you probably never noticed how i really did feel, if you did you would have tried to help me heal, you probably never noticed how i was always sad, if you did you would have figured out ways to make me glad, you probably never noticed how i spoke so easily of dyin, if you did you would have told me to stop and be cryin, you probably never noticed the marks upon my arm if you did you would have been alarmed, you probably never noticed how i became sicker each day if you did you wouldn't have let it get that way, you probably never noticed until the day i died if you would have noticed soon then i would still be alive