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Nick Porter

Sometimes we don't do things we want to do so that others won't know we want to do them

About Me

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My name is Nick. Life treats me pretty good where ever it takes me. I'm a sagittarius that always wants what he can't have, and never gets what he wants. I like things that no one else seems to like. Which begs the question, if no one else likes them how do they even exist? 80s music, Marilyn Manson's voice, the colors black and white together, extremely tight jeans, when girls wear shoulder bags, multi-colored hair with glue in it, singing in the car/shower, smoking outside a coffee shop, dancing in the car/shower, tattoos/piercings, light blue eyes, all either make me feel sexy or are just sexy by themselves. I've never been able to say that I really enjoy doing anything in particular and yet I can have fun doing just about everything. I have no built in talents, no hard-wired skills that would excel me above and beyond anyone else, but I can do anything...if I try. When things are too easy I shrink away from them. As soon as I lost my virginity I slept around with as many girls as I could. Realizing how old and shallow that can get I decided to start looking for "the one". Couldn't have been a bigger mistake. The harder I look the less I find. The older I get the larger my disgust for chocolate grows. I love all animals and sometimes I swear they're reading my mind. I hella have the craziest dreams. I say "crazy" and "hella" more than anyone. I'm constantly making blanket comments about subjects that just should not be generalized. I wish I could even pretend that I am an intellectual. I'm completely vain and clinically obsessed with myself. I feel constantly conflicted with the way I look. If only society allowed us all to look however we wanted without prejudice, even though I think we're getting there. I hate how everything seems to revolve around money. Maybe thats just because I never seem to have any. I think 99% of everyone that has ever met me thought I was gay(at first that is). It doesn't last, and doesn't really bother me anymore. "Data" from StarTrek forever will be my favorite T.V. personality. I wish I lived in an 80s movie[ Weird Science ]. I hate stereotypes but I'm always pointing them out. I can be hilariously funny at times, usually at my own expense, but its all good right? I love to work the camera! I could very possibly be a director or photographer. Making movies is a passion, definitely. The longer I'm around someone the more they start to talk like me, and me like them. I imagine myself as anti-conformity, absolute individuality, but I'm frequently conforming and melting into comfortable background colors. Although, in reality, I am a people person to the core. I love big groups, and huge gatherings of people. I love being the center of attention; all eyes on me isn't a bad thing at all. I love people that see the small things, and get joy from them. I love the unusual, the minority, the dark and sexual. My mind is trapped in a perpetual fantasy while my body just keeps absorbing the pains of reality. I always want more.

My Interests


[I want one: Reactable]

[see ya]

[Death Cab]

[the streets]

[faded]

I'd like to meet:



[Flight of the Conchords]

[Quinne]

Music:


Movies:



Television:

..
[kill your television!]

Books:

..[burning man 2007]

[jamie and nadalie's]

Heroes:



Dr. Gaius Baltar

Tribute to Brittney

Natalie Portman, what can I say?

Porter Status b/g

Weird art

LegsXXX

Trinity

Behind You!!1

Tribute to Pat

Party @ Porter's Parents House

Trespassing w/ 40oz

Notice Patrick?

The Crew @ Heather's

David Glover's Birthday

Robbie and Jeremy In Space!

My Blog

Suprise Im From Cuba. Everyone Has One Brain

Suprise Im From Cuba. Everyone Has One Brain lyricsHey girl, ima eat your soul I got this sword, dashing young and bold lets collect, hearts on the way plus two, to you, in the evil bay so hey gir...
Posted by Nick Porter on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 04:08:00 PST

The good times are killing me.

"The Good Times Are Killing Me" The good times are killing me. Here we go! Got dirt, got air, got water and I know you can carry on. Shrug off shortsighted false excitement and oh what can I say? ...
Posted by Nick Porter on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 04:01:00 PST

Bittorrent. Crazy shit.

Conjecture - For any axiomatic system, there exists a function which runs in a practical amount of time which takes as inputs a statement in that axiomatic system and a fixed length string, such tha...
Posted by Nick Porter on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 11:19:00 PST

something new

something is different in my life. someone has changed shape. the same picture looks different in this light. she's become something else, something new. you'd be amazed, i didn't loose anything, and ...
Posted by Nick Porter on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 01:00:00 PST

I really don't, I swear!

I just noticed that there are a lot of pictures of me drinking on my page. That being said, I really don't drink that much, I swear! When do you take the most pictures? Parties right? What do you do a...
Posted by Nick Porter on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 02:16:00 PST

I feel weak

Nothing can defend me, from this helplessness thats cutting deep inside. The thought that nothings real, strength i need to feel, that light inside of me. I fell so hard for the face staring back at m...
Posted by Nick Porter on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 02:11:00 PST

Annoyance

The blue car is shaking, the white car is sitting, and the gray car is humming. White car isn't really humming, it's more like booming. Boom, boom, boom goes the gray car. I..AM..trying to THINK! I te...
Posted by Nick Porter on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 08:58:00 PST

Negative Sight

   I'm sitting on the cold steps outside my house. It is very dark outside. The sky is a mixture of gray and purple. The clouds are black, and even darker is the moon. At least, I think it's...
Posted by Nick Porter on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 08:44:00 PST

Thongs

Okay, so I'm in class, just got there actually. English whatever is in the U building. The U building is a run down, stuffy, small, old skool desk despository, peice of shit building that is a hell of...
Posted by Nick Porter on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 01:12:00 PST

Staunton Massacre

So i'm at this party with my friend Jeff Staunton and somehow in the middle of party conversation someone asks him whats the most horrible thing that he's ever done or had happen to him. So Jeff, bein...
Posted by Nick Porter on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 05:02:00 PST