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I don’t consider myself to be any one subculture like rocker, stoner, thug, what ever. I have always been able to find something in common with anyone. I guess that’s why I have been called all of them at one point or another.I have always been interested in how the world works and how the people that inhabit it interact and what causes them to act in the way they do. I guess I like finding what makes people tick. Not in a manipulative way or a vindictive way. I like to find what makes a person a constant rather than a variable. Most Philosophy dictates that people are random variables whose greater behavior is in some way organized chaos or dictated buy some higher power. Every thing that I have experienced in my relatively short existence has pointed to nothing more than cause and affect rather than some pre ordained destiny. The way that we, as humans and just sentient beings have any chance of a preordained future is by the choices we make in life. If you make desishons to exercise the variable to find love you improve your chances of finding it. The same works for ending up in jail. Many of these factors are largely influenced buy the individual's world that: 1 you grew up in and 2: the world that you have chosen to surround your self with. We do not have the ability to change the world as a whole but we do have the ability to choose what part of it we live in and inter act with. Make life choices with the intention of reaching the out come that you want or you best fit into and you will find happiness. Your utopia, nirvana, and heaven on earth are out there. It's up to you to put your self in the position to find it or have it find you. Like all systems in life, there are still the random probabilities that things happen out of you control. Good people having bad things happen to them and ass holes becoming president. When in a position of political or spiritual leadership or teaching it is the week and short sighted individual that falls into using that position for ones own benefit. When the whole reason for that position in the first place is to try to protect the many individual worlds that people have created for them selves, for that is the true American dream, to be able to look around you and chose what your life will be and the legacy you can strive to leave in your wake. Human interaction with, and there management of, the world (planet) in which they live is limited by there life span. Most people start to think about the life that they lived and the legacy that they will leave when they have reached an age where there death is well within there ability to foresee. This is one of the down falls of man. I my self had my first near death experience at the age of 12 and I have had 3 since. The first time that I was faced with the contemplation of my own mortality was at the age of 8 when my grandpa died. I have spent the majority of my life with a VERY real view on life and how fragile and powerful it really is. If each individual starts to choose a positive world to interact in and to surround them selves with then and only then will man kind be able to change the world.