me aside after or before school and compliment me on my ideas in class, or if i wasnt in class that day, how he says class really lacked without me and that i brighten the class up when im there
thank you, Mr. Denekas, for making me think of myself as something more then i ever thought i was.
Craig!

boy. you're so pretty
you've always been there for me
ever since t hat one day I was sitting at the mall
and you randomly came up to me and asked if I wanted a hug
: ]
you inspire me to be 100% of myself.
if i need someone to talk to, i've always got you to cry with.
Hannah
You.
are really sweet
and god damn pretty
anddddd we're sweet friends who talk almost every day
&& the only one that truely understands "kitten mittens" haha
lets hang out some more
and do that slumber party/junk food movie day someday soon
you're fucking sweet, hoe.
i love how like you sit next to me and a bunch of perverted guys at lunch
&& you always happen to bring up a conversation, that actually matters
not something like if Peaches can nail rachel wells haha
Sami
you. you're there for me.
from that time i cried my eyes out after perry broke up for me.
you drove your skinny ass to remsen for me.
we had that talk, that really got me thinkin, hey. this girl means a shitton to me.
thanks for buying my slushies and shit, takin me bowling.
you arent afraid to be yourself, and i love it. just remember
LOOK OUT FOR THE GLASS ha
D-Loc [-kmk]

I love you're band
you're solo raps
you're fucking hot
i want a backstage pass to fucking chill with you, boyy.
ALICE

Samuel

Oh how i missed you!
you're my bestie
&& i was dieing without you
we've been through thick && thin
but i know we'll make it through
i feel like i can tell you everything
without really, saying much
it's like you understand everything
you're hella smart and i always learn something weird and funny when im with you
thanks♥
Samee: ]

She's a dirty whore
&& i love her for it.
her && our love poem making
&& butterfly making.
Alonso! : ]

You are the coolest mexican in lemars.
noooo doubt.
i love how, you're the only reason I come to algebra, no doubt [/that why sometimes i skip haha]
andd how was talk for HOURS on the phone, and yet we are always talking about something.
You're really sweet. && if I REALLY had something to talk about. i'd totally come to you. because you're just that wonderful.
plus you're a cutey
Whorey Cory!

you're oh so pretty
i remember taking a picture with you and moe the last day of school
and now you're so dreamy
i would do you and jesse at the same time.
i love 6th hour study hall
&& your cutting flowers and our talks about jesse
You and samee are amazing : ]
i wouldnt have study hall any other way
kimtastic

so... you're pretty much a dollface
i want to steal you.
stuff you
&& cuddle you when i go to bed
welll... that. in a non-creepy way
I need to come to see you
and all your sillyness. : ]
or you can hopscotch your toosh over to me or something sexy like that ♥♥♥♥
Keefer

yeah! of course my rats named after this boy
i dont remmeber how i met him;; or where.
but I do know i miss him
i miss our talks and out lampshades on our heads
Megan
you are simply one of the prettiest girls I've ever seen
&& oh dear I miss you.
&& i love our talks about boys and theresa and things for theresa ♥
i uberly hope i get to see you soon. eek
Aimeeizzle
YOU!
sit behind me in science.
you have since last quarter, and you will for the next 9 days that i will be at hinton.
You're reallly sweet.
Anddd you and I have the same taste in guys.
mmmmm JACKSON! [ You remind me of a ghetto gangsta girl. which is sweet, you lucky bitch.
you're really sweet, and pretty.
and I envy you
Courtney.
You. are really cool shit
You're fun, crazy, spunky, bode, and, adorable ^_^
you're who I wanna be when I grow up!
haha what a good speech, you're hte coolest girl at hinton, even if no one else thinks that.
we have to dye our hair bright blue and red and pink.
my mom will let me. how abuot your family? hmmm?
wellllll. I like how you got me a stoner Frog pot stasher.
It makes me happy that i got presents.
Im gonna find something really sweet for you
You're the easiest one to shop for because well
me and you are identical in what we like even though it doesnt look like it, haha.
you're way to sweet.

My Blog

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Posted by tawn. c.r.u.s.hme TEARME b.r.e.a.kme MOLDME on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 02:18:00 PST

Hollow Skulls.

Can I sing this chorus for you? This crazed outcast of feelings. This idea of mine its a joke, we're all a joke. if I could take my strength into your vocal cords, so you'd speak to me, I would. s...
Posted by tawn. c.r.u.s.hme TEARME b.r.e.a.kme MOLDME on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 07:21:00 PST

Reign Of a Victim

I would tie me to the tracks if you would walk for me.I would go where I never belonged, if you'd live for me.and if you're eyes drift away for another breeding night,Id keep my eyes closed, pulling m...
Posted by tawn. c.r.u.s.hme TEARME b.r.e.a.kme MOLDME on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 07:18:00 PST

Your smile is my tombstone.

You're just geetting riled upwith the account of tricks on the dead truth you've been givenEven with your fictional picturesThe world seemed brighter before the paint brush sungyou were a lowlife on t...
Posted by tawn. c.r.u.s.hme TEARME b.r.e.a.kme MOLDME on Thu, 25 May 2006 07:47:00 PST

Its all-state speech time <3

Kyle ish GREEAT            BTW. GOD IS FAKE. I got kicked out of Barnes And Nobles For Putting The Bibles In The Fiction Section. ahhhh best sentance ever. Gonna do it...
Posted by tawn. c.r.u.s.hme TEARME b.r.e.a.kme MOLDME on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 12:00:00 PST