♥Çamera-whØre♥

I have nothing to prove... and yes I am different now from what I was a year ago. Its called change.... and I think I have changed for the better. So all you pricks that I hated at school who want to be friends with me now you can go FUCK!!!
Well what is there to say about me? I mean it's not like any one actually reads your profile anyway but here goes I'll take a shot at telling you a little about my life...
Well first of all I go out with my beautiful boyfriend Jak. We met in the pub and we have been together almost a year and I love him to bits.
I go to college and I am studying my A levels.
I am a Veggie!
I love all kinds of rock music (thats put in very simple terms)
I dress differently to most people.
I'm a nutter.
I like Guinness.
I love picture comments as they make me feel special.
I talk alot of crap.
I am a camera whore and a poser!
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This is a poem Jak wrote for me...
Because of you I can say things that I never shared with any other soul and you absorb everything I say.
Because of you I share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved.
Because of you if something wonderful happens, I can't wait to tell you about it, knowing you will share in my excitement.
Because of you I'm not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when we make fools of ourselves.
Because of you there is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when you are around.
Because of you I can be myself without worrying about what you will think of me because you love me for who I am.
Because of you the things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in my heart to cherish forever.
Because of you Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all.
Because of you there's no need for continuous conversation when you are around, but I find I'm happy in just having you nearby.
Because of you on every occasion and in everything I do you are always on my mind.
Because of you I have opened my heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken and in opening my heart to you, I experience a love and joy that I never dreamed possible.
Because of you I find strength in knowing I have a true friend and possibly a soul mate that will remain loyal to the end.
Because of you Amy, my love, my Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile and I would like to thank you for everything you have done in the hope my life will always be with you.
Here is another poem he wrote for me...
I think of you day and night,
you truly are my heart,
if something ever happened to you,
I'd probably fall apart,
I need you in my life,
as if you couldn't tell,
if you weren't here,
I'd probably burn in hell,
you make me a better person,
you really truly do,
and if I think I can't make it,
you always help me through,
I wrote this just for you
to let you know I care,
and how much I want to thank you,
for always being there.
With you around me,
You always make me smile
i love it when im with you,
If only for a while,
And all your wounds and scars,
I will try and purify,
I will always love you Amy,
Until the day that I die.
Love you sweetie xxxjakxxx