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håvøç²

i'll never apologize again for who i am

About Me

All I can say is I am who I am & I have no problem in that anymore. Like anyone I have my good points & faults...we all fuck up in life here & there & we all have done pathetic & stupid things...but so long as we learn from those mistakes, blunders & fuck ups; turn them around & into something we can grow from; move on & share what we've learned...we've done our small part to live forever......Life is what you make it so at least I try & make the best of the life I was given. There is really no point in holding deep seeded grudges or reasons for racism &/or the hating of others for something to do w/ the gene pool...over all we are all human & we all should try a lil harder to seperate ourselves from the cruelties, unjust actions & insecurities of the past & live in the now insted of dreaging up old persicutions that deal in hate for religous, racial, sexual orientation & political slurs that our relatives &/or past generations spawned. If in effect we could do that we might actually have a chance at getting along; sadly however it would seem most people arent mentally advanced enough nor adult enough to find it in themselves do that...but if they could, our world would be a much better place & we as a species could advance & evolve...yeah i know, it's all a big IF..................also like so many before & after me I have been given label. Personally I think it's stupid but I think it's cute that people like to put lables on others. I guess it helps them identify with something they don't understand or categorize for mockery. People are just people in my book & those like myself that choose not to fit into the disfunctional glories of our wasted society & lend themselves to the darker nature of mankind are refured to as...Goth...Gothy...Gothic.......if it makes you happy to feel the need to lable a person or group of people becuz of clothing or musical preferance....have at it....just remember this...you also have been given a lable & I'm willing to make a wager that you wont like it either....so for all other intencive purposes to the weak minded who like to put people in categories so they are easyer for them to define, avoid or mock.....there ya go slappy, have a h00t w/ it, hope yer lil brain gets ya far...fuck you very much....kiss me wear it smells funny, suck a butt flap, kiss a ass rag & get back to your little world where you're cozy & comfy & you think everybody likes you......as to those w/ an open mind to whom see me as just another person...enjoy your day & blessed be
------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------------------------------I like dark humor, things that go bump in the night, respectable people, almost any form of music so long as it suits my mood. for the most part I prefur darker feeling music with topics ranging from distain & loss to love & life...but... not that garbage screaming noise called speed metal or some crappy off shoot transgretion of metal that ppl seem to like these days. Yes I still wear black after all these years, no I dont wear make-up, yes I enjoy sex (don't we all??? haha), yes I like to write poetry, I love art & literature, I enjoy farting in crowds, I bark when it's too quiet, no I dont care for todays hip hop "music" but I do enjoy the ol school beats & graffiti art...yes I love 80's music, yes I like clowns, yes I'm a geek, not to mention I'm a sucker for a feminine woman in black that isnt carrying so much weight on her ass that she could hide a sandwich someplace on her body & forget about it to only rot later & have to go to the hopstital to get it removed that also enjoys the darker side of things like vampiers, dragons, mid-evil lore, swords & roses, skulls & candles, the morning mist, fire light & sunsets......
nevermore Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.
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My Interests

The more women there are about, the softer a wise man steps

I'd like to meet:

Lincoln

Movies:

Rarely do we see an origonal movie anymore.....there is really NO imagination left in Hollywood, hell even Disney is running out of ideas.....all that SEEMS to be left is fucked up remakes of imaginitive landmark films. although some remakes are done very well by incredably talented people, it's still a remake. We need to start paying more attention the the independant film makers. They have true artistic vision, they dont care about what most ppl think cuz it's self exspression (ex. George Lucus when he made Star Wars) & they dont play by the conventional rules set by the established plutacracy (a.k.a. The Overpayed Puppets known as the U.S. Govt. & Mega Companies out to make a quick buck off of anything)

Television:

TV for the most part is boring to me outside of the History & Discovery Channels....."Reality" shows are stupid bullshit clogging up our airwaves & as far as the news goes...out side of the weather it sucks, it sucks becuz it is cencered & only used as a modle to drive fear into the minds watching it (at least here in the states. )Whom ever it is that believes it's best to not show the US citizens the truth happening in the world should be hog tied & taken where the truth happens with their eyes ripped out so they can only hear what the truth sounds like....it may be vile, but at least it's the truth.
How are US citizens supposed to know what's really happening in the world with-out being able to see it first hand.?.?.seriouly!!!
I'll say this, I'm pretty damn sure some of the ways the US govt. is hiding the truth & brainwashing the minds of its citizens is by clouding judgments & minds by keeping them eatting garbage foods to keep them fat & planted in front of the boob tube & using crappy catchy pop music, media driven madness (in it's many forms) of minor happenings in Hollywoods glamour bunch (actors) & talk shows designed to distract from overall US & world views by focusing on trivial crap like who's fucking who's roomy in the closet that they just came out of after they have a kid together by someone elses daddy's momma's sisters cousin's best friend they used to fuck in some drug infested ghetto in Califorina or the Bronx after they got kicked out of bootcamp for calling the drill instructor a nigger spick faggot jew commie bastard....LIKE IT FUCKING MATTERS PEOPLE!!!((Why someone would actually be interested enough to want to watch something like that & really get into it is far beyond my comprehension.)) ....
Even worse our government has finally figured out how to use the most powerful weapon of all... religon....
In doing this it can count on the people to hate, kill & die on a whim in the name of a diety that the plutacracy has recreadted time & again & only exsists in the minds of people. All of this they work very hard on & re-sculpt to keep us from knowing & doing one thing........ask questions to find out the truth.
Above all...our youth have no idea of the terror in the world & what awaits outside the US bourders becuz they are glued to MTV, "Reality TV" & Who's Flavor Flav going to pick to fuck next in a viking helmet.
When the End of dayz do come which will be very soon...it will be interesting to watch & see what happens to all those mindless sheeple...mass panik, looting, murder on a huge scale & dare I say repentance to verious dieties will be the minds of most, where as the smart few will do what's needed to servive...if in fact there is any chance of that at all...
I know I sound crazy now, & that's ok, I'm fine w/ that...but we shall see....I just hope I'm wrong.
here, this will keep you occupied till then....

Books:



My Blog

40th blog blogged....UGH!

Ya, so shit happens, lots of shit, maybe after things settle down a bit I will go more into detail, but of what I can say at this point&ugh, no gf, no time for one, hell, not much time for anything, c...
Posted by håvøç² on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 07:05:00 PST

39th blog blogged...FINALLY!!!!!!!

Well hello again&been awhile since I wrote last&much has happened. The female I thought was "the one", wasn't&good thing tho&cuz in the end she ENDED UP married to the person I think she's sposed to b...
Posted by håvøç² on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 08:54:00 PST

SHIT!

my lap top died, all my niffty shit is gone...piss, now I havw to start from scratch again...which is good in a way, but I would have liked to savce a few things. on the bright side, I have all the go...
Posted by håvøç² on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 11:38:00 PST

38th Blog Blogged.....Compultion, Obsession, Addiction, Lust = COAL for a heart

I had a slight a thought. It grew until my head was filled w/ this need to find a way to understand. Not sure why, it just formed in my head. I was watching the movie "A Scanner Darkly" when it hit m...
Posted by håvøç² on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 03:01:00 PST

36th Blog Blogged....you should be grateful you pig gutted sow!

How Things Used To Be   Next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about th...
Posted by håvøç² on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 11:24:00 PST

35th Blog Blogged....The Heart I know

"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not e...
Posted by håvøç² on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 09:03:00 PST

34th Blog Blogged.....A X-maz Story

A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to sc...
Posted by håvøç² on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 11:17:00 PST

33rd Blog Blogged...this last year...

It's been quite the frickin year!...most of it in a haze, (I'll explain why I say it's a haze in a minute) so&.1/2 of the year I decided to be a lazy fucking bum & do nothing to which I can't reme...
Posted by håvøç² on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 06:21:00 PST

33rd Blog Blogged...Top Ten Signs You're a Fundamentalist Christian

Top Ten Signs You're a Fundamentalist Christian 10 - You vigorously deny the existence of thousands of gods claimed by other religions, but feel outraged when someone denies the existence of yours.&nb...
Posted by håvøç² on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 08:41:00 PST

32nd Blog Blogged...Off playing Logger for 3 1/2 dayz

Whoa&.time brings change, time brings the passing seasons & time brings old curiosities to light.   For the last 3 ½ dayz I was out of town. I needed to get out of town for some reason&.any ...
Posted by håvøç² on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 10:07:00 PST