Shana [RIP BJ ily] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Ok First thing first, my name is Shana. My legal last name is finally DAVIS =D. I'm the big 18!
So the story goes a little something like this : My Mom met my Dad. They got together. They dated for awhile They did their little thing. My Mom got pregnant. 9 months later, on March 9th, 1989, she had a stillborn babygirl in Wilmington, DE at Saint Francis Hospital at 10:11PM. But then all of a sudden a miracle happened and the baby was fine. They took her home and named her Shana Leigh Davis. Years went by and now she's 18. She's happier then ever.
MY FAMILY: They mean EVERYTHING to me. I have a biiig family! Which many I never see, or only see every once in awhile. I have an amazing Mom and Dad. 1 older sister Sherry (which she has a son Owen and a daughter Alyssa), I have an older brother Jason (he has 2 daughters Jalyn and Natalie), and 2 youngers sisters Brianna and Bralyn (they better not have ANY kids til they're 104 haha). I love my family to death. I hate losing them. I've lost my grandmother, my nana, my poppop, my uncle in Mar. 2001 and my cousin in Jan. 2007. It's the worst feeling ever. I miss them a lot!!
I can be stubborn, a smartass, a bitch, a hateful human being, an asshole, confusing, and I can make mistakes! But I learn from my mistakes, I can be the smartest person ever, and I can be the nicest person you'll ever meet. I'm not perfect. Not even close. I try not to lie, I try not to judge people quickly, and I try not to hold grudges. I don't cheat, I don't fuck with peoples relationships, I don't fuck people over. When you first meet me, I'll be sooo shy but after a couple times meeting you, and getting to know you, I'll finally get to talking to you. Don't think because I don't talk much when I first meet you, because that's not the case at all!! I enjoy meeting new people, I just get shy and shit. I'm short. I know this. No need to rub it in! I'm starting to hate myspace. But I have nothing better to do anymore. I love stuffed animals. I try to be a fun person. I take tons of pictures. If I bust out the camera at a random time, don't freak. It's normal for me. I dropped out of school right before I turned 16. And no, that doesn't mean I'm stupid, so don't talk shit!
I tend to fuck up. A LOT! I do surveys on here when I get bored. I bottle my anger. Which isn't good for whoever makes me snap! I have a somewhat job. I babysit my niece mon.-wed. I'm not very religous. I hate people who try to shove it down your throat! I love food. =) Who doesn't. I love sleeping, riding around, having fun and just chillin. I get bored very easliy. I hate it. I absolutely love my friends. Some more then others because they are closer to me. I am totally against abortion. I think it's wrong and it's BULLSHIT!!! It shouldn't be legal! And I'm also against animal abuse. And douche bags like Mike Vick. Stupid fucking nigger. (No I'm not racist. But he is a nigger. There's a difference.) I HATE fur. Fake or real. It makes me feel like shit. I love fishing! I used to go with my Dad all the time. I love to go to the store and bust out random dance moves with my little sisters. I love riding around with my Mom and having random conversations with her. I hate when one of my friends fight with one of my other friends because I don't like being in the middle of it. I smoke cigarettes. I hate it. I don't even like the taste anymore. But, it's a BAAAD habit!! =/ I HATE HATE HATE guns! Ever since my cousin was killed by one, I hate them. I will flip if you bring one near me! So be prepared. I guess that's it for now!
my aim is: then shana said

My Interests

Hmm ... I like to chill with my friends, go to local shows when I can, go to the beach, myspace of course haha, i like anything with colors, LOOOVE taking pictures of anything and everything!

I want these!! =D

I'd like to meet:

I've already found him. But I let him go and I hate myself for that. But maybe it's what we need. Time apart for a little bit. :(

Music:

I listen to pretty much everything. From Rock to Rap, from Metal to R&B, Punk to Country. I'm not picky with music.

Movies:

Horror movies are my favorite. Take me to see one, I'll be your best friend forever haha. Comedies are my second favorite. And all the other types are whatever haha. But nah, I just love chillin and watchin any movie.

Television:

I watch a lot of shows. CSI, Law && Order, Next, Parental Control, X-Files, The X-Effect, Without A Trace, stuff on BET, country music videos, The Closer, and A LOT more. I have nothin better to do. =/

Books:

I don't read anymore. Well books at least. I haven't in awhile!

Heroes:

Read my blog. It's all in there!
William Joseph "BJ" Clark was born on October 26, 1988 to Frank and Holly Clark. He was a short chubby lil thing. Then all of a sudden he hit a growth spurt and got TALL. He was an amaizing person, and the best cousin, and a great friend. Yea he drank and smoked cigarettes and weed. It wasn't an everyday thing. As soon as he stopped smoking, and wanted to get his like straight, he lost it. He was taken from us on January 26th, 2007. He was 18. Right after he found out his girlfriend might be pregnant. Now he will never get the chance to hold his babyboy and tell him how much he loves him. He will never get to teach him to play football, and how to get girls. (haha) BJ was a funny person. I remember he wouldn't grow hair on his face because he said "I gots a babyface." And when he came to North East High School in 9th grade, he told all the girls he was albino. I asked him why, and now I wish I didn't. He said it was because he had a big umm...yea, you get the picture. (haha) Or like the night he was drinking and put his head into a wall with his friends when he lived in North East. He was also a very serious person. When it came to family, he would want to kill someone. I remember, I wasn't allowed to even talk to guys and they wasn't allowed to talk to me around him. And when I dated one of his friends, and he broke up with me, BJ wanted to fight him because of the reason he gave. He loved his family more then anything. And I know he would (is) going to make a GREAT father. Especially since he was great with kids. I miss being little and being able to have fun with BJ and Frankie. We always had fun playing cops and robbers and playing all the kid games we used to play. I miss that a lot. He was a character. He used to do this baby cry that sounded exactly like a newborn crying. Him and Frankie tought me how to skate and play basketball. Yes, they used to skateboard. They tought me how to play hockey on skates. It was always fun. I know I'll see him again, and may he rest in peace.
I MISS AND LOVE YOU BJ. 1988-2007. YOU WAS TOO YOUNG TOO GO. May God have mercy on the guys that did this to him because we sure as hell don't!!

My Blog

Heroes

My Mom and Dad are the most amazing parents everrrr!! They are always there for me no matter what stupid ass decision I make. And when I need advice, I go to them first. I'm glad that God gave me thes...
Posted by Shana [RIP BJ ily] on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 04:52:00 PST

One Year Ago, (on the 21st)

I never thought I'd be this happy! A year ago, Joe and I started dating. I've never been happier and I've never been more in love. A year ago, if you would of asked me if I thought I'd find someone I'...
Posted by Shana [RIP BJ ily] on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 08:01:00 PST

Hmm .. why

are guys so damn confusing?! One minute they are like "Oh I love you. I care about you. I wanna be with you." And the next they are like "Well you don't show that you love me. I don't know if we will ...
Posted by Shana [RIP BJ ily] on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 04:32:00 PST

Update

From my blog on Saturday, July 22, 2006 called "Shana is happy now!" I'm still doing good. Better then at that time!! I've changed a lot but for the better!! My family and I are getting along a lot be...
Posted by Shana [RIP BJ ily] on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 12:40:00 PST

Eh =/

I was talking to Miss Jackson ...
Posted by Shana [RIP BJ ily] on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 11:55:00 PST

Forever William <3

B, It's been 2 months and 3 days since you've been gone now, and not a day goes by that I don't think of you!! It's been hard to even hear your name and have Albert, Lil Frankie, Uncle Frankie &&a...
Posted by Shana [RIP BJ ily] on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 09:06:00 PST

Damn you BJ!! =(

We was supposed to get fucked up tonight for my birthday!But now we can't =( So tomorrow night, I'm staying at Joe's,and I'll definately be drinking some E&J for yousince you can't be here to drin...
Posted by Shana [RIP BJ ily] on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 10:21:00 PST

Untitled

BJ,The hardest thing I had to do was let you go today.I held your frozen hand, kissed your cold cheek, and told you I Love Youand goodbye forever.I miss you so much B!You and I was so close!I'm gonna ...
Posted by Shana [RIP BJ ily] on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 01:50:00 PST

RIP BJ [[Will]] I miss you already! </3

BJ, I miss you so much already! It's been a day and I feel like it's been forever!Why? Why'd you have to leave us all so soon? We need you here!!!When they said that there was an accident, my heart dr...
Posted by Shana [RIP BJ ily] on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 11:32:00 PST

Time is a flyin!

This is where I am in life: -FAMILY WISE I've been trying to get along withthem more, I honestly have!I would give ANYTHING to go backand change somethingsI've said and done to messup ...
Posted by Shana [RIP BJ ily] on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 03:05:00 PST