random blahness |
This is just random writing people don’t take it for more than it is...Drifting off into slumber landI close my eyes and instantly see youYour arms are spread wide to welcome me inAnd your smile...
Posted by Smiles on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 01:50:00 PST |
seeing is not believing (poem) |
Believing is seeingSee the bright colors fly through the airFlashing lights bouncing off dialated eyesExchanges of beautiful smilesHugs and kisses shared with allNot a moment will you be aloneThe beat...
Posted by Smiles on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 04:00:00 PST |
Wishing for the dead (poem) |
We tend to wish for the things we can't haveThe things we know we will never getYou never know what another person is wishing forYou never know what they really want when they say 'hello'You think you...
Posted by Smiles on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 07:25:00 PST |
My Future (Part 2) |
My future... is unknown...But so is EVERYONE elses...I MAY die tomorrowI MAY die in eighty yearsWho knows!???Like really REALLY REALLY! Who knows????haha.So do I want to live the time I have left, ho...
Posted by Smiles on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 12:35:00 PST |
My Future |
Thinking about my future, like TRUELY thinking about it is terrifying. Thinking of all the happiness, the pain, the joy, the fun. Thinking of failure and achievments. Thinking about the kind of perso...
Posted by Smiles on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 10:01:00 PST |
Am I really lonely... |
Am I really lonely? Or am I just jealous. Do I really want what I know is going to hurt me and make me cry in the end? Would I rather cry than be alone?Why can I answer these questions for everyone el...
Posted by Smiles on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 01:49:00 PST |
Its nice.... |
It’s nice to have time to think..Sure I’ve had to keep myself up all night to do it so I could have time alone, but none the less, quiet time, to myself, to think. To dream, to hope, to sc...
Posted by Smiles on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 03:47:00 PST |
Not the person I used to be (poem) |
I'm not the person I used to beHonestly neither are youOur smiles have changedOur tears fall for different reasonsI remember a time when we were connectedWe were together and saneExcepted and wanted i...
Posted by Smiles on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 03:15:00 PST |
And with the power of four + the world began to make sense... |
Is it my fault? Maybe it is. But that doesn't make what happened right. And it doesn't justify a single thing. I need to agree to press charges and take this as far as I can. Even if I don't do it for...
Posted by Smiles on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 01:32:00 PST |
Lonely holidays |
This is the crazy weirdness...
I just spent thanksgiving in a house FULL of people... but honestly I was alone. I got to see my mom for an hour. ONE HOUR wow lots of time for the past three weeks, onl...
Posted by Smiles on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 08:18:00 PST |
