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About Me


My names Rhiannon. Things have happened which have changed my life forever. For the better. I'm going to get out of this place. Even if I have to climb every impossible mountain, I'll make it. I know I can. I refuse to end up like the rest.
I model in my spare time and if you're a photographer and interested in working with me you can reach me on; www.modelmayhem.com/rhiannonguest
Hardly ever online anymore. Busy with work etc.
Don't give me perfection; Give me you.
You've always been good to me
Even when i'm not good to myself
You've always been fair to me
Even when i'm not fair to myself
You've always done right by me
So I will do right by you
- Damian Marley
Somehow these lyrics cried out to me when I heard them. You've helped me believe in myself again. Thank you.
"Turn down the headlights. Empty the ashtrays.
Sweep out of the airway, what's left of our time.
Oh, you can use my body to do what you have to,
but stay a little longer,
stay with me"
Ze End
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Life's full of surprises. Some good and some bad. We lose loved ones in our lives. Some of their passings taint us forever, and some we manage to grieve over in a relatively short space of time.
We gain friends, friends who we think will be around forever with us. Friends that we believe we'll know until we ourselves are old and grey. But we also lose friends, to other people, through our own doings or through theirs. Sometimes it's just growing apart. It's the experience though that we should always remember and hold dear to us.
We should always remember the people that were our friends, for those are the ones that held us up when we were down, and helped us be happier than ever in our lives.
In life some people experience love. Love of all different kinds. We believe that we will be with that one person until death parts us. When our life's path splits with the one we love we feel bitter, we wanted them forever, but forever never came. But never forget the people you loved. For they made your life worth living more so than your friends did in some cases. And although forever never arrived when it came to spending your life with them, your memories will last for eternity.
I do know this has nothing to do with who I am. It's just how I've been feeling recently. Far too many people forget who and what made them into what they are today. Life experiences are a minority in such a vast world.
I want to live every day as my last but I'm not sure how I can do that.
In short I'm rather easy to get on with. I really enjoy the company of my friends, for nothing could be better right now. I've managed to find people I really click with, and people that understand where I'm coming from when I say something. And that means I can understand them too, which is always a bonus.
I love my music as it honestly does get me through the day, I'm not only into one type, I listen to many different genres of music. Why only allow yourself to listen to metal when theres acoustic and mellow rock? :]
Music and friends. It's all I'm about really.
And I know this about me is a complete and utter waste of your myspacing time, but I thought I should put this up. And I have.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Quotes ^_^ "You just said you love me, now if I say I love you and just throw caution to the wind
and let the chips fall where they may and you're lying to me I'm gonna fuckin' die." - Christian Slater in True Romance

"I know life is short, whatever time you get is luck. You want to walk? You walk right now.
Or on your own... on your own you choose to come with me.
And all I know is... all I know is there's no point in me going anywhere anymore if it's going to be alone... without you." - Robert De Niro in Heat

"Amid the chaos of that day, when all I could hear was the thunder of gunshots, and all I could smell was the violence in the air, I look back and am amazed that my thoughts were so clear and true, that three words went through my mind endlessly, repeating themselves like a broken record: you're so cool, you're so cool, you're so cool. And sometimes Clarence asks me what I would have done if he had died, if that bullet had been two inches more to the left. To this, I always smile, as if I'm not going to satisfy him with a response. But I always do. I tell him of how I would want to die, but that the anguish and the want of death would fade like the stars at dawn, and that things would be much as they are now. Perhaps." - Patricia Arquette in True Romance

"Everything is ok in the end. If everything isn't ok, it isn't the end." - Anonymous

"Laugh and the world laughs with you. Weep and you weep alone." - Oldboy

Who I'd Like to Meet:

Joanne. I have so many amazing memories with this one person.
Like drinking on the streets and sniggering when bouncers ask us if we're drunk, going the sugarmill and pushing people pretending it was an accident.
Going the multi, drinking vodka and vimto like its going out of fashion, calling people messy and starting fights.
Us in my mums car together trying to act like we're sober and giggling cause we know she doesn't believe us. She's always been there for me when everyone else was too busy.
She's been the most amazing person in my life for 4 years now, and I wouldn't trade a second of it for anything in the world. I'll always have her back, no matter what. We've gotten through countless bottles of vodka together, and I know we'll get through countless more.

Ben Gibbard, Jack Black, Bill Bailey and Kele Okereke please. They're perfect. Oh and the not so perfect Dylan Moran ;]
And for the ladies; Brody Dalle, Vicky Blows, Tegan and Sara would all be ideal ;]
Failing that, a proper pretty girl would be epic.

My Blog

12.

Hold my hand one last timePlease dont ever let this moment endTears stream from my eyesThe mist begins to descendRivers form below my feetAlong them sail boats of opportunityYet which shall I sail upo...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 14:34:00 GMT

11. Unrequitted

For so long have I wanderedAmong desolate ruins and failed crusadersStepping over broken bodiesUpon the battlefield where all was lost.Yet I have never come across another soulWho is as lost in thei...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jan 2009 16:49:00 GMT

10. The top 10.

1. You're still number one to me. After all these years we've spent together bitching and moaning. We've not had us time in too long and I really miss it.I miss you most of all. You always make me lau...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 17:59:00 GMT

9. 2009. New Year, Stale Start.

So here it is, the fabled new year. Where everything old is pushed out. And everything new is bought in.People make promises to themselves, this year they'll be healthier, try to quit that bad habit a...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 17:43:00 GMT

7.

Cool sunlight blurs your beautiful face,Those deep warm eyes look away.How could everything oppose each otherSo swiftly and un-noticed.I stand alone under harsh moonlightIts purpose serves only to dar...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 15:33:00 GMT

2.

1 - You've helped me through so much and I don't think I'll ever be able to repay you. You made me realise that I'm stronger than I thought at first, and when life kicks me to the kerb I can pull myse...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 00:33:00 GMT

Oxymorons

You're a mix of oxymorons. Perfection though in my eyes. You always will be. Release me or capture me.I'm the love bird in a cage.Trapped by emotions.By iron bars of nievity.Maybe one day.I'll be your...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 18:25:00 GMT