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My name is Nick. Life treats me pretty good where ever it takes me. I'm a sagittarius that always wants what he can't have, and never gets what he wants. I like things that no one else seems to like. Which begs the question, if no one else likes them how do they even exist? 80s music, Marilyn Manson's voice, the colors black and white together, extremely tight jeans, when girls wear shoulder bags, multi-colored hair with glue in it, singing in the car/shower, smoking outside a coffee shop, dancing in the car/shower, tattoos/piercings, light blue eyes, all either make me feel sexy or are just sexy by themselves. I've never been able to say that I really enjoy doing anything in particular and yet I can have fun doing just about everything. I have no built in talents, no hard-wired skills that would excel me above and beyond anyone else, but I can do anything...if I try. When things are too easy I shrink away from them. As soon as I lost my virginity I slept around with as many girls as I could. Realizing how old and shallow that can get I decided to start looking for "the one". Couldn't have been a bigger mistake. The harder I look the less I find. The older I get the larger my disgust for chocolate grows. I love all animals and sometimes I swear they're reading my mind. I hella have the craziest dreams. I say "crazy" and "hella" more than anyone. I'm constantly making blanket comments about subjects that just should not be generalized. I wish I could even pretend that I am an intellectual. I'm completely vain and clinically obsessed with myself. I feel constantly conflicted with the way I look. If only society allowed us all to look however we wanted without prejudice, even though I think we're getting there. I hate how everything seems to revolve around money. Maybe thats just because I never seem to have any.
I think 99% of everyone that has ever met me thought I was gay(at first that is). It doesn't last, and doesn't really bother me anymore. "Data" from StarTrek forever will be my favorite T.V. personality. I wish I lived in an 80s movie[ Weird Science ]. I hate stereotypes but I'm always pointing them out. I can be hilariously funny at times, usually at my own expense, but its all good right? I love to work the camera! I could very possibly be a director or photographer. Making movies is a passion, definitely. The longer I'm around someone the more they start to talk like me, and me like them. I imagine myself as anti-conformity, absolute individuality, but I'm frequently conforming and melting into comfortable background colors. Although, in reality, I am a people person to the core. I love big groups, and huge gatherings of people. I love being the center of attention; all eyes on me isn't a bad thing at all. I love people that see the small things, and get joy from them. I love the unusual, the minority, the dark and sexual. My mind is trapped in a perpetual fantasy while my body just keeps absorbing the pains of reality. I always want more.
