About Me
To my dearest family,
some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years
because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...
that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,
knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.MAY 30,2006LUIS(BABY),
DAMB CUBAN Y U HAD 2 GO? U WERE THE MOST AMAZING PERSON I KNEW. YOUNG BUT MATURE 4 UR AGE! I KNOW WE WENT THREW OUR UPS & DOWNS!!! BUT I JUST WANT U 2 KNOW THAT I LOVE U! WAT WE HAD WAS AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP!THERES NO WORDS THAT CAN EXPLAIN HOW MUCH PAIN I'M IN! LUIS I'M SO SORRY 4 EVERY THING I'VE DONE IN THE PAST! MAYBE IF WE WERE 2 GETHER NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED! I KNOW UR LOOKIN DOWN ON ME WATCHIN ME SUFFER! I MISS U SO MUCH! DAMB 2 THINK OF U & NOT BEING ABEL 2 CALL U 2 HERE UR VOICE, FEEL UR PRECIOUS TENDER KISSES,BE ALL CUDDLED UP IN THE BED THAT SHIT HURTS!NOW ALL I GOT IS MEMORY'S!! NOT THAT I MIND IT'S A GOOD THING BUT U WERE SUPPOSED 2 BE HERE REMINESSIN WIT ME LIKE WE ALWAYS DID WHEN WE WERE 2GETHER!!I JUST HOPE U CAN 4 GIVE ME! I FEEL CRAZY CAUSE I STILL CALL UR PHONE 2 HEAR UR VOICE MAIL! I READ ALL THE TEXT I SENT U!IT'S SAD AN ORDER 4 ME 2 SEE U I WOULD HAVE 2 COME ON MY PAGE! REMEMBER ALL THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD! WHEN WE 1RST STARTED ALWAYS IN THE HALLS AT SCHOOL WALKIN EACH OTHER 2 CLASS OR 2 OUR CHILLEN SPOT NEXT 2 MS. B'S ROOM ,THE FIRST TIME I WENT 2 UR HOUSE & CHILLED! THE FIRST TIME U TOLD ME U LOVED ME IN DIANNA'S HOUSE DRUNKER THAN EVER!LOL THE FIRST TIME I TOLD U THAT I LOVED U I REMEBER! IT WUZ THE DAY AFTER GRADUATION WHEN I LEFT 2 GEORGIA!I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER EAST STREET DAYS THEY WERE THE BEST MEMORY'S EVER! WHEN WE GOT SO DRUNK & WALKED 4RUM MARYANN'S CRIB & I THOUGHT WE WEREN'T EVER GONNA MAKE IT THERE!LOL I'LL REMEMBER THE DAY I WOKE UP & SAID FUCK IT I'M GONNA GET MY BABY'S NAME TATTED ON MY BACK THEN AFTER I WENT 2 UR HOUSE & SAW THE BIGGEST SMILE ON UR FACE LOVIN IT!THE TIMES WHEN WE MADE A BED ON THE LIVING ROOM FLOOR OUT OF PILLOWS & BLANKETS LOL GHETTO!REMEMBERING THE TIMES WHEN U WANTED 2 SLEEP ON THE SAME COUCH 2GETHER KNOWING THAT WE BOTH WERE FAT AS HELL & I THOUGHT IT WUZ INPOSSIBLE BUT U ALWAYS MADE IT WORK & THE NEXT MORNING OUR NECKS WOULD BE ALL CRAMPED!LOL REMEMBERING ME LAY ON UR CHEST COUNTIN YOUR HEART BEATS!REMEMBERING WAKEN UP 2 SEE U WATCHING ME SLEEP THEN I THOUGHT IT WUZ SO CREEPY BUT NOW I WISH I CAN HAVE THAT MOMENT BACK SO BAD!REMEMBERING ALL THE TIMES U TOOK UR MOMS CAR 2 COME & SEE ME!THE TIME WE WENT 2 HARTFORD 2 UR MOM'S MANS GAMES WHEN WE WALKED THREW THE PARK!REMEBERING ALL THE TIMES THAT WE HUNG UP ON EACH OTHER JUST 2 SEE WHO WOULD CALL BACK LOL!2 SEE WHO GOT IT BADD!!LOL WE BOTH DID!!NO MATTER WAT WE NEVER STAYED MAD AT EACH OTHER!BABY REMEMBER THE LAST TIME U SPOKE 2 ME ON THE PHONE & I SENT U A TEXT AFTER TELLIN U "THANX 4 CALLIN ME U MADE MY DAY ALL I WANTED WAS TO HEAR UR VIOCE MUAH!"I REMEMBER LIKE IT WUZ YESTERDAY!I REMEMBER U ALWAY'S WANTED ME 2 COOK U BACON & I NEVER DID & U NEVER LET THAT GO U USED 2 TELL ME WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW 2 COOK BACON THAT WAS SO FUNNY! THERE SO MANY MEMORY'S OF US THAT WILL NEVER DIE OUT I COULD GO ON 4 DAYS!BUT NONE OF THEM COMPARE 2 THIS 1 WHEN U TAUGHT BRIANNA HOW 2 THROW THE SETS UP & WE TOOK THE PICTURE OF HER WIT THE RED BANDANA THAT SHIT WUZ FUNNY!EVERY TIME I LOOK AT THAT PICTURE I THINK OF U! SHE REALLY LOVED U! I KNOW U LOVED HER!SHE WUZ UR LIL DOO OOOO'S!LOL REMEMBER U HAD HER SAYIN PER-GANK-GANK!LOL SHE LOOKED UP 2 YOU!I LOVED THE WAY U TREATED HER LIKE SHE WAS UR OWN!& THATS Y I LOVED U SO MUCH!I APPRECIATED THAT!BABY IT WUZN'T UR TIME 2 GO!REMEMBER U USED 2 TELL ME THAT WE WERE GONNA GET MARRIED & I WUZ GONNA BE UR BABY MAMA!! NO 1 ELSE COULD EVER AMOUNT 2 WAT WE HAD!!! AND I'M THANKFUL UR MOTHER BROUGHT U INTO THIS WORLD!! & THAT I HAD AN OPPERTUNITY 2 MEET A LOVING PERSON LIKE U!! OMYRA THANK U 1NCE AGAIN!!! LUIS I KNOW THERES ALOT OF PEOPLE READING THIS AND WONDERING WAT I'M TALKIN ABOUT BUT THATS 4 US 2 KNOW U KNOW WAT I'M TALKIN ABOUT!BABY I WISH U WERE HERE HOLDIN ME! U HAVE NO IDEA HOW I FELT WHEN I WENT 2 SEE WHERE THE ACCIDENT HAPPENED! I STILL DON'T WANT 2 EXCEPT THE FACT THAT UR GONE! DAMB IT'S REALLY HITTEN ME HARD!I LOVE U ALWAY & 4EVER!
"4RUM UR GIRL"
DENISE
