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I still Remember the world from the eyes of a child. Slowly those feelings were clouded by what I know now. Where has my heart gone, trapped in the eyes of a stranger. I want to go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all.
..~Evanescence - Field of Innocence
I'm definitely not your typical girl! Music is my passion and love in life. Theres always a song or cd that will get you through a bad day. Or even elaborate on the great day youre having. Music listens but doesnt judge. No matter who you are or what your life experiences are ..there is a band, cd or song that has been there and knows exactly how you're feeling! As for who I am, I'm the girl who will bring you lunch while you're in the garage working on your car. As long as you come inside and have dinner with me! I'm the girl who will go hang out with her girls while you're gone for the weekend with your boys. I'd much rather get a rose for the hell of it, then 100 dollars in gifts. I have goals and dreams and I'll work my ass off until I get where I want to be. But at the same time, I dont let that stop me from having a life and enjoying it. I HATE drama and immature people. I want no part of it. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy ..that you have to decide for yourself. I dont play games and I wont play yours. I'm not the kind of girl who freaks out because she got dirty or broke a nail. I could really care less. Thats what showers and super glue are for! lol I love sitting at home watching a movie and cuddling but at the same time, I love getting out and trying something new. Life is about experiences.
I SUPPORT OUR TROOPS!
If you cant stand behind our troops ...feel free to stand in front of them!!
I am now living in San Diego. Taking one day at a time and doing everything I can to meet my goal, and dream of becoming a Deputy Sheriff. Yes, you heard me right, I am going to be a Cop. When I made the decision to become a cop, it clicked and everything about my life started coming together. Its something I feel very passionate about. Nothing is going to stop me. I am going to put my blood, sweat and tears into not just becoming, but succeeding as a Deputy. Every day of my life, every decision I make, its all in an effort to make my dream come true.

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I'm so sick of being hurt, of giving my all and being fucked over in the end. For once I want something real. No more of these stupid games.

I want a guy who will respect me. Someone with a good head on his shoulders. Works for what he wants. Music is my life, if I can share that with someone, it would be amazing. I'm a hopeless romantic. I love the little things, roses, good morning notes, calls just to say hello. That's what really matters to me. I'm very simple, as long as I'm respected. I dont play games and I hate guys who do. This isnt high school anymore. I'm shy sometimes, I want a guy who understands that and is patient with me when need be. Treat me good and I will treat you like a King. It's as simple as that! If you say you're going to call then call for God sake. I'm not asking for a 3 hour conversation. Just call and say hi. Dont tell me you're going to do something and then not do it. You get what you give.

My Blog

Only I can let myself down ...

So today I went and did a practice run of the physical agility test for the Police dept. I didnt do as well as I hoped, nor did I do as horrible as I thought. What I do know is it gave me that boost I...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 16:41:00 GMT

I have a fucking headache

Sometimes I wish I could lock myself in my room and never leave. People, who are supposed to be my friends, make me feel so utterly worthless. Saying things that they know NOTHING about. Telling peopl...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jan 2009 21:08:00 GMT

Self Confidence ...not so much

Sometimes you want something so much that you fear it. You want so badly to take the leap and try to grab onto it before you fall. But in the end you are to afraid to leap because there is no guarante...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Jan 2009 19:55:00 GMT

2008 in conclusion

2008 was a good year and part of me is sad to see it go. I grew a lot over the year. There were some very hard situations and some amazing changes. I figured out who I was and who I want to be. I figu...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 11:12:00 GMT

Love?! ....

How do you know when you love someone? Is it merely a feeling? Or maybe a thought. Is it purely just convincing yourself that this person is what you want? Or is it when all you want is to see them sm...
Posted by on Sun, 18 May 2008 23:51:00 GMT

Contimplating Life ....

so I'm sitting here and getting kinda sentimental for some reason. In the past few months a lot has happened. In means of my life and the direction its heading in. I've come to realize that not a lot ...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 23:45:00 GMT

A Serious Look At Life

Has there ever been anything in your life that you wanted so badly it pretty much pushed you to tears? Something that you wanted to hold onto as tight as you could so you would never lose it. But you ...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 23:27:00 GMT

RIP Heath Ledger (think about Life)

yeah ok Heath Ledger was an actor who none of us know. So in reality it doesnt effect us that hes gone. But I've lost a lot of people in my life and now his friends and family have lost him. Includin...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 22:14:00 GMT

Im Finally Ok

So I'm sitting here in my room at 3am thinking, reading some Avenged Sevenfold articles and watching some of their videos. NO this isnt going to be a blog about A7X ok. haha ..it just made me think. T...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 03:11:00 GMT

Avenged Sevenfold Concert (12/7/07)

So the Avenged Sevenfold concert last night was absolutely AMAZING!!! I had so much fun. Not only did I get to see one of my favorite bands (with the sexiest singer ever) ...but I got to hang out with...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 20:25:00 GMT